hey you stuck up freak. get away from me.

BBF where'd you die to?

):

Over It - Katharine Mcphee

I'm over your lies,
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
when you know I'm not okay.
You call me at night,
and I pick up the phone.
And though you've been telling me,
I know you're not alone.
oh..

That's why
(your eyes)
I'm over it
(your smile)
I'm over it
(realize)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over..

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm over your hands,
and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt.
oh..

That's why,
(your words)
I'm over it
(so sure)
I'm over it
(I'm not your girl)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over...

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

Don't call,
don't come by,
ain't no use,
don't ask me why,
you'll never change,
there'll be no more crying in the rain.

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm so over it....
I'm over it....

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

iTunes played tonnes of Jay Chou's music.
and something in me forced myself to not listen to it.

ouch. something hurts.

yeapppppppppps.

baked again today, and this time it was MUCH nicer!

well yesterday's cake was probably the best that we've ever had (tho the icing was kinda sweet), but i've to say today's was superb.

hehhhh.

i love the pink marshmallows. and we MADE the marshmallows. pretty pretty things.

ohyes, it's called
heart throbs with marshmallow filling

(:

and tmrw's going to be mini black-and-whites. =D

the best thing about this whole thing?
everything's about vanilla and chocolate here.

and vanilla's the LOVE.

(cravings for pure vanilla. someone run and get one for me?)

ok it's the second day of the holidays, 8.11pm.
and i'm bored.

the whole day i've been having this feeling like i've something to do, something that i've to rush out by a particular time and date. when actually i haven't have anything but holiday homework.

ohno. give me something to do? or else the oven won't be able to take it anymore. i'll probably bake till it breaks down.

then again i do have a few things that i can do.

i've 5 books, 2 mags waiting for me. i just can't be bothered to flip it even though i'm already sick of channel surfing. (uggg. oldies.)

Currently Reading:

The Last Empress by Anchee Min.
it's good, and i'm enjoying it as much as the previous one, Empress Orchid. about the empress that caused the downfall of china. it's quite sad, to see how she lost her loved ones, and some were killed due to jealousy and some, sucidal. i don't think i'd like to be an empress. sacifice so much for power? not worth.

Contest by Matthew Reily
i wanted to read this like on the last week of the holidays, but i was alone at night and the blurb seemed pretty scary. sounds retarded but i didn't dare to read it. about this daddy and her child caught in the old national library with some other people. they're kinda involved in some sort of contest and only 1 will survive. (sounds like survival.) i read it till like 3 chapters? and stopped.

The Poe Shadow by Matthew Pearl
another scary one that i skipped. haven't read it at all, but it concerns some guy who's been buried and then this young lawyer comes around and finds out the truth behind this guys death. some sort of detective story i think.

Eagle Strike by Anthony Horowitz
ok i know alot of people like this author, but i can't actually get into the mood of this book. some teenager who's like an agent, is going to get the world to believe him that some popular man is actually a bad guy and blahblah. (sorry haoyee, i really don't get this book!)

Send In The Idiots by Kamran Nazeer
about autism, a true story. it's quite sad how some people view autistic kids and people. shall start reading it as soon as the other books!

i think i'm too bored. i feel like as if i've just completed some english book review.

speaking of that, i've no eril book with me now, which is bad news. can i just use some other book to complete my book review? how annoying.

i'd better live up to mstan's high standard. i wonder where she got that impression that i'm a super good girl from. =/ i'm not that hardworking anymore. but i will be! since there are no more distractions. (i think i've said this for the millionzillionsuperbillion time.)

ohyes. how i'm supposed to motivated the class anyway! arghhh can i just cheer them on instead. ):

ok. it's back to recipes and books!

i lovehatelovehatelovehate the holidays. (:

now tell me what i'm supposed to do now?

ok i think i'm done with blogthings, starting to get pretty bored with it already.

(:

now even my past posts are gone.

watching BORAT.
i don't know what to expect.

You Are 68% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world. Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.

You Are Most Like Heidi Klum

Girl next door vibe with top model looks

What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You

You are a very considerate person, but that doesn't mean you let people walk all over you. You spend a lot on clothes, and you tend to be a very dresser. However, it's hard for you to throw away trendy clothes when they go out of style. You are a little shy and easily embarrassed. You often wonder if you are normal. In relationships, you are practical and realistic. You have a romantic side, but you only let it out when it's appropriate.

