i am angry with you. i rushed off from cheer and left so unwillingly. i reached there to find out that no one came. one more time you are late. i will just leave for school without you. its like you just come as if like oh you're the princess and its like we SUPPOSED to wait for you or something. you dont even say sorry or anything. what a shitty attitude you've got. someday you will get back what you deserve alright. WE WILL. one day. leave you there. see if you like it ornot.

my mood is spoiled and i dont have much to blog about anymore.
baka.

Let me know that I've done wrong
When I've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you
Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you
Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can't deny(deny)
These sleeping dogs won't lie(won't lie)
And now I try to lie
It's eating me apart
Trace this life out

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret)

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Dirty little secret

Who has to know
Who has to know

(i just felt like it)

HAPPY.

i woke up today with a HUUUUGEEEE SMILE. and something told me that i was going to be very happy!! my dad didnt nag at me. my mom woke to send me off! thats SO AMAZING! (: and cheryl and merilyn were already there and so.. OFF TO SCHOOL!

PE was like super fun!! although mr chan was in a bad mood. ): but anw, we played volleyball and me and merilyn improved!! and we played 6 in a team and our highest score of not letting the ball drop was 13!! =DD im impressed by OUR skills!! haha.

alright. gohchiewmoi isnt that bad after all. i know she used to be irritatingly baised agains me but TODAY, i fogot to bring my tie. ): and was worrying throughout the whole of recess. untill reading, where gohchiewmoi actually walked all the way back to the staff room all the way back for ME to get a tie! =D i saw this grin on mel and caroline's face when i walked pass them to change. haha. got caught by the english HOD person but she left me off cause i was told by a TEACHER to leave class to change. hee.

after class ended i was super tired. and i was sleeping on mel's back and mel was sleeping on my table and we were like sharing one chair. but it was so comfortble we didnt mind. haha. we left the rest to do the history thing. OH. and tiara's gonna lend me her JAPANESE COSTUME!! im gonna be a japanese person in the war with mel who's screaming in the background. HAHAHA. and i dont look like a japanese lorr. im a CHINESE ok. (: PURE. oh and yes, im a SEPTEMBER baby, not october!! ): i dont look like october AT ALL!

dance was alright. it was not boring AT ALL. and laoshi was quite funny today. i didnt make much mistakes too. and i learnt the dance for national day!! =D super fun. i want to dance with the lower primary kids!! imgaine how cute they are. (((:

as usual zhiyun fetched me home. and I SAW YANYI! =DD i was like. omg. hahahaha. then... HOME SWEET HOME!

i havent been eating proper dinner for around a week already untill today! cause my maid cooked my favourite honey chicken!! and she made this wierd soup which feels like the japanese miso soup. with TONS of spring onion!! =D wonderful dinner!!

TODAY IS JUST MY DAY. I LOVE IT!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MERILYN!! =D
my favourite table partner!! how i wish to sit with you again!!

i think we sang super loud today! its like after that the canteen felt a little quiet. PLEASE. lets stop singing birthday songs so often. esp if we end without the whoo thing. haha.

went out with lorraine and erm. her dad. after school. i think her dad's like super nice! (: and we went to macs to study there. and now. home. today feels boring. ):

BUT. we've got 2 tests off! and that is niceeee.

i totally LOVE bryan's classes! (bryan's class not bryan.) before char neo gets angry with me.

study study study! i just came home like not long ago and i've got 2 tests tommorrow!!

(oh and i did badly for my chinese when melissa actually got the highest!! -huggs)

OH YES! you dont want to know how much that lady's foot STINK! me and waiteng were studying at raffles burger king so comfortably when this person came and sit beside us and took of her slippers!! immediately there was this gross smell which is the worst smell i've ever smelt! EW! its like we couldnt take it i wanted to leave. but this idiot waiteng made me stay for another 5 minutes. i was SUFFOCATED BY HER DISGUSTING SMELL. i am so disgusted. YUCK YUCK YUCK. i so wanted to pull out my and spray her to get her fresh and nice smelling again! i never want to smell that again, NEVER.

tag replies:
clara: ahahs. with clara the butterfly no one can be sad! (: i'll link you!!
wx: yupyup sure. i wont be affected anymore. (:
narveen: boo! haha yes i do know you! and i'll link you too!

i thought i was going through a period where no one else can be more heart-brokened than me. well no. i now believe in waiteng's happiness essay.

i kept crying, thinking that i am so pathetic. how bout the others? i must be strong when they are counting on me. i shall be very strong.

what are my troubles compared to her's? she is suffering both phyiscally and emotionally. alot more than what im going through. i know how she feels. i know you trust me. and i will be there for you. when you dont even have your family.

i understand what it is like to have to leave your dearest friends. but things will get better really soon. just be strong.

i MUST be happy. i shall make my friends happy too. it doesnt matter what im feeling. seeing other's smile will make me equally contented.

