RUN RUN RUN.

that's what i've been doing for the past few evenings.
can't stand it. it's super fun. (: thankyou merilyn.

feeling really happy after the run, never knew it would feel that way.

maybe today's just my day, i felt like as if i ran faster(i think i didn't.) guess it's just the feeling. though out of breathe yet it feels really good somehow.

i think runners must be thinking that all i'm saying now is crap. yada yada yada.

but main thing is, i'm going to continue to run. it relieves me from exams stress.
ahhh. finally. i found my way of relaxing. to run with merilyn in our unglam oversized shirt and fbts and all pinned up hair.

shall talk about the EXPERIENCE we had with two weirdos at the stadium today!

so there we were, running faster than yesterday, when we went pass this two disgusting guys. then i kinda heard them say something like we're fast and everything, and when i was telling mer about it they sprinted pass us. wth?

so we planned to run 5 rounds today and to sprint the last round and everything. and that was when they decided they couldn't run anymore and have to stop. how stupid. lousy people.

and after me and mer sprinted those people went to sprint 100m and everything. argh.

and when we went to cool down and stretched, they sat down to stretch too.

SERIOUSLY. weird people know.

and when we left, they left too. around the same time.

rahhhh!

i'm happy when i'm running. (:

my significant never fails to make me feel special.

when i read your blog, i have this very special feeling
it's like a feeling i don't get when i read other people's blog
a sense of warmth and happiness
i don't see you being unhappy or typing pessimistic stuff
be like that, you're special (:

ohwells. i just typed a whole lot of unhappy stuff. but anw, i'm happier already. thanks to people like my significant! (: there was alot more said, but well. this shall do.

you never fail to encourage me, really.

thankyou!

i'll do everyone proud. at least i'll do my best. (:

i have to blog about how happy i am.

the whole day was great (other than some issues that i didn't really want to hear.)
(the above was blogged before i wandered off this window...)
(and now i'm back here to blog.)

freak. sudden change of mood. so much for blog hopping. i don't want to see already la. -rahhh.

to think i was still so happy before this about the wonderful jog i had with mer. (: i love her truckloads, really.

-sigh. words seem so empty. i hope you know that i really do mean it.

everything was perfect. the weather the jog the topics that we talked about. if only the night's really young.

mer! please. we shall go again soon alright? and run all our problems away. should've sprinted that last round with you.

i can't settle down now. my mind's in a mess. this sucks.

-floats around.

i stare out of the window.
maybe someday,
i'll see you coming for me.

till then..

exams are killing me.

i have 7 science papers to complete by next wednesday. like seriously, HOW TO. ):

and i've to also include studying for maths lit geog hist. RAH.

i need more time. ):

chinese was pretty alright. the digital dictionary was of great help. (: i hope i won't loose marks cause of cuozi. that will be so disgusting.

wrote gonghan and baozhangbaodao. i hope it'll be alright!

my SIR wrote about me 3 and 4! how sweet right? (: i shall ask her for her compo when she gets it back! oh. the title is something like her good friends or something. and someone doesn't know how to write my chinese name! how upsetting know. but well, at least my name's there.

i've given up on science. reading my SO SUPER STARRY now. i like the book alot, though i'm feeling quite guilty reading it now. =/

went out with bballers and 4 today after school. was quite upset that 3 and jeanette can't make it too. (:

met my bro and NUB at cathay and ate ben&jerry's too.

i like today. do i?

i've decided to zoom in on bao zhang bao dao tomorrow.

i think i'm more like scaring myself. i looked at the questions they set in the o lvl assesment book and have decided that the questions are really disgusting.

4 says that it won't be that difficult.

-crosses fingers.

i've never been so worried for chinese before.

if only i can fly back to primary school when i topped for chinese paper! (so cheena right?)

no longer.

any chinese pro around willing to help me do my paper?

(peterpan isn't very well versed in chinese know.)

-SIGH!

RAHHHHHHHH.

i just took another look at my results again and i'm going to cry anytime.

WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN FOR EYE! IM GOING TO BE DEAD SERIOUSLY.

I'LL JUST CRY AND DIE.

jeanette has found her new love!
Dougie Poynter from mcfly.

