i never want to part with these fond memories.








GREAT DEPRESSION
my passion, my life.

THE INVASION OF BEE.

hatiew: KW LOOK UP!!
me: WHAT!! (covers head)
hatiew: I DONT KNOW! I THINK ITS A BEE!!
me: where? i dont see any..
line: AHH!
hatiew" THERE!!
-a at-least-one-inch stripped bee crawls along the window handle-
me: OMG!!! -shifts away from window and grabs hatiew
hatiew: (whining)
-bee crawls into hole-
laoshi turns to look
me: shh. (finger on mouth)
hatiew: ITS BACK!
me: OMG ITS SO HUGE!
laoshi: you shen me shi?
me: err. you yi zhi dong xi zai na li, hao xiang shi mi feng, then you huang se he hei se de.
hatiew: is cheng se la.
laoshi: bu yao guan ta, ba chuang kou guan shang.
me: bu ke yi!! ta zai na ge dong li mian, guan le hui KIAP si ta de.
class: HAHAHA.
bee appears
class: OMG OMG. SO HUGE. AHH!! (slam! all windows shut at the same time)
PHEW.

this post helps people with weak han yu pinyin skills. =DD (test your chinese amadea!)
and ouch my back hurts. ):

looks down at my feet. red and sore. rubs. OUCH.

great. my feet is still feeling numb after pointe work. with miss nonis's super long music. "its good for you girls, it can build up your stamina. but if you dont do it properly. your toe nails will turn blue, purple, black, and lastly drop off. but its alright. the pain will just kill for for around 2 weeks." WOW. thanks alot. i looking at my senior's toes is enough to make me feel grossed out.

im feeling really sick of all these dance nowadays. dance dance dance. yes its fun. but maybe i should go easy on myself. one after another without fail is going to get me exhausted. and i already am. before i get enough rest, there's dance tommorrow again. OH NO.

and now my ankle's hurting cause of the hard landing that day. and pointe work partly. when i was so tired i couldnt go all the way up and nearly fell.

i REALLY need a break. -falls back on chair.

me and waiteng! those times we shared. (: its great to have such a girlfriend!

now this isnt the typical remote-tug-of-war thing that's going on here. its the "oh i am supposed to have it already" attitude that pisses me off. my room. my brother took it. FINE. the living room. YOU took it. sure. the master bedroom. YOURS too. then what about me? im actually being chased out of my own room and you know how much that sucks to actually sleep in the living room. its not like as if i dont have my own room. and there is this empty room where no one's in it. WTH. im not trying to be this petty little kid who's upset about not having her room but its the fact that I HAVE and yet im not supposed to be in it. and im not angry over not winning the television tug-of-war game. its your dammit ATTITUDE. im getting enough of it. you have never done anything but to shuff me with your stupid money. i have it. no need from you. when tween was telling me about their family picnic thing, i wondered when was the last time we ever went out as a family. if not for cny, will we even have dinner together? when i tell you people. i get the blame. "oh it must be YOUR attitude that caused him to be like that" FINE. wadeva. dont regret when the time comes.

sometimes, god takes away something from you. and gives you something else. and i know, that someday, i will get back what i deserved.

I ACTUALLY SLEPT FROM 4-8.

i've never felt so tired before that i totally couldnt stay awake during ballet. i wasnt even stretching. i was SLEEPING. and thank god we are doing jumps tommorrow. or else...

but cheerleading was alright. (: was "voted" to be vice! haha. it was like they needed people or something. but anyway. -grins. OH. i still need to overcome my phobia of shoulder sit! ever since last year when i nearly fell from regina when she walked and run i didnt dare to do it again. the other time with tween i was screaming my head off. and today when i was supposed to demonstrate the stunt regina promised she wont walk around. AND SHE DID! i was so freaked out i just closed my eyes and went NO NO NO NO. phew, i didnt fall off this time. but PLEASE. dont make me do it again till i overcome this fear.

and i saw a stupid dead lizard which was being eaten up by ants! oh i feel so sick now. it was like. dead?

that english compo was so emotional. because it was BASED ON A TRUE ACCOUNT. argh i dont know. i dont see you around anymore. and i cant. how? whenever im inside your room, i feel so empty. unlike before. i hate myself. your memories in me are fading away. how could i? i should know better than to forget you. i NEED to remind myself of you. i fear that one day, you would be completely be erased from my mind. i guess its true that feelings will fade away over time. but never did i expect it to be so soon.

and im still so tired. i guess i'll go back to bed soon. -snores

nette: is she a bug?
line: no she's a parrot.
background: HAHAHAHAHA!

whoa. two stupid test in a day. so much for not having TOP period. stupid. im so gonna fail history. ):

me and hatiew were laughing our asses off during geog period. line too. (and we got scolded). LOL. there was nothing funny about the topic miss wan, no worries. (:

today's lesson would have been so boring ( or it was already boring) if that stupid bird had not scared us. hatiew totally screamed and scare me and lime. haha. how dumb. xP

im like so tired yet there's cheer prac tomm MORNING. i NEED to sleep. it was like since when i had a nice long sleep..

but anw, had a fun time with them at PS and i felt glad for caroline's hair being resurrected. only that nette's missing. and that someone just went like the five of US. great. you're with us now? like since when larr. i totally love it when nette's around. but maybe some things we kids just cant change. since they always go "its FOR YOUR OWN GOOD". sometimes i wonder. are you sure? wadeva.