You Are a Life Blogger!

Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary. If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible.

You Are a Candy Heart

You're definitely a pro when it comes to romance - and you have great dating etiquette. Plus you probably smell and taste pretty darn good.

Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Romeo + Juliet

"Has my heart loved 'till now? Forswear it, sight! For I never saw a true beauty 'till this night."

You Can Make 70% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You

Your seduction skills are practically legendary. You know how to close the deal. Just don't let someone you're really into get the better of you! As long as you keep up your end of the flirting game, you'll get the prize at the end.

You Are a Classic Bikini!

You are the type of gal who looks good in almost any bikini. Going for the understated look, you don't need a flashy bikini to turn heads.

Your Life Is Worth...

$973,500

HAHAHAHHA

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

You Have Fantastic Karma

You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that!

Your Hidden Talent

You are a great communicator. You have a real way with words. You're never at a loss to explain what you mean or how you feel. People find it easy to empathize with you, no matter what your situation. When you're up, you make everyone happy. But when you're down, everyone suffers.

):

You Are Immature

You are a big baby living in the body of an adult. And although people may think your pajamas all day routine is cute, it gets old pretty fast!

You Are a Normal Girl

You are 60% Good and 40% Bad Sure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past. But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl.

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

What Your Favorite Color White Says About You:

Naive --- Innocent ---Neutral Shy --- Serious --- Stubborn Ethical --- Honest --- Self-Important

You Are a Good Friend Because You're Accepting

No matter what a friend says or does, you try your best to understand it. And your friends feel like they can tell you anything. You don't judge. You know that friendship is a journey - with a lot of ups and downs. If you and a friend grow apart, you get over it quickly... and leave the potential for future friendship open. You tend to have many friends from many walks of life. Anyone you meet is could become a friend. In fact, you are especially interested in people who are a little different than you. Seeing life from another perspective is something you cherish. Your friends need you most when: They can't turn to anyone else with their secrets You really can't be friends with: Dogmatic, stubborn people Your friendship quote: "Love is blind, but friendship closes its eyes."

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love

You Are a Natural Flirt

Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt. And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting. Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt. And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive!

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Busy

While a relationship sounds nice, you're strapped for time Whether you're legitimately busy or just making excuses... ... You don't give men enough of your time. As nice as "instant love" would be, there's just no such thing.

You Are Super Spicy

You're a little bit crazy, a little bit naughty, and a whole lot of sexy. You go beyond hot - you set people's senses on fire!

Your Pirate Name Is...

Captain Buxom Betty

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

BRAT NO MORE(:

You Are 36% Spoiled

You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head. You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.

You Are Somewhat Honest

You do tend to tell the truth a lot But you also stretch the truth on occasion You figure a little lie isn't a big deal As long as it doesn't hurt anyone too much!

You Sometimes Don't Get Enough Sleep

You're often more tired than you'd like, and you're probably not getting enough quality sleep. Sleeping a little more could make you a lot more energetic and happy. Try having a bedtime, keep your bedroom cool, and only eat fruit before bed.

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front. Shy and private, you yearn for security. You take relationships slowly. You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child. Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded. You cherish all of the details in life. Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

You Are a Little Addicted to Gossip

In your view, most gossip is pretty harmless. And it's a pretty fun way to pass the time! You're willing to pass on some juicy details... As long as you're not impacting anyone's personal life too deeply.

You Are an Excellent Cook

You're a top cook, but you weren't born that way. It's taken a lot of practice, a lot of experimenting, and a lot of learning. It's likely that you have what it takes to be a top chef, should you have the desire...

I DO LOVE MILK POCKY.

You Are Milk Pocky

Your attitude: caring and charming Smooth and silkly... invigorating and natural. You are like comfort food for the soul.

Your Depression Level: 8%

You aren't depressed, and you probably already knew that. Like everyone else, you have ups and downs. But unlike most people, you've mastered keeping your mood stable.

You Are 29% Bitchy

You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts. Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them!