i dont know what to do anymore. im sorry people. if im annoying you all. thanks too. for caring for me. i will try and be happy again. but i cant promise that. i just cant help it. im just so affected by all that's happening. i promise that i'll not hurt myself anymore and just let them be. but if something ever goes wrong... i will live in guilt for the rest of my life.

i couldnt put on a smile.
not even a fake one.
no matter how depressed i am,
i could normally still laugh and put on a strong front in school.
but not now.
you took my smile away.
please stop it.
i really am hurt.

dear lord, please take my pain away.

i've got so much to blog about. yesterday!! and now. =D

cheer auditions
it was SUPER FUN! although i was so stressed and nervous at the start cause many things were not done yet but we all went crazy during the real thing! miss poon made us do the routine 3 times but we were still cheering and screaming with all our might. =D i love all bougay cheerleaders! it was ME who bought breakfast this time! and the few of us were slacking like crazy while the others were practicing. it was super funny when regina told us about the squating thing! and we were all like squating like those country bumpkins in the canteen!! (oh. remark: all cheer capts are big eaters though they are super skinny.) chocolates were given to us and i had a bigger share! xD and novabelle sings super well!! omg. we've got to make her sing more often! and clara was going crazy. we were her flowers and she was the butterfly. oh well. i shouldnt have felt so sad about cheer on friday cause everything went well!!

after cheer
it was a little sad. during ballet my toe really hurt alot. and i wore only flat shoes. we're having pointe work later. and i dont think i can do it. ): i want my chance to go for the exams! it isnt my fault that my toe is injured. i tried very hard already. september. when will my toe heal!?

pig waiteng was sleeping when i called her. we went to LJS to eat. then to my house. we were supposed to go watch super band. cause there was this band where waiteng super liked it. but we were folding stars for the bubble tea shop auntie while talking. AGAIN there was this chat where it was like super sad. i couldnt take it anymore and the atmosphere was so wierd. haha. thinking about it i felt retarded. i was all tears and i was telling her everything and i think i nearly made her cry too. SORRY waiteng! ): i was really sad you see.

BUT. after that i became very hyper! (lets skip the conversation) we talked from 4-9 and decided that we should eat dinner. i went down and saw twin and weiping. it wasnt my fault that my brother didnt want to lend them skates right! ): how could you people say me! so we ate our FIRST MRS FIELD cookies together! =D haha. we continued talking till like 10 plus at the fitness corner and went to my house again. then we continued talking at my house untill 12! we actually talked for 8 hours non-stop. omg. but felt really very much better after that.

studio wu
i just came back from there. we went to BRYAN THE T-REX's MTV class. it was super fun!! he said i was good. xD yay! haha. from now on waiteng's gonna go with me to studio wu!! whee~ we're gonna go again on TUESDAY! then we're also eating and studying together! lala. cant wait! =D

you made me understand the meaning of happiness.

i've got a million names.

and now plus 1 more.

woonie loomie.

HOW COME?

wierd char neo decides to call me that.

ahahs.

i look like chewy.

and yet zhiyun claims that i look like yiying too.

NO.

im unique

the sky is so dark out there.
and im tired. emotionally and physically.
cheer auditions tommorrow.
even neo say's there no hope.
no one's coming.
and its just so screwed.
i missed my piano lesson today.
shit.
i was already sad enough.
untill i got a call to say that i had piano.
and it was impossible for me to rush home.
bballers had to run 7 and a half rounds today.
they came out and looks soo distressed.
i thought i was going to cry seeing them like this.
nette says that mr chan looks like a squid. ):

being all alone isnt such a good idea for a person like me.
plainly sitting on the bus could set me crying.
i think i looked like a moron sitting in the bus tearing.

im sorry. i just cant help it.
i broke my promise.
i cried.

i just dont love you no more.
rain outside my window, pouring down
what now you're gone. im wrong. im sorry.
you made it clear when you say,
i just dont love you no more.

you idiot. you dont know how lucky you are. you dont know how many people are suffering when you get what you want.

DEPRESSION.
i just wanted to talk.

i am so tired.

laoshi was so. crazy. we had this dance where we had to turn and turn and turn and she kept making us doing it over and over again! she was like. "AGAIN." "AGAIN." "AGAIN." "AGAIN."
even eileen was so giddy. we both felt very sick and we were like breaking out in cold sweat. then the other dance was like the super fun drunk one! we had to balance on 1 knee and bend down really really low! she made us stay there and she went "DOWN. DOWN. DOWN. MORE. MORE. MORE!" i got a bad feeling that im gonna have aches all over again.

today's science i can bet i will fail. maybe just borderline. i HOPE. its like. during lit lesson thank god tanweimin didnt come. so i was like sitting on jinette's lap trying so hard to remember all the facts. (i could sit on her for so long and her leg didnt hurt. that shows that im not that heavy after all! xD) i really dont want to fail for tommorrow's history.