DANNY IS BETTER. i don't care. (:

lessons were pretty fun today actually. esp during lit when we all shifted tables! it feels so start of the year when we all sit together.

caroline& jeanette's in front of us, then mel me mer and grace behind. :D

i'll look forward to going to school now!

(at least there're no more test paper to take back now.)

shan't talk about my test results. how demoralising can they get. disgusting grades can all go and die. byebye.

have been cabbing home these few days from school, and was quite dont-know-what when lorraine and mok said that we're not going to cab back today. but well, we did, in a way. mok's dad sent me and lorraine home. (: how sweet.

had chinese tuition, was dying to keep myself awake.

but whatever. im going off to meet caroline and mer now!! -yay.

have i told you i lost my peterpan dvd? how yucky is that.

but it's ok. he'll appear outside my window every night. i don't need to watch a dvd to remember him. (:

I LOVE DANNY. jeanette. danny's better. (i see you online with him as your dp!)

Sugarcult- Memory

This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Can I be your enemy?
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything.

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
(I'd be your memory)
Feelings disappear.
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
Can I be your memory?

well. just want everyone to know how much i love you guys!

IT ALL STARTS NOW!

ME&CAROLINE'S DIETING PROGRAMME.

tmrw we'll go up to auntie and tell her we want lesser rice and ALL vegetables.

x(

how disgusting. i rather not eat. (:

hey people. what do you think of this?

i think it's pretty, and i'll be getting it the moment it's launched! (:

The Veronicas- When It All Falls Apart

I'm having the day from hell,
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears, i shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cuz baby
Everything is effed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cuz baby
Everything is effed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

Everything is effed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]

Gotta pick myself up
Cuz things are mended

Son of Dork- Little Things

It's summer, everybody's out
And you're right over there
I'm staring while you play around
With that pencil in your hair

It's sad
In your eyes
I'm just one of the guys
I'm so into you
You don't have a clue
There's nothing you can do to stop me now

You got me falling
Through noticing the little things you do
Putting a hold right over me
Funny as it seems
You make me dream
Doing the little things, these little things you do

I saved up for binoculars
I bought them last weekend
To watch you playing badminton
With all your slutty friends
Maybe it's time I gave up, drew the line
My friends say i should
I wish that I could
But there's nothing they can do to stop me now

You got me falling
Through noticing the little things you do
Putting a hold right over me
Funny as it seems
You make me dream
Doing the little things, these little things you do

I call up your house
But I'm always outta luck
Keep hanging around
But that's never good enough
And you don't reply when i talk to you
I shout at you
But you don't blink an eye
It makes me wonder why

You got me falling
Through noticing the little things you do
Putting a hold right over me
Funny as it seems
You make me dream
Doing the little things, those little things you do

You got me falling
Through noticing the little things you do
Putting a hold right over me
Funny as it seems
You make me dream
Doing the little things, those little things you do

yesterday's forbbiden city was GREAT!

i think they can all sing well, and it's like when the empress sing and cried at the same time you'll feel her pain. -no sense.

forget it. im not good at doing reflections. but the show is REALLY nice. (:

shall talk about english exams! i like my vampire composition alot alot alot. (: don't really know how i thought about the plot, but i like it! i've decided to dedicate it to someone. :D (although it was supposed to be for the exams.)

hmmm. if i don't get good grades for the paper i don't think i'll actually mind. im happy just being able to write out the compo.

thursday was hell for me. was trying to memorise ALL the vocab words in that disgusting book and ONE came out during the test. repercussion. I FREAKING FORGOT WHAT IT MEANS. ohwells. it's consequences.

was actually planning to blog a post filled with chim vocab words but my brain's rebelling. so well, simple english will do.