Your Life is 75% Perfect

Your life is pretty darn perfect. You don't have much to complain about. Of course, your life is occasionally less than perfect. But you're usually too happy to notice.

You Have Good Manners 73% of the Time

Your manners are quite excellent. You are well versed in etiquette. Of course you have the occasional slip up, but you even apologize with grace.

You Are 8% Cynical

Cynical? Not even close! If anything, you're a bit naive. Overall, you enjoy life and try not to be paranoid. Even if you've been burned before.

You Are a Feminine Beauty!

You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to him You have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasion This doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakers You just prefer to be girly and sweet as often as possible

You Are Definitely a Hot Chick

While your little black book isn't as thick as Paris Hilton's... You get the most dates of any girl you know It's your whole five star package that attracts men - Your looks, your charm, and your ability tie a cherry with your tongue.

You Are Basic Panties

You are a laid back chick with a real natural beauty. You can make unwashed hair and minimal make-up super sexy. Men tend to notice you show the "real you" - and they appreciate it. And while basic makes boring for some, it looks classic on you.

BBF got me changing my blogskin, and now i'm doing the finger quiz. hahahahaha. (:

You Are the Middle Finger

A bit fragile and dependent on your friends, you're not nearly as hostile as you seem. You are balanced, easy to get along with, and quite serious. However, you can get angry and fed up with those around you. And you aren't afraid to show it! You get along well with: The Index Finger Stay away from: The Pinky

YAYYY.

i like this new blog skin.

had loads of fun today! doing things that are unimportant, strolling around like as if i've all the time in the world. it feels wonderful to have nothing important to do. (:

so i woke up at 10.09am today. BBF called me late, it wasn't my fault that i was late for 4mins. SHE woke me up late. i bet it was on purpose luhhh. so that it can seem like as if she's so damn early.

hahhahaha.

so we went to J8 for breakfast, met dionne and athirah there! (: they were good lil girls going to study at the library.

stuffed our faces with LJS breakfast, i nearly died. we'd better share it next time before my stomach explodes. then we nyeh-ed around everywhere. BBF went to cut hair and the aunty gossips were interesting. about their kids and parents and money and mahjong. nope they were talking loudly, so we weren't overhearing. they even asked for our opinion. =/

went to the library and didn't know what we were doing. we wanted nice cake recipes, but all we could find was cookies and cake decoration. wow-ed at the designs at YES, one day i shall make a cake that's really pretty. well maybe not so soon.

and BBF picked up a book of recipes for diabetics and told me it was good. burst out laughing for like don't know how long. silent laughter though. (:

bought ingredients needed and we started to bake! was really fun, and the cake turned out well too! too sweet though. =/ shall put lesser sugar next time!

after that we were kinda bored, and tv programmes weren't exactly very interesting. was supposed to watch FUN WITH DICK AND JANE, but apparently the vcd was scratched. ):

watched 200pounds beauty instead! BBF watched half of it before leaving, while i finished watching on another tv with proper subtitles. it was nice! and sad too. =/

and so here i am, enjoying my very free life. if only this could last forever. well it can't, but at least holidays have only JUST started. so i shall make the fullest out of this holidays!

like studying. having tuition tmrw! shall make use of this entire holiday to catch up on ALL homework and revise all chapters! missed out alot during the last few months. i'd better catch up before i end up having to go through sec3 all over again.

ohno.

it's 9.59! shall take a nice long bath before going to sleep.

ahhhhh.
i think i can do this forever.

well, without you bugging me. i feel like i'm being tied down by you.

and haoyee, i miss chris alot. alot alot alot.
(:

THIS IS TO CELEBRATE THE REVIVAL OF MY INTERNET. (:

the problem with my internet being down is: the usb port is faulty.