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ***! i hope you like the present!! im so gonna buy more roses for MYSELF!

im so hurt and neglected that i dont even wanna talk about it anymore. i can feel the gap between us already. i just dont want to face up to that reality.

oh yes im so happy.

there's two tests tommorrow and i just cant get chem stuff right. what's with atoms and molecues! and to think i said that i like chem in the morning. (i was just fasinated with the colours.) and there are loads of homework. i dont think i can finish!

anw. cheer was good today! we're progressing! =D

met up with waiteng after cheer. and i bought my dearie's present! i guess that's the only thing im looking forward to tommorrow. i cant really buy all the stuff that i thought of cause there isnt time. but i PROMISE! im gonna get it.

i've got a serious fetish with roses now!! and i dont know why. the more i look at it the more i think that its really pretty! (the fake ones are disgusting though)

im gonna prepare breakfast for my dearie tommorrow! and i cant wait! =D

my dearie's birthday is gonna be great. dont worry!

TAG REPLIES
all: stop the sehs la! haha crazy people!
rahh: YESYES I LOVE HIM! so sad he's out! i really think he's super cute! ): oh and i dont know what's happening to me. pray hard that no more injuries!
ben: yesyes i hope my toe's getting better.
yuanli: im sorry but im really busy! i'll try to make time to study with you people alright?

STUDY!

got back our progress report.
i failed 1 maths test by 2 marks!
but my geog actually got 85/100! (omg that rocks)

but.
thursday-chinese and english
friday-history and english

im so gonna fail these tests.

right. back to studying AGAIN. -bored

i've got nothing else to say except that i really wanna change seats! argh. im so guai the whole day la. i've got nothing to talk about (other than the last two periods where i sat with line. xD) i miss hatiew.. and she was showing that agony face randomly in class. me too. i didnt talk much to any of them today. ( other than caroline again) and i had to go for cheer prac when they all were going out to have lunch. ):

cheer prac is fun. but it isnt as fun as last year somehow. i still miss last year's cheer. auditions are on saturday. and we havent even done our formations and stunts. we havent even decided on the stunt that we want to do! how bad can that get.

why must you leave me?
you have hurt me deeply,
by not even saying a last goodbye.
dont you know that i really do love you?
i wonder how you are doing now.
i really miss you.

how's my day?

so many people have been questioning. but i have nothing much to say. other than "MY TOE HURTS"

its not that i act hero (caroline i really am not! haha) but just that i dont want people to think that im like doing all this shit just to skip pe and jogging lor. but i think i'd just have to wear slippers to school tommorrow cause the shoes today made the condition even worse. there are bubbles around and the top half of the nail seems like its gonna come off soon. ): i shouldnt have taken out the bandage. such a gruesome sight.

so. we changed seats today. and my new table parter is yuting! right. maybe she isnt that bad. i mean like. im so used to sitting somewhere around merilyn (ever since last year she was in front of me) and i think that gohchiewmoi is JUST baised. notice carefully the few of us are so away from each other. everyone of us are at 1 row. only me and line. but she's like behind me. i cant even see her. and all of us are like sitting with those top-scorers. YES. i know i fail. but that was last year. stop treating me like a failer kid!

today's 13 day.
geog test- 13/20
lit test- 13/25
chinese test-13.5/20

and so i highlighted the next friday the 13. in october.

i think laiyiying is super cute! potential dancer. she can express well! and i like her! =D such a cute junior!

went to kcp after that and i think i really adore jeanette. (JINette lim its not you. xD) right. she's nice. NICEEE. just plain nice. yes. even the others say so. so loveable.

anw. gohchiewmoi made all our live's miserable. i didnt even talk much to any of them other than recess. thank god jamien's in front of me! such a cute BABY. =D

oh and not only that. those mean pigs didnt say bye to me when they left for training. ): now i REALLY hate school.

let us change seats! and i'll look forward to school.

haha. us again! with my idiot bandage.
we were dressing up into stupid stuff at caroline's house! lol.
HAHA! i love this photo okay! nette's face taken with line's IMAC! haha!!! her imac is cool okay! and my extra hand..


a random shot taken while tying hair. =D




ahahas! line's uniform! i look like a pillowcase!! HAHA. her shirt is.. 4 size bigger!




me. my LLG. SZT. doggy. and my bandage.

oh yes! me line SZT and the cuddly dog!

KAIZER CHIEF!

i WANT i WANT i WANT i WANT i WANT!

):

I REALLY REALLY WANT KAIZER CHEIF!