(i like the word instigated!)

i suddenly realise that i don't really know how to blog anymore. i'll try to update more often alright? so stop telling me my blog's dead! you can help me post if you want to! (those with my password)

-sigh. back to studying.

someone throw my chinese and maths away for me?

peterpan will.

realised how much i blogged in the entry before this. doesn't seem like anyone will read it. =/

school was kinda alright today, just that it's monday blues i guess, like always. everyone was like that, dying mood.

had two free periods. (:

me&mer went mad during english today. had to write some things about the expressions and everything, and i think i was just not myself. i started to imitate all the weird weird words. like jaw dropping and everything. =/

but well, everyone laughed like don't know what. (: laughed so hard i started tearing.

went to the toilet like alot of times again. x) we can just camp there from morning to after school next time!

went out with lorraine and went to eat sakae. (: spent $30 there, and had waiteng shiqian and andrea to come down to help us to eat 2 plates so that it'll cost us cheaper. they took so long to eat!

then went around to look for something that lorraine want to get.

eeyur. don't want to blog already. sounds so boring. =/

grace:
please don't cry anymore? ): dont know if you'll see this or not, but i know you wanted to come. it's alright if your mum don't allow you you know? i feel bad for you getting grounded. im sorry.. please cheer up alright? or my heart will ache alot. please relax a little? you're like VERY stressed over EYE you know? -sigh.

lorraine:
he'll be back soon, so you too! stop crying alright? must be happy! (: we'll go eat ice cream someday alright? hang on till then. i bet he misses you too. call him more often then maybe it won't feel that bad anymore?

sigh. everyone's sad. how?

firstly, i really have to thank EVERYONE. thanks for all that everyone have done. (: i love all of you. i shall blog about them!

well, last saturday we all went out for some kinda dinner thing, and went to bowl too! (i shall upload the pictures really soon.) i thought that they were celebrating naren rose and jianfa's bday. but well, mine was included too. so we went to mrgoh's bowling thing and had alot of fun there. me&bestfriend had 3 strikes! how cool. (: it was my day that day, never knew i can play so well. x) aha!

the girls got to ride in mrgoh's car, while the others had to take bus. so went to tpy to have dinner at pasta mania, where they gave us the board thing and gifts and cake that cs went to buy. thanks for everything everyone.

liked the board, other than paris hilton's photo. hahaha. but thanks alot really, for all that erm. words? hah. (: and i haven't grow my shopping bag yet, i don't dare to! soon maybe? and the cake was nice. and the bubble! i dont dare to drink it!

i still love 6a. <3 then it was on my birthday itself. (: the night before many people smsed at 12, and i was quite surpirised to know that so many people remember my bday. felt quite touched by them. (: thanks everyone. chewy didn't allow me to go out in the morning, and what's more, my brain's alarm made me wake at 7, as usual. i couldn't go out at all and i went mad at home. i was trying to see how a horse trot and how a dog walks with it's right leg and left paw, and i was great entertainment to my maid i think. ha. then i watched ella enchanted for the third time, and cried and laugh in front of the tv, with my maid! had quite alot of fun with her actually. then 4 called to say that she's on her way, so i went to get ready and everything.

AND SUDDENLY,

my doorbell rang, and i saw 3&4 outside. it was so scary i just stood there and stone. my hair was all wet and everything! apparently they wanted to catch me in my home clothes and everything, but sorry people! im too glam. x) so i just went out like that, and i was blindfolded from outside my house all the way to downstairs! the bballers were on the 17th floor and they said that SOMEONE else was there too. *ahem. you people know.

so i was looking blind and stupid and we cabbed there. luckily i said i pay for the cab fare, cause it's definitely better than taking the train and having mp3 blasting in my ears so that i can't hear where we're going to. went to ps, and on the way there in the cab they were so violent with me alright!! i was allowed to take out the blindfold cause i was getting really scared and everything, but we then saw the bballers cab on our right. i only saw blue roses! and the next thing i knew was 4 stuffing my head down so that i can't see anything anymore. ):

haha, was quite funny actually.

reached ps, and i still didn't know who were the people there in the other cab. had to walk around with chewy holding me. so i was given clues to a destination where i'll meet someone at every place. the first was merilyn. (: such a smart guess i made, cause her hands were small and she's the only one who'll wear a jacket normally. then felt jeanette's phone, then mel's hair and caroline's szt. and i got strawberry thing for every correct guess i made.

was walking around the whole ps blindfolded. it wasn't very embarrassing actually, i couldn't see anything anw. 3&4 said that people were smiling. (:

i shall take photos of all the things they've given me soon, but i think it was very sweet of them. (: a bouquet of blue roses, and 14th bday balloon. and a bulletin board WITH ALL MY UNGLAM PHOTOS AT EAST COAST. ): i don't care. 4's photo is worse than mine.

they gave me all my favourite food, highlighters(something like highlight of your/my life. i can't remember!) then baby food (cause i will never grow up. =/), the happy birthday candles(you light up my life) and random heart shapes and the pins of the board and the blindfold. haha. they said that i'll use it for OAC or something. -frowns.