SO,
my com's fine all the while, there's no problem with the wireless connection.

and i re-installed the whole thing.

whatever.

i shall talk about events that took place recently! (:

so on friday night went to the tpjc runway and modelled for annette. (: really nervous and everything cause i swear i can't do things like that and posing for so damn long. and i watched the video, and DAMN. i walked so freaking fast. ): and posed for what seemed like forever but was only a SPLIT second.

ok i'll upload pictures soon. (you know how long it'll take me to do this, but since i'm getting my life back AND the wonderful holidays are here, i guess it won't be as long as before.)

and annette don't worry, i love your design alot! and it's not idiot thing ok. (: i think that dress was nice. =D and i'm kinda glad that i joined it too! (and didn't die of my 4inches heels!)

so yeap, the day was over!

woke up EARLY on saturday morning and went to kcp. wenmin happily showed everyone my lousy picture on the wall. i'm sad.

cheer went well, though was messy and i did like 2 damn obvious mistakes. but it's over, so who cares? (:

then went out for breakfast/lunch and ballet!
was supposed to go look for yiying after ballet but when i went there i couldn't find her! i was so upset ok! and the fact that she didn't have her phone with her made things worse. ):
i'm sad, she was supposed to show me her hot twin guy.

hahaha.
went.. somewhere. i forgot.
oh yes bugis.

and well, the rest is boring.

my JUNE calendar is like spacious. i'm happy.

my MAY one will be gone, soon. it's so cramped up with events and things to do, to remember that i have to write another more detailed one at the back of it so that i can plan my time properly.

i think my time management have improved DRASTICALLY ever since this year. hehhh.

ok time for movie marathon!
wheeee. i so love my free life.

SHOUTOUTS:
chantal:
you won't be seeing this, but come back soon! i just bought the next book of empress orchid! and you were just talking about "how come they never say how she rule the empire" before you left. i'll lend it to you after i'm done! (:

mer& ravin:
THANKS ALOT. i'll probably die without the both of you. i'm so so so sorry ok! i'll promise a resolution for the rest of the year AND next year, that i'll STRIVE to keep my things like hannah. or at least get a pass for her neatness standard. (: THANKS! <3 style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">TAG REPLIES:
partner:
haha yesyes i know! annette updated me about ALL (including certain gossips) about everything! i'm sorry i didn't go to school. ): we'll meet soon! our pirates date! hook, thumb, photocopy....

merilyn:
thanks for coming for like friday and saturday. (: really sweet of you! and sorry about that day too! i think i caused you alot of trouble. bought you the cute lil boys and girls biscuit! the one that you cut out the other day. (:

annette:
don't worry about my stupid emotions! you're a wonderful designer, and you certainly have that art feel. i love you! (:

clara:
haha yes i was there, and i saw you the moment you entered the auditorium cause you walked past me. i called you but you were listening to your mp3 so probably you couldn't hear me. and our category was first so i got to see you catwalk after that. i thought you were good. (: i'll post pictures, soon! (:

wp:
haha yes! i hope so! (:

lastly,

GOOD LUCK TO ALL TAKING CHINESE O'S TMRW! (:

fine,

i miss brave souls. ):

(i think it's about time. i've been gone for really long.)

everything's like. i don't know how to say.
all the music that wmp is playing is like all those that we used to play and listen to, and the pictures that i'm looking at.

argh whatever. ):

my life seems pretty screwed up. or rather, i've no life.

BBF let's get our lives back together.

(i've danced my entire 5months away. can you believe it?!)

i'll embrace the holidays with open arms.
HAHHAHAHA.

before i actually start blogging at my tagboard, i thought i'd rather come over here and blog.

rehearsal yesterday was alright, but the steps to the ground was rather steep, and i had to balance myself and kinda wobbled a little when i put one foot down.

and the spotlight was REALLY bright and i had to squint very hard to see where i was going. i hope i don't do that tonight. ): i'm so nervous now i don't know what to do.

i'm fine with dancing and everything but no. please, not walking. ):

i kinda want to burst out into tears sit on the floor and bawl my eyes out yelling NO I WANT TO GO HOME.

but i can't do that to annette. ):

so i shall be a brave girl and i'm pretty sure i'll get over it soon, and tonight will be over.

my boxes are still in school, i don't know how i'm going to bring it home. i hope mer will be able to help me. please please.
):

i need today to be over soon.

AND I HOPE THAT NOTHING WILL GO WRONG TODAY, AND I WILL BE ABLE TO SMILE MY WAY THROUGH!