=DDD

my KAIZER CHIEF!

right. i've got my arm and toe wrapped up. ): you know how much i hate going to the doctor's. argh. its just some pathetic little wound and oh. i've got to go again. (and that was how my bro and mum quarrel cause she was waking him up to go with us to the doctor's) its irritating!

oh and i saw this disgusting little cockroach that has been squashed on the cement floor and it fossiled into the ground. GROSS OKAY.

anw, my dearie waiteng is now at her piano competition!! lets all pray hard for her! =D its so wierd when she came to my house early this morning and went "i need to borrow clothes from you!" those stupid organisers had so much to say about clothes. what. no PLUNGING neckline. (like hello. they are most probably just teens.) then no short skirts. no jeans and slippers. the list goes on.

so, we started digging my wardrob and i made her try on so many wierd stuff! its like. she's always the one who wears the funky kinda things. like always she'll be tying my hair ever since young when i went to those dinners. and now im helping her instead! =DD she tried on my halter white dress (i thought it was really nice!) but she didnt like it somehow. so i looked for this white skirt that i wore on national day i think. (lol). and this halter sleek looking black top with some strings at the side. and she looked nice!! and glam. haha. (because its MY clothes. =P) oh no! now then i remember i forgot to lend her shoes. we were too busy online'ing. haaa. so must be wearing her mum's expensive shoes! lol. but her specs spoiled it okay! she was wearing such glam stuff and she wore her red and black specs. right.

wonder how's her competition now. too bad i cant get to go! she doesnt allow me! ): partly because i know myself so well that i'd prolly fall alseep at such piano concerts. i suck at piano. i hate my piano. i play the piano just because i HAVE to. there's no choice. but for her, she different. and i enjoy doing my homework while she goes on and on on my stupid piano. (that's like the only time where i like my piano somehow)


TAG REPLIES
all who asked about my toe: thanks for your concern!! =DD its getting better already! cause of the doctor who poked the disgusting pool of blood out.

vengeance: YES EX-CAPTAIN! i love cheerleading! cya really soon in school!
shan: i didnt get to see your T-REX! char also asked me about it! ):
elephant: yesyes obviously i know you are at my house. and i miss your scolding's. LOL.
anonymous: learn to make nice comments when people like waiteng is arnd. before she screams and shouts at you like you've never heard before. =D

HOMEWORK.

yes i've promised myself that i will finish. and YES i will!

please dont be like that. i dont understand. you people are scaring me. please dont. i really dont know what am i supposed to say.

dont be like that. please.

and i hear my bro and mum quarreling. ):
my bro is mad okay. he actually said the f word. its like we dont exactly use it in front of our parents. he should have know better! i guess we gonna have to go through hell now. AGAIN. just like before.

actually i have only heard my bro say that in front of me 3 times.
1. during PSLE period i wasnt really concentrating when he was giving me ting2 xie3 and i guess he got so fustrated he scolded.
2. we were driving through some ulu carpark and there were this group of malays cycling around in front.
3. today.

its just a word that isnt much said. (although it is really obvious that he uses it frequently)

ARMY DAZE.

i so didnt regret that i went! it was super funny!!

it was VULGAR, yet FUNNY, yet CUTE, yet.

i dont know.

i LOVE IT!

kumar was super cute! he's like gay la! LOL. i love his dance!! omg. then hosen was super cute too!! like some little boy. oh man. i dont know how much i love it!! but too bad its the last day. so much vulgarity but really. it was BLUDDY funny. haha.

anw, we ate gelato after the show. and guess what. MY ICE CREAM WAS TWICE THEIRS! xD aw sad the uncle likes me better! i had cookies and cream (i asked for single but he gave me double. =P) and bro had ferrero(i cant spell for nuts), cheryl had coffee and mum had caramel. and MINE WAS THE NICEST! its like i was still savouring mine when everyone else finished their pathetic single scope! oh and the dinner at that jap restaurant cost a bomb. knew it. what other ideas from my bro will be good. lol. today was REALLY fun! minus the part that i cant put on even normal flat ballet shoes. BUT. its getting better!

oh no. i can feel the tiredness of sleeping at 3 the past few days coming up already.

i love you no matter what.
you are still in my heart,
now and forever.

my toe hurts badly. ): the HUUUGGGEEEE chishun landed on my pathetic little toe. ouch! i therefore conclude that he's enormous. and now i have to use either a needle to poke to let the blood out, or just cooked hot rice and dap on it. ): i really cant do it! but it hurts alot..

anw, dance with miss theresa was good. (: it felt so last time. with the tambourines. and i had to use her big and heavy one. and now i have lots of blisters on my finger! (although my toe is more painful). and i got to try with the flags today! it was really fun and nice! i dont care. i wanna dance with flags!! =DD its really different when you're dancing for god and for normal stuff. although im not exactly a christian but after 6 years of preaching we definately will get affected somehow. with those worship tools it feels really great when dancing. it feels so happy somehow. (: i really like the dance.

about tommorrow. i dont even wanna talk about it. now it has become cheerleading practise, dance at chapel, sentosa, army daze. oh no. i really dont know what to do. ):

and now i've got to deal with my toe. and my homework! its not done. ):

OH NO.