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, CLOUDS!

being my two SUPER sweet guardian angels, they actually walked all the way to cathay to get me a scoop of ben&jerry's just because i randomly said that i wanted to eat. how sweet right!! they went to gv then carrefour, but they didn't sell. so they walked all the way there.

i don't know what to say to express myself, but i just want to let you all know that thanks for everything on my birthday. (that's including the ballers.) love all of you!

met beverly and my dearest sir! thanks for the pretty flowers and gift! (: i kinda miss my sir alot i realise. -pouts.

we went back to ben&jerry's for more ice cream later, and took bus home, where i went to meet waiteng&co. (:

thanks for everything again. the puzzle i'll definitely hang it on my wall even though there's already very little space. (: it's really sweet. and the unique spoon and the FIVE fattening cakes. (i still can't finish! it's in my fridge!) and yes, just everything, thanks.

went to bbq pit yesterday. thanks for everything yet again. (: sorry i didnt eat the things that you cook cs. ): and thanks for the cake too. things turned out quite badly yesterday, and i was desperate for help.

ohwells. thanks to everyone for all the stuff that you people gave me. (: love everyone for everything!

(pssst. weiping! the lucky charm is super cute really. thanks!)

im sorry if i don't mention everyone over here, but yes i received everyone's sms and gifts and letters. thanks! <3's!

im a happy fourteen year old. (:
thanks to all my friends!

TOMORROW. (:

tests recently have been such a killer.

i've been studing so hard that i haven't been sleeping well. the first two questions of the maths paper made me feel like just giving the whole thing up and going to the toilet and cry myself dry. lit wasn't any better either. i studied for 4 hours straight, and even more since the day before and in the afternoon. yet when i looked at the question i realised i've forgotten all that i've studied.

my nose is killing me. and my wrist hurts alot. im so sick now i can just fall flat and die.

and i don't think im very prepared for geog either, though i've put in quite alot of effort in preparing for the test.

pray for me tmrw pretty please? pray that i don't break down halfway.

-looks arnd.

i dont really know what im supposed to do now. don't really feel like studying now. if only i could throw my pile of work down the window.

my house is completely strange now. the new television doesn't make a difference to me actually. i don't even watch. my new floor is quite weird, im trying to get used to it. i kinda miss having a wardrobe. its so troublesome to dig for your clothes from little boxes.

my mind is completely filled with random thoughts that i haven't been able to organise so far. it's apparently filled with practically everything but geography and global warming. well a little, like how we'll all probably die due to skin cancer.

and preacations have been made. merilyn's proposal. HAH.

09:12pm. tuition just ended and i haven't even bathed yet. how disgusting.

something even worse- my lit and science result. can't be bothered to talk abt it really. how upsetting things can get.

today's quite a bad day for me. maybe i should start singing no worries. bestfriend you there? must sing with me alright? then we'll be happy little kids. (:

truth is, i need peterpan to bring me away. like alot.

while looking through my notes and everything, i suddenly realise how peterpan is taking over my life. he's everywhere around me(in words), and i think about him and neverland.

maybe i should start calling myself wendy, look for two lil brothers and name them michael and john, and read bedtime stories.. that way he'll stand outside my window every night, and one day i'll fly away to neverland.

a twist in the story, i'll choose to stay there, even with captain hook around.

cause i know peterpan will keep me safe.

away from peterpan and back to reality.

I HAVE TONNES OF HOMEWORK LEFT!

1. chinese reflections.
2. unseen prose (i highly think i've lost it.)
3. two maths sets worksheet.
4. study for geog test tmrw!
5. geog mindmap
6. a few questions from maths& science worksheet.

-scowls. you think peterpan will do my homework for me?

Name 11 people you can think of right now in your head.
*three of which must be the opposite sex*
After that tag at least 5 people to do this.