SEL today got me thinking, when mstan was talking about how to solve problems and control emotions blah.

what cheryl said was very true, that you if a relationship doesn't work out and you know that you've already put in the effort, then maybe it's time to let go.

i've tried, since i don't know how long ago. so if you don't make any more moves then i'll just let everything rest. till fate brings us back together again.

(:

life in school has been so great i suddenly like going to school. although lessons do suck at times, esp chem today, cause the TA sucked alot, i still like cause partnerS are the LOVE. (: they make school fun.

and i like travelling around in a single file! 3P is so cute. (:

and i LOVE cheer pracs cause it's so fun! we don't really slack anymore, we work really hard and sweat like horses and get so hyper and enjoy it in the end. at least it motivates me to go to school.

there are so many things making me happy now, i hope they all won't go away.

(my posts have been random, and that's bad.)

TAG REPLIES:

caroline:
ehhh i miss you luhh. how's it like over there? come back soon ok? we're all going for a movie date when EVERYONE comes back, including the japan people! (:

partner:
come on, you'll never be mature please. go look for the love of your life luhh. (:

huiyi:
come for dance! then you all can mix with them. (:

jul:
meow, yes come back. (:

soakteng:
haha seeing you like everyday!

cs:
and what's pft? isn't it like a sound? or not.

dionne:
huh what's your link?

huangting:
haha ok i'll link you! sure! don't cry anymore! and don't hate that woman, and hope that all your problems will be solved! (: i'll be with you guys!

melissa:
i am SO not in denial. (: let's go out for dinner more, and let's hope that it isn't such an angsty outing! (: must learn to kan kai yi dian alright? =D

janeni:
haha yes i do remember you! i'll link you! and yes i like this blogskin too! (:

edwin:
haha thanks! (:

chris:
nyehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. hahahhahahahahaha.

merilyn:
darrrrrrrrren worx.

shi:
you promise hook thumb photocopy punch that we watching pirates know! ): i don't want horror!

chantal:
haha yes chem sucked alot luhh. empty empty and more empty. it's ok! let's do better next time! (: marcccccccccccccccccccccc.

anon:
haha! i won't tell you what till you tell me who you are! trade. (:

hsinyi:
xin xin xin xin xin xin xin xin. (tis' the season to be jolly)
then you'll turn around! (:

utterly confused.

emotions felt today were so extreme, it's quite funny.

happy during lessons cause chantal and haoyee are the love. (:

irritated during the first part of bollywood cause all i wanted to do was just to go home and sleep. =/

felt much better towards the end but kinda wanted to go prepare for chem and not have cheer prac.

glad i had cheer prac cause it was damn freaking fun and i enjoyed myself like crazy and shake until i want to die. mer said they could see us from like the canteen and tried to take a failure video clip of us. but i was really happy. =D

went to simei to eat with huangting mel and mer. i don't get why i went all the way there. but i like lynnnnnnnn. (ok i can't spell her name.) i completely understands how she feels. it started off happy, but seems like they're all not very happy.

huangting mel mer, things WILL get better.
we'll all be there for each other!
a PACT. (:

not feeling happy, not feeling sad. neutral.
somehow it doesn't feel very good being neutral.

shall try to complete draft2. though mstan seems to like me but i don't think i'll try and push my luck anymore. shall be a good girl! (:

(i pray for chem to be alright tmrw, and that my dieting plan will work out. HAHAAHHA.)

byeeee!

i'm wearing a smile to sleep tonight.

cause i know i'm being loved! (:
<3!


see,
told you i'm happy.
=D

Don't you ever wish you were someone else
You were meant to be the way you are exactly
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are
When you learn to love yourself
You're better off by far
And i hope you'll always stay the same
Cause there's nothing bout you that i would change

thanks, (:

ok it's set.

from tomorrow onwards, it's time to be hardworking. i lost it ever since dance & cheer started, and now it's time for me to find it back before it's all too late. homework is looking like shit, late late late. chemistry sucks cause i don't listen and therefore don't get understand a single thing. functions and graph is ? cause i haven't been listening either. english portfolio is even more ? cause i haven't been attending english lessons due to all the reason in the entire world. (actually just dental and mc) and what else. chinese. late late late.