ballet. army daze. sentosa.

they are all equally important to me! how can you people force me to make a decision. ): i hate you people.

i've been missing too many ballet lessons due to my back and knee. mer and mel's birthday is really important to me as we've been planning for it for a long time. and army daze. bro and my mum have already been planning for it. HOW! -pouts.

i dont know what's happening to me nowadays but i found out that i've been crying so often i dont know why. something's wrong with me. i felt so depressed over my back. and like something insignificant can also affect me. even when they keep pressing me to go for army daze can make me start to sob. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME! ):

and i also found out that i've been so bored that it's the 3rd post of the day.

i need serious physological help.

my phone's freaky. i just saw this wierd msg which went like
" i hate you darling, but i need you."

it was saved into my phone. but really. i dont remember saving it. or did i? but why would i hate myself. right.

anw, played bbal again. suddenly the bbal craze is back again. lol. we played me and waiteng agaisnt wx and weilong. and we actually won. thats amazing. haha. quite few people went anw.

oh yah! i went to make the class tee with waiteng at some ulu place. payer lebar ( the spelling is wierd) and it was so freaky! the place was so wierd. its like blocks of shops and the shop is on the 7th floor. then like so many scary people. lucky we went together. then there were so many fighter plane like things flying about so loud! it was kinda cool but i was really freaked out. everytime 1 passes by we'll squeal. it felt like japanese occupation. i just randomly went like. "but we're just trying to make class tee shirts!" in case we die there. lol. then there was this wierd passage that we had to walk and if felt as if we were going thru some time passage cause the other side was so high-tec. we were going crazy and we cheered when we reached back to the year 2006. >.<

and now i've to go back to the doctor's to check if my leg and back has recovered. lets hope i wont be back in a bandage again! ):

NEW SKIN!!

im on the phone with caroline now and she's irritating me with the uzap advertisment!! lol. i think that is like the worst advertisment ever. we all hate it. (:

gonna go and make some class tee with waiteng in awhile's time. make my own shirt! yay!

homework!
1. maths workbook
2.chinese se de wen ji
3.geog. research
4.english. newspaper and summary and assesment.

it seems like i've got much to do. ):

MY COM IS FIXED!

no more sharing laptop with my bro anymore!! ((: -grins.

it feels so great to be back with my com again!

oh and we're now planning for the trip on sat back to sentosa!! yay i cant wait. =D
now there's this serious fetish with red and chishun nowadays and i dont get it! its like more that 5 people were wearing red shirts at the bbal court today. after so long we went back again. and i dont like sitting there anymore. but whatever, i felt wierd looking at so many people wearing red. which is like a colour i rarely wear.

oh and everyone's crazy over chishun. right. why? i mean not in the bgr way but even in the friends way. great. my tween's popular now. LOL.

no more spanking of my lil cousins butt! (:

yesterday was FUN FUN FUN!

it was so long since i had such a great time!!

met up with waiteng plus line they all at bishan and off we go to sentosa!! after we reached there we took the wrong bus and ended up at the wrong place (my fault) anw it was good cause we decided to take the chairlift up. it was super fun!! i mean like we're a lil childish somehow. screaming and saying hi to practically anyone and everyone around us. lol. the same old waiteng crazyness. we ate subway which was like really nice! there was this wierd offer that was like. toast your bread and get a free meal. like why not? toasting it is nicer, and you get a free meal. wierd people. right. so we were eating till we were so full and decided to take the chairlift back down. it wasnt as "scary" as the ride up. dont know why.

we walked all the way to near the resort to the place that we went the other time. it was fun. we were crapping like crazy all the way there. and the sand was like wonderful. everyone was so relaxed there. after awhile the others came and right. i have to admit that it became really boring after that but it was when they came up with the COOL thing. (its better to keep it between us)

we started playing vball like total idiots. my arm hurts alot! then it was where the fun started when the lifeguard people came over and ask if we wanna join them. so we started playing and it was fun. but then cs left after awhile and so the girls continued. we then played captains ball and it was super fun!! i mean like we were all really tired but its like we dont mind. haha. oh and me and caroline went to run the suicide runs thingy on the beach. lol.

so i guess the others were bu shuang and there was this wierd atmosphere around. but anw arnd 6 plus the other guys were leaving. like without us. but whatever, royston they all then decided to apologize cause they felt that it was like their presence that cause the wierdness. but i could see that they liked cs somehow cause he was really cool about the whole incident. (that's why he's my tween! lol)

but whatever. we decided that we would not allow those people to spoil our mood. lol. we played frisbee till it was kinda dark and we took some tram thing to bathe. it was fun on the ride. the tram uncle said that if we dont sing then he's gonna stop the train. he went like " let us now invite agustine to sing us a song!" and augustine was like "negative negative. canceled." haha. wonder what it will be like if he really sang. we went to bathe and we waited for them to get their stuff. we then took the tram again when the all came and darren( this other lifeguard who had to do night patrol) was driving the buggy so fast that everyone was so shocked! it was like as if he would crash into something any momment! oh well. he didnt larr.