1. waiteng
2. chewy
3. kiat
4. qiming
5. mel
6. jeanette
7. merilyn
8.caroline
9.grace
10. chishun
11. joshua

1. How did you meet 10 [chishun]?
we were from the same class!

2. What would you do if you never met 2 [chewy]?
i dont know what my life would turn out to be like, and i dont want to know either.

3.What would you do if 9 [grace] and 11 [joshua] dated?
*gasp. can't imagine!

4. Do you like 7 [merilyn]?
two words- like crazy!

5. Would 5 [mel] and 6 [jeanette] make a good couple?
gosh. maybe? i used to think they lookalike and think alike and have many things in common when i was in sec one. but i don't want them to become a couple though. =/

6. Describe 3 [kiat].
can i just tell you what she does? like run around in circles and make weird noises with the pen and ruler. x)

7. Do you think 8 [caroline] is attractive?
is said she was shuai. she forced me to say she's pretty instead. haha!

8. Tell me something about 9 [moron].
he's a moronically moronic moron (:

9. Do you know any of 4's [qiming] family?
i just know the funny things that they always do.

10. Whats 5's [mel] favourite things?
FOOD! her phone too i guess.

11. What would you do if 10 [chishun] confesses he likes you.
HAHA! i'll laugh my ass off. he's too crazy over. you know who.

12. What language does 6 [jeanette] speak?
english? PROPER english. she's allergic to short forms.

13. Who is 9 [grace] going out with?
don't know?

14. How old is 8 [caroline] now?
14!

15. When was the last time you talked to 1[waiteng]?
few minutes ago? online.

16.What is 2's [chewy] favourite band/singer?
oh no. i dont know! (though the first thing that came to my mind was dao dai and the hardest thing. =/ )

17. Would you ever date 7 [autumn]?
i date her every morning. (:

18. Would you ever date 11 [joshua]?
he's like. 100years alrd. and he's too tall! haha.

19.Have you ever seen 8 [manda] naked?
OMG, i dont want. x)

sorry to ALOT of people whom i didn't include in the list. don't blame me, the list is kinda short. and it's in random order i swear!

btw all who sees this i tagged to do it! esp those that's in the list. (: other than bballers& grace.

Mcfly- No Worries

We ran past strawberry fields and smelled the summer time,
When it gets dark I'll hold your body close to mine,
And Then we'll find some wood and hell we'll build a fire,
And then we'll find some rope and make a swinging tyre.

Chorus
Captivated by the way you look tonight the light is dancing in your eyes
Your sweet eyes ,
Times like these we'll never forget ,
Staying out to watch the sunset ,
I'm glad I shared this with you ,
You set me free ,
Showed me how good my life could be,
How did this happen to me ,
Yeahhh aww

And then I'll swing you girl until you fall asleep ,
And when you wake up you'll be lying next to me ,
We'll go to Hollywood make you a movie star , (movie star!)
I want the world to know how beautiful you are,

Chorus
Captivated by the way you look tonight the light is dancing in your eyes
Your sweet eyes ,yeah!,
Times like these we'll never forget ,
Staying out to watch the sunset ,
I'm glad I shared this with you ,
You set me free ,
Showed me how good my life could be,
How did you happen to me ,
Yeahhh

There are no secrets to be told,
Nothing we don't already know,
bum bum bum,
We've got no fears of growing old ,
We've got no worries in the world .

Ba Ba Ba Da Ba Ba
Ba Ba Ba Da Ba Ba Da Baaa Ba Da Baaa

love me new skin, just like how i love mcfly. (:

'Cos everytime I see you
I get this feeling
I feel the sensation running in my veins
I'm flying on an angel's wing
I loved you since the day we met
But when you left, I just wept
I still love you, even more than you bet
Oh if only my love would be let..?