EVERYTHING.

from tomorrow onwards, you'll see me studying at either coffeebean or bishan library.
i'll make it a point to study alone.

in that way, i'll have no distractions. i probably won't even bring my mp3.
maybe just my jin-shei.

which btw, i haven't finish reading it and still don't understand why. it's not exactly thick, but i'm reading it at an extremely slow pace. ok maybe just that little bit thicker than some others, but still.

oh yes, please visit me there if you happen to stroll past. then it can be entertainment. =D

hahahah.

instead of putting in the least bit of effort to complete my STILL LATE banyueji (3weeks!??) and my 4 annoying english essays..

i actually googled my own name.

hehhhhhh. =D

i'm very touched by someone, i won't say who, cause i realise how much ______ cares.

i'm feeling so loved.
<3

She's got a boyfriend now
And it's hard to see
What she's got herself into
She's getting used to
The loneliness that's bottled up inside
She knows she'll stick right through the sad times
And all the bad times
'Cuz it's up to her to make some sense somehow
She's got a boyfriend now
She's got a boyfriend now

And it's hard to know the difference
Between inside and out
When she asks if I can mend her broken heart
I wouldn't know where to start

She got what she always wanted
(She's only crying on the insde.)

I almost forgot to say something else
And if i can't fit it in i'll keep it all to myself

I almost had you.

and i can't wait for this 2weeks to be over.

<3

everyone wants to know why.
ask me why, i won't be able to answer.


whoever i used to think i was isn't who i really am.

why?
i don't know.

maybe the gods suddenly decide to drop me a thought from above that i've been wrong about who i was all the while.

i'm not one who actually likes making friends, who likes to talk, who likes to hang out.


people change you know,
so probably in awhile's time i'll change back to who i used to be?

whatever, i'm still happy anw.

REALLY eventful day.

i'm so exhausted.

firstly, had 5 items test today.
aced it. =D

then it was execution. ohmy, everyone was so damned rush and everything. here there and everywhere. i dislike the sight of food now. too much of it.

and those prawns. gosh. there were goooooooey stuff coming out of it. i kept my calm though. (:

went past the given time by a little, hope it wasn't too bad. had only a few fortune cookies and only me and zhenna ate it! (:
i shall make more.

then we had bollywood. man costume stinks. and i look like a guy?! and i don't really fancy the idea of wearing a turban. my head was kinda spinning cause he tied it so tight. felt like there's no blood going into my head.

what if i become stupid tmrw?

haha i scared xinya when she asked me what's 5plus5. =D

went back with soakteng today, didn't exactly talk alot. SORRY. ): was so tired i wanted to just sleep. but had to settle the whole pompom issue.

gladly, everything's over. (:

dental tmrw, have the same feeling as mer. i don't think i'll be wearing braces again.
hehh.

well, if i do, then too bad. people will have to hear me whine for another i don't know how long.
probably wear retainers?
and finally take out those behind my teeth.

ahh. i smell nice. (:
no more like pig.

bye!

ohwait.

TAG REPLIES (:

wenmin:
linked! (: see you during cheer prac tmrw!

cs:
huh what do you win? childish!

soakteng:
linked! (:

caleb:
i think he's just being childish know.

partner:
haha i know, you always miss me. (: linked!

wy:
linked! (:

melo:
haha yes! shall see you tmrw! (:

jediddahtan:
omg thanks a damn lot for your drawing today! saved my life. haha ok give you luh. but what if we all don't have? hehh. then no more. still, COME TMRW! (:

melissa:
one of the fortune in the fortune cookie says that it's alright to be a brat! (: cause the world will still love you. hehhh.

DONE!

i don't know if it's just my mum's laptop that's weird or what but the format that i'm blogging in is super weird.

well, today was REALLY eventful.
glad to say i end the day with the smile, despite all the unhappiness that i've felt in the day.

just finished 2 of my more important dishes, i really need tomorrow to go well for me. need all the lucky charms in the entire world, and all the energy too.

firstly, there's like's like 2.4 for me and partner tmrw!
JIAYOU! (:
partners=LOVE

then there's also coursework execution. i hope i remember how to devein prawns and prepare the broccoli! i don't know what's wrong with me. i HATE this two stuff and yet i chose it. =/

and my fortune cookies! i'll probably prepare the "fortunes" during lesson time tomorrow!