we took a long ride out and they were talking about those happenings at sentosa today. lol. kinda interesting. the whole way on the train i was so sleepy that i was gonna fall asleep right there standing. i think i said that like a million times cause adrain went like " yesyes you said it alot of times already" haha. maybe i shoudnt whine so much next time. lol. then i got waiteng to talk to me before i really fall asleep and she wanted to shake me awake. WOW. what a great idea. shake me and i'll cause everyone in the train to fall down. so squeezy in there.

after reaching we were all really hungry so we decieded to eat something. we were going into macs when uncle thomas (lol) said that he would treat everyone of us at cafe cartel. we were like. ARE YOU MAD. right. they all had their credit cards. lol. they ordered food like CRAZY! some platter for 5 that costs 50 bucks. come my house and i'd rather cook for you. and we were really just joking bout the custom made oreo ice cream and they really went to ask the waiter! it was so maluating!! then i dont know how uncle thomas( who claims that he's 17) became everyone's sugar daddy! lol. adrain kept making all of us to eat more. and agustine was telling us some really lame jokes. and at the endwe couldnt finish the platter thing so we decided to take away. and adrain actually left the whole pack there. and he said he would give it to his doggy brother to eat and he'll drop all his hair. -.- right. lol.

no matter what, we all had a really fun day! thanks to beach patrol people? lol. ((:

went to studio wu for new schl hip hop. and IM TIRED.

i think our instructor Ishi was pretty and she dance really well. like yah of course. she's our instructor.

we planned to eat chips while watching movie at waiteng's house today but her complicated and idiotic television had us going crazy about how to set it to te VCD mode. so irritating! we didnt get to watch in the end. but... WE WATCHED MR BEAN AND TOTALLY SPIES!! -grins. it was so fun to watch la! so i didnt exactly regret it. i know it sounds childish but whatever, you people always say me when i watch cartoons. its fun to watch okay.

anw, feel like going sentosa tomm. but we have cheer prac!! maybe i shall ask a day off from char the capt. xD lol. slacker. but i really want to go! i miss sentosa.. it was like ages ever since i went. alright not exactly. around 2 mths and a few days but its really long! i remember in the dec hols i went almost 3 times. but i dont care. it feels great there!!

my stupid com isnt fixed yet. so i shall post all those idiot photos that we took on caroline's imac on saturday. (:

tomm. sentosa. cheer prac. argh.

yes. YES!!!

right at the time when i had so much to blog about the so fun saturday my cousins had to spoil my com with all my things inside! great!

and now i'll just have to put up with sharing the laptop for a few days... WITHOUT all my information. ):

boo them. spank your butt.

today was. er. CRAZY?

it was boring, yet fun, yet freaky, yet. crazy.

and caroline wanted me to blog about today. (:

so.

first few lessons were really boring, and swee seng was really getting on our nerves somehow. but we managed to listen anyway. and chinese. first few presentations were so boring i could just dose off! but i kinda liked penelope's. like WOW. she was singing. haha. it isnt like the first time when my hair stands when she starts singing but well. i thought it was really good. (:

we were trying to run away from soggy fries today so we decided that we should pack our bags TEN minutes before lesson end so we could dash straight out of school. but history notes had to be printed because we're in a class where notes are their lives. jeanette was like.. "CAN YOU IMAGINE. WE. WE!! THESE FIVE PEOPLE WHO ARE LIKE THE NAUGHTIEST IN CLASS ARE STAPLING NOTES FOR THEM! HOW CAN THIS BE!" and hatiew was really fustrated. but well. lets not talk about such irritating stuff.

we left school (soggy fries amazingly did not turn up in class which was like a total miracle) and we went tpy to eat kfc. we boarded 155, which had NO aircon. i think my bag weighed more than 5kg. i think maybe even 7. plus my shoebox. argh. anw, we were complaining in the bus and suddenly i think the bus engine spoil or something. it was moving at such a slow speed that people who were walking were actually faster! how can that be! caroline said we should alight. and THANK GOD we alighted. because after that, the bus was still creeping as slowly. we were laughing away at that stupid speed! haha. then this motorcycle person drove past and there was this super long BANG! me and caroline screamed and mel and hatiew immediately looked up. i guess the tyres had some problem. it was so freaky! and we missed 28. and 155 took forever to come that the 2nd 28 came and 155 still wasnt there. right. when we reached the interchange i nearly banged into the stupid glass door as it didnt open like immediately.

at kfc we were eating like mad. it really was MAD.
ME: i ate cheese fries, whipped potato, fish ole and a drink.
LINE: she had 3 piece chicken. chesse fries and drink.
HATIEW: she ate 2 shrooms burger, drink and cheese fries.
and the most
MEL: fish ole, shrooms, cheese fries and drink.

alright. here it doesnt look that much but when the things were placed on the table we were like oh no! dont think we can finish it. haha.

i had to leave early cause i had freaking piano. ): so caroline went: " okay larr. you go first lorr. then we discuss the PLAN first then i call you and tell you tonight." then i was like " huh? what plan" (cause it was randomly said) and mel and hatiew were also like "what?" then she said " orh. the killing soggy fries plan lorr" we immediately burst out laughing although i dont know why but it was really funny! ( and now i forgot why it was so funny) ahaha caroline and her random topics. although she can never be compared to soggy fries. (:

oh well. last day of school before the holidays. cant wait! =DD

good luck for st nics in their fiesta tomm!