I think of the day when I see your face
Thinking of myself as an utter disgrace
I cry in the night and sob my tears
Where are you when I'm having all these fears

Oh,
Will you be the one to save me?

i like this alot.

back, with many accomplishments.

done with history, two maths paper, and half of english summary. and maybe a paragraph of chinese reflections. read through and made notes for geog test on monday. i hope i get good grades, im planning to study hard for it.

have to continue with the rest of my homework and study for geog, lit and maths test i realised. friday's almost over, so i've to rush out everything by sunday! do you think i can?

another holiday is over, and i've not been to sentosa yet. how sad is that. anyone willing to kidnap me to sentosa? -pouts.

wanted to ask my two guardian angels out for a movie tonight, and maybe visit my brother at NUB. sadly i cant. first, 3 has to play bball, 4 has to study. and bro is not even working today. right? ( i thought i saw him sleeping at home when i left.)

well, spent my entire day studying. after baking those failure shaker pancakes with waiteng at my house she left to study with ahmad and josh, and i met grace to do our history.

then back to the stone table downstairs, the kind that you've to sit up SO straight that you back aches just to reach the table.

learning a few more tabs now! give me a guitar and i'll play something nice for you.
like real. i can't play for nuts. unless you want to listen to something like ode to joy? then me grace caroline mel can play for you. right people?

and i can play the tabs for waiting for you! josh and i kinda figured it out a few days ago.

well, just found out from caroline that i haven't done my unseen prose for lit.

bye!

1. history question- SBQ.
2. geography mindmap&case study.
3. CHIJ tpy maths test paper.
4. Xinmin maths test paper.
5. chapter 7&8 science wksht.
6. maths sets wksht.
7. reflections on chinese article.

7 more to go. and it's friday.

how disgusting. )':

at last, my com is fixed. (:

so many things have been happening these few days, and it feels quite good to have everything solved. am having alot of things to say, yet i dont know where i should start from. so i shall dedicate my post today to three very important people in my life. (:

actions speak greater than words. but sometimes, it's easier to put it in words.

to my two guardian angels:
i've nothing much to say other than im sorry. im sorry for all the mistakes i've made that'll lead you two to all sorts of assumptions. no matter what you two feel i just want you all to know that you're really important in my life so please don't think that you are not. i'd never want all the things between us to end. i'd never want to see the flies flying away from the rubbish. ten years down the road we'll still sit by the lake house, we'll still study all around s'pore, we'll still walk down the street eating hip hop jelly, eating it so fast that our lips go numb. we'll still say all sorts of funny jokes and pout like crazy even when deep down we're happy. we'll still go down to cold storage and hope that the honey glazed chicken wing and black pepper steak is there. we'll still buy each other strawberry/chocolate collon and poky. i'll still want to meet up with you two half an hour late, and telling our parents that we're on the way home, just that we're walking so slowly even snail mail is faster than us. i still want you two to come down to my class after school to wait for me, and off we go for our kfc day on tuesday. i still want my macho man to whine about how fat she's going to be seeing all the food, when the fact is that she haven't even bought it yet. i still want to see little girl making weird noises and running in circles.

i still want the both of you. im sorry. i know that you've been putting in much effort for my bday, and no matter what i'll turn up on the 16th. deep down i know how much you two have been planning for it, and really. thank you. <3's.

assumption kills. and if im the one who caused the assumptions, then i deserve to die.

to my bestfriend:
things have been happening to us. sometimes we may act as if nothing's wrong, but who are we lying to at the end of the day? it's true how hard it is to strike a balance, but now i've learnt something even more important than that. you'll never know if you don't try. i tried, i failed. but at least i talked it out now, and both understand. things arn't that bad anymore i know. but i also know that i've hurt you when i left. sorry. all the mistakes i've made. sometimes i feel as if i just went and ruined my entire life, but it's people like you and my two guardian angels that make a difference. things are better already, right? thanks for the stayover. it was great. love you, and sorry.

the sea looked so tempting to walk into yesterday. people can get so tired at times that they just want to have a break, to run away from anyone, everyone. running away might not solve the problem, but it makes me feel better, even though i know that i'll still have to face everything once again.

i dont know what's going on now, but i'll live life the way if is.

as chewy said, life is short.
as char said, it has only 4 letters.
compare it with death.

i should start making my life a happier one.

though im quite enjoying it alrd.

i need to rant.

why am i doing chinese o level papers when im a freaking sec two!!!!

so many somemore. burn the books away lar. )':

suddenly realised i forgot to reply tags. =/

3: apparently green stalker only goes to kfc on tuesdays! and i'll trust my macho man to protect me? HAHA. it's 11 days now, praying that everything will turn out fine! i love you for everything! (:

dex: how can i possibly imagine him! argh. yes im studying hard already.