( i really shouldn't be blogging.)

looking forward to more cheer pracs! (:

ohwell. not done with planning yet, so i'd better get done with it.

but i must say, was really happy to see sophia and kiat today. (:

full-dress rehersal tmrw.
can i not wear a turban?
=/

alas, i fixed my codes. (:

having sore eyes, spent my entire day at home, bored to tears.
literally.

anyone in school missed me?

anw, took away some links cause they're really messy, so if yours is gone or changed or whatever, tell me?

and changed a new tagboard.
i promise to reply tags.
(crosses fingers)

finally, radioblogclub has high school never ends. (:

sudd in love with bowling for soup.

trying to complete planning now before getting ready to go catch spidey!
free tickets. jealous?

then i'll go swimming today! like finally, after years of not getting into a proper pool. and i've been thinking of going swimming since like don't know how many weeks ago.
i shall make it my new, sport?

haha don't know,

stupid napfa on monday, no mood to run anymore, unlike last year. and there will be no one to run with me! ):
so i shall just make it to the gold mark. like just a few seconds before?

actually i can't wait for june holidays cause there's so many things on my to-do list.
and one of the highlights:
to redecorate my room cause sadly, the rainbow is falling off.

i'll probably paint my room blue and white.
they say that you can work best in an environment of blueeeeee.

bye!
<3

i've decided that talking is a chore. (:
so i've decided to only talk to selected people.
and well,
seems like there's only a few.

ok no i'm not going to ignore people.

i'm just not going to start conversations.

haha ok i'm happy.

partner's really sweet to me, i'm happy and loved.

=D

doing coursework planning now.

not in a very good mood, some annoying events.
and mdm faridah doesn't seem to believe that i did my geog workbook cause there were alot of others who didn't bring their workbook also.

):

i really did ok! jedi was there when i was doing it luhh.

then again, partner and annette believes me. =D

and there's bollywood later, hope we get to do stunts. fun fun FUN. (:

i can't wait to get out of this place.

dinner with brave souls tonight? i hope.
like finally.

i want to go home, now. ):
AND READ MY JIN-SHEI. <3

it's 2249 and i'm still busy with chijmes.

and blogging.

and youtube.

and bowling for soup.

and chijmes.

ok sidetrackkkkkkkkkk alot.
but still.

i want to sleep.

i didn't even have time to bathe. =/
nyeh.

i'm sleeping with the lights on.

for those who can't view (tho i can)

http://youtube.com/watch?v=g0ECjhDxNPg

dance, is NOT something for you to make use of.

i'm going crazy.

i BADLY need to talk to dionnehx.

i admit i was slacking.

went around blog surfing dancer's blogs, and i came upon julynn's one.

I AM NOT KAMPONG ANYMORE OK!
remember my resolutions that day!

argh. what's with that greeny sicky looking cat!

):

i'm going to strangle her once i see her in school.

that's if:
i actually get to see her,
and that i still remember why i'm supposed to strangle her.

)):

i've to say that the linedancing downstairs is irritating the hell outta me, i feel like screaming at them to lower down their oldies music.

i'm feeling, ANNOYED.
(haha i came upon the mood swing cards today.)

kinda wasted my holiday away, in a positive way.
woke up late today cause it was such a great weather to sleep late in, but still made it earlier than huixin did! (:

went for breakfast and a whole lot of slacking was done before we finally settled down and started on the chijmes at coffee bean.

and for the first time i kinda felt forced to drink vanillaaa. ):

so the project went well and i hope we'll be ok tomorrow! (:

chijmes. i think i really dislike this place now. xiu dao yuan. =/

went with merilyn to get all the toy stuff for the project and we ended up talking and talking non stop. haha it's quite funny, about my dreams and things i HAVE to do before i die and what i am in my past life and how we're all connected together and about having a boyfriend also. ahaha how retarded. (:

then went out with my mum. (:

BBF i'm so sorry about today ok? i'll make it up somehow, really really. ):
haven't been seeing you alot his period of time. argh. =/
i really thought that i can meet you after that! but you weren't at home.

hmmm ok i guess it's back to chijmes, AGAIN.

tomorrow will be a great day. (:

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