DISAPPOINTED.

and i thought i could take off my braces. ):

well maybe i'll just to wait for the right time to come.

CHEEROBICS ROCK.
i didnt get to see magna!! ): shit! i was so looking forward to it! hais. maybe next year? but that will be such a long time! i thought BLAST was super cool! their stunts were like whoa. they fell but i still think they deserved to win. not like bougay. everyone thought we were gonna win but we lost cause of a idiot fall.

but although i cant get to see magna, i saw YANYI! like wow! of all places i saw her there! =DDD i missed her like nuts!! and when we started talking about depressing stuff i felt really sad. those times would never be back again, where we were acting ghost with stupid hair and those cushions. taking lame photos and videos. i remember each and every scene so clearly! yanyi actually could knock her head while doing a stunt and yet she fell, laughing non stop when we were all so scared for her! gladys was this fierce fierce rich girl who we were all afraid of. and there was jasimah( i dont quite know how to spell) who comes around raping me! haha. she went so crazy she started pulling my shirt and wanting to bite me while i was screaming my head off. then there was beat. who never want to wear a skirt. then a cheeken tail would always pop around. never forgetting regina who put in so much effort in the whole thing! aw. if only these could come back. I MISS YOU GUYS. ):

but what else can we do? i dont see a yanyi going "KOR WOONIE" in school anymore. i dont see a cheeken tail bobbing around. i dont see a wide-eyed jasimah sniling at me. i dont see a fierce gladys smiling at me so sweetly i cant believe. we cant sit at yanyi's swing while eating chicken rice. no more..

heliew.
i are blogging now (: retarded right? in school now. facing SOMEONE i dont want to see. arrrghh. provoking me so much all day long right? ha. anyway.. la la la la la. ii iShhH lOoOkInG @ YeWw RunNiNGG WoRRxXx. EuU lOOrKeEd ShO CuItiEEXx SeHhH?? LMAO.

all rights reserved to ... i shall name you STRING instead? lol. (:

i shall officially spread to the world that LINDSAY LOHAN SUCKS.
she's so ewww la. -pukes.
confessions of a teenage drama queen is a crap show okay.
gosh.
SO FUN OKAY! have 2 free periods and so we'er now in the comp lab slacking away. :D
it's such a great day, isn't it!
okay lazy to type already.

all rights reserved to my dearie ***. (:

RIGHT.
back to the owner here! =D
i cant stand it. right behind me they are playing confessions of a teenage drama queen. EW. same thoughts ***. i cant stand it either. i think i like hillary duff so much more than linsay. ok nvm.

right. i dont want today to end. cause i will have to go dental later. PLEASE. i pray really hard to everyone and anyone that i will be able to take off my braces today! right. linday's staring at this guy's butt. yuck! nette says that she isnt worth that guy. yup! i agree. (:

i want to do P.E today. but since they were playing captain's ball, i joined in anw. (: i just stood inside the semi-circle to catch the ball. wow how fun. ): i want to run again! yesyes, i shall. soon.

i totally lost touch with netball already. I TOTALLY CANT SCORE! but i dont think i will have any chance of playing netball again. like JC? dont think so. i will definately joining dance. or cheerleading. well, not DEFINATELY, but most probably. maybe it was a mistake not to go for netball auditions or go st nics through netball. if i had, maybe things would turn out so differently.

nette and line's still on their thing about *** ****. crazy people. LOL. im so bored that i really would like to blog forever. eveyone else is either watching the show or doing maths and geog. alright. i shall be teacher's good little girl and start doing. although i dont want to. and there's no teacher caring anyway.

not looking forward to holidays. dont know why.

HE had spikey hair.
HE was a little tanned.
HE was white teeth.
HE was really sweet.
WE shared our cookies.
WE held hands.
WE waited for each other.
WE said i love you to each other.

those were the sweet memories,
with my KINDERGARDEN boyfriend. (:

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today was FUN FUN FUN.

other than in school, i had never laughed so much ever since eons ago.