random someone: who are you?! and it's not very fun getting stalked you know. ): and you didn't do anything.

cy: haha it's alright lah.

cs: bibteen's not me. it's someone else. invader! haha. and im like replying your tag when you're coming back. shall see you at the airport later!

ahmad, josh: yes im sleeping well. haha. sorry about that day. was just tired i guess.

rose: i dont like rootbeer. =/

bestfriend: no more fever! (: you better get well soon too!

ahmad: im alright already.

queen: since when?? im not angry with you. happy working at NUB! (: and you haven't opened the bottle that i bought for you to celebrate. ):

it's been such a long time since i used the com!!

and now i should start to update abt my life! though i think that i wont be able to remember much anw.

well, many invasions have been made to my blog i see. HAH. love them like crazy.

1st september ms theresa left already. )': im going to miss her like crazy seriously. hope that she'll have a great time there anw. went with the 4 of them to some old folks home and felt super happy and contented that day! still can't believe the fact that me and jeanette sang in front of them ( the reason why we did it was because they were old folks.) table soccer was crazy. they won us like don't know what.

went to caroline's house and had a crazy time there. jeanette's like freaking pretty! shall blog the photos soon for everyone to see! =D

2nd was cedar open house. truthfully it felt really sucky somehow. there were so little people. and things were bad for penguin and chewy and people. quite a bad day actually. brought chewy to the corner though. (:

i liked xinyi's guzheng. she's super good at it.

STEPPED ON GLASS WHILE DANCING! hurt alot actually. ):

handed in my zuowen on that day. like at last. though i highly think she's going to give me a zero for that. somehow i don't care anymore.

met up with 4, since 3 wasn't free. 4 went to cut her hair, and we met 3 there too! (: maybe the day wasn't that bad afterall?

3rd september.
I WAS SICK AND DYING AT HOME.

4th september.
waiteng joshua ahmad. please be VERY honoured by the fact that i was having 38++ degree fever and yet i dragged myself out of the house to meet you people. and the fact that my nose bled twice that day. thanks for all the songs, though it wasn't exactly for me. (: haha.

met 4 caroline and merilyn after that and went to tpy kfc. yes i know i promised myself not to go there anymore but well, it's not tuesday. green stalker most prolly has another place to go on monday.

had alot of fun there actually, and heard the project superstar people. seriously, please dont insult jaychou if you cant sing his songs. throw eggs at you. ):

5th september
woke up quite early today, and im halfway through my book! everyone, do read jodi picoult's tenth circle. it's REALLY nice. talks about the relationship between a father and daughter. (:

im planning to start work at 1 and im having tuition at 2.30. meeting the rest at 4 to pick cs up from the airport.

this blog post is retarded. -pouts.

Hello hello!
This is another invasion, kw asked me t blog for her cos she's playing the piano now with Caroline.
Anyway I shall blog about what we did this early FRIDAY morning, while everyone else were probably sleeping, the bunch of us were at Marsiling doing ipw! So hardworking right yay. Hahaha. Actually, it was really fun cos the old folks were nice and friendly. I like the jacket guy! Oh oh and you know kw did something really umm entertaining, she sang songs for the old folks shhh. :x
The whole thing was really fun though.
HAHA. Jeanette just ruined her image! She wore Caroline's wig thingy and she looks so shuai pls. Jeanette poser poser poser nyeh nyeh nyeh.
Randomly, I'm feeling very very stressed about everything right now. And I'm starting to get really sick of school. I'm not focused during lessons and I don't understand electricity at all. LESSONS ARE BORING >:( damn. I'm so thankful for the hols. But why do I feel so dead?
Anyway,
MERILYN SAYS HIIIIIIIIIII I'M AHNIU AND I'M A PIG. hahahhahaha crazy!
Today's Jeanette's Day. According to kw, Jeanette's suppose to look oh-so-gorgeous today! Hahaha we're playing make-over now actually. Adding eyeshadows and BABY CREAM on her face???!
Okay I think I'l stop blogging already and join in the makeover-of-Jeanette.
and HEH HEH JEANETTE HAVE FUN DEAR. muahahaha! >:DD

Byeeee world!

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