THANKS people!

really, the tan and lee lawyers rock. so waiteng, just dont try too hard. you WILL get your chance to be one soon, when you are no longer a suspect. (: grandpa, dont try too hard. you are the MAIN cause. so, just ADMIT. cunning one! use the book to distract the lawyer such that she isnt sure of what case she is fighting for.

such a long time ever since i got so retarded and childish. because we are the matures. while the immatures can unite- by spoiling MY rubber band. great. i'll SUE you for that! haha.



im still living fine without you.
i always is and was. (:

RIGHT.
please dont think im an ego person because i totally did not blog that last post. it was really *** who did it. (:

wx birthday thing was FUN. it was different from others. although i really didnt want to drink that green tea mixed with cheese chips thing. it was so EW. although i had a few hints from ryan and waiteng. -grins. it wasnt exactly cheating. they helped me WILLINGLY. and i know it. lol.

and you guys totally had to make the atmosphere awkward. it was ONLY A GIFT. no need for that big reaction where all you people moved off and like what. stare for show? -pouts. i felt so embarrased okay. do it again i'll make you swallow the whole digusting mix together with the cat licked sausage. LOL. violence.

it didnt turn out that bad after all. i thought i enjoyed myself today.

at bugis was fun too. i dont know why but i couldnt stop laughing bout the nose dispenser thing. i just cant believe how can someone actually dispense stuff from their nose. CAROLINE CAN. she can go join the records thing and break one. i think if it was me who saw it i would puke right on the spot. but by the way it was described i just couldnt stop laughing. and the sugar dispenser milk dispenser. we were going crazy. and we spent so much in THAT same shop again. im left with $12 for the rest of the week. and im going out tommorrow. YAY. i need money!

such a person like that rich girl could actually exist. it felt so unreal. like you go for camp and obviously you get dirty. but i thought that it was too much to even go for like medicure pedicure body scrub and wadeva cause you came back from camp. you might as well go to the hospital for bacteria killing. and die there too. and yes you are rich but stop it. its irritating. i could see that jeanette was having a great time immitating and imagining what it would be like to see her real life. with a pony and whatever shit. eating at posh restaurants and actually miss pe just because you didnt want to sweat and be under the sun. -hail to you. but you cant be blamed. you were raised in such an environment.

i suddenly feel relieved that i lead a normal life, not rich, not poor, just NORMALLY.

hello :DD
no, i'm not tan kor woong! (: heh. yeah we're in class now in the comp lab.
just finished photoshop! woot.
anyway!
i shall blog about random stuff.
wellwell.
KORWOONG is the cutest thing on earth.
did i mention how squeezable she is?
:DD
she makes me smile everyday,
and her presence is one of the reasons why i wanna go to school.
always dashing into class together.
hah. (:

korwoong is a cheerleader!
and a DANCER!
as far as i know, she dances very, very well.

she's really a nicenice person :DD
trust me.

because you live, girl
my world has twice as many stars in the sky!


(: WO AI NI CHEN KE YUN <33
by your one and only ***
i know you love me!

GREAT!

i take back my words. FALSE HOPE! and i was so happy.

okay good luck for cheerobics. but you dont rock big time anymore. xD

im just so realistic. since you gave us false hope. ):

i LOVE MGS cheerleaders! THANKEW! we owe you big time! (:
-i'll remember you people.

and anw, we went for the accupuncture thing. and found out that i had alot of scarrs emotional and physically that was made by my brother! haha. not in the bad way but it was kinda funny larr. (: and i was so shocked when he had to put those needles into his ear!! but he said it was alright. and i took a picture! xD

IM SCREWED.

I AM SO SCREWED.

i am so pathetic that i can go eat some worms.

well, no i am not. but i really am dead for maths and geog. right. the whole class is.




and anyway. i LOVE MR CHAN! he has been added in to my LOVE (teacher's only) list! he is the THIRD person. (:

to enter the love list, you must:
a) not be bais agaisnt me
b) super nice to me!
c) trust me
d) understands
e) dont scold me for no reason
f) dont insult my uniform

so far only 3 teachers. (: but i STILL LOVE MR CHAN!
-the old one

breathe in,

breathe out.

AHHHHHH!!!

and i thought that today will be such a great day. i was wondering how wonderful today can get and stupidly all these had to happen. ): i really am tired. i need a break. stop it alright! just leave me alone..






without you,
life is like a sea without water,
a night without moon.
without you,
i just cant be complete.

MY BACK HURTS. ):

but i LOVE karina!! she is SO CUTE! plus the hearts that she gave me! (did i really look like a retard wearing a heart on my head?) anw, thanks!! i will keep it!! AND I DONT WANT TO BE WOONGIE! it sounds wierd. ):

lets just pray that cheer will be fine this year. me and char really need help! oh no. but thanks to rahh and regina, we're getting better! at least there's one more dance. anw, i shall work really hard on that difficult dance that regina taught! i shall and i will! DETERMINATION.

pray that dance will be fine tommorrow.

ALL RUNNERS FOR 2P JIAYOU! =DD

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