OH! i LOVE the EKWYYZCN club! it was SO hilarious. nette and M-saa immediately went LOL. alright. this reminds me that it was like how long since i heard nette's loud voice and cute actions...


*** has tagged.. AT LAST. ((: i love you to bits and pieces!

GREAT. my dad just spoiled my day. ): i so dislike him.

hmm. whats with today? haha! the powerpuff girls song is still stuck in my head! (: just because the 2 crazy art partners caroline and tiara kept singing it. and i could see that mdm nor was really amused. but really. their art is like so cool! no wonder mdm nor kept going over to "see their progress". LOL. i shall try hard enough to get that stupid song out of my head. (:

BOO! im in school now! ((:

blossom.
love love love love love love. love love love- high
MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND!

buttercup.
love love love love love love. love love love.
makes the world go round -low.

bubbles.
you cant hurt me in the things that you do.
i'll pick up dandelions and
i'll give them to you. -squeaks.

ahahhahaa. CHOKEST CUTE.

NEW SKIN!!
though the tagboard's a little wierd but its nice anw. (:




and *** hasnt been tagging for awhile. ): WHERE ARE YOU?

today's assembly made my legs go crazy. it was so numb that i had to grab on to jeanette and limp all the way back to class! but lessons were fun though. esp ANIMAL FARM. but seriously old major is kinda.. disgusting. or say CUTE? -shrugs. oh. i was bullied by mok mok the monitress today!! she poke my back! -pull your hair. (: but she's sucha wonderful mok mok that i cannot be angry with her! and i pulled LLG's tie all the way back to class. she's a henpecked LLG! LOL. and we did the DASH into class thing. ( i should have pulled your tie and dash in. xD) MUAHAHA.

hmm. i cant really be bothered anymore. it actually doesnt involve me directly. so whatever the outcome i wont be hurt anyway.

and i saw you today. but obviously i werent noticed. but i see a glimpse of hope. (and i did NOT blush you idiots!) -hees.

i saw you TWO times today. you looked over but didnt see me. ):



TAG REPLIES
twin senior: I MISSED YOU! (:
yuanli: i know its nice. xD
cs: shuddup!! dont say. shh.
bar: you sure he say?

ALRIGHT. that someone has been discovered. should i? or should i not. i dont know. help me!

you dont even notice me. does it help if i even try to smile at you? or strolling around your level? oh wadeva. maybe i shall just try if i have the chance.

HOME SWEET HOME.

tag replies:

***: iluvyou too! (:

anonymus: i think i know who you are..

mamad: dont quarrel here!!

MIA for the next three days?? (:

many confessions and quarrels today. what for?

somebody told me this.

dont be sad just because something bad had happened.
because for every min that you are sad, you loose 60 secs of happiness.

and so i've decided to put on a smile and stay happy no matter what happens. (:

today's IPP was a little.. wierd? hahas. but being trapped up in a class filled with 42 people without fresh air wasnt really nice. ESP with a bunch of retards sitting beside me using left over masking tape taping away people's leg hair. *ahem. hahas. while i was reading my book! something got over me today and i was so in a reading mood that i finished it in 3 hours? ((:

felt really contented. esp that im gonna have tuition in 54 mins time. ):

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL!!

today was such an eventful day! so many things happened! ((: i seriously love today okay. but guess tomm's gonna be bad. oh well. talk bout the good things first.

i LOVE all the sweets, chocs, flowers, and toys that everyone gave me! thanks!! i really love all of them. ((: i hope you people like the cookies and marshmallows that i made too! this morning was like a "rush hour". we were like rushing about the whole school looking for friends and seniors. ahahas. reveived many stuff too! then after school we were also chaotic. running around passing presents. could see lots of cupids helping people give their gifts too! seriously thank all cupids! hmm. but i didnt get to "use" the cupids. i just didnt have the courage to give the anonymus present to her. oh whatever. i was happy anw. ((: im like hugging the slouchy bear from waiteng! all our soft toys were like so PINKY. haha. but it was fun hanging out with twopians and ella and yizhen. of course waiteng also. ((:

BUT lessons were totally boring. i felt so SIAN that i kept eating all the sweets cookies and whatever rubbish in a heap on the table. haha. i think the teachers saw but who cares. lol. and soft toys were being thrown about and hugging. and jeanette was combing shizitou's hair when miss wan suddenly went " i hope that you girls will stop messing around with your toy's hair. it wont get any straighter." the whole class looked and jeanette and we burst out laughing. haha. then there was this loud clash followed by a soft to loud. WUAHAHAHHH. it was darn funny. haha. without all these i think i would have already fallen asleep.

but no matter how fun today was.. think about tomm and i just want to jump down from my block. whenever we mentioned bout the lecture thing tomm we all feel really sad.. i hope that mel will jian chi and dont break down. we all feel really scared for her. JIAYOU okie? i shall wait for you in class. dont break down!

and last of all.. I LOVE TWOP'ains!

and of course everyone else. ((:

NEW SKIN!! ((:

i not stupid was really touching. and i cried non-stop. although the main characters should be shawn and joshua but i thought i liked xiaoxi the most! she was really cute eating the pineapples!! LOL. the grandma who lied to the police was also cute!

anw, valentines day is coming in TWO days and i cant wait for it! my hands are breaking from writing the HUGE amount of cards to so many people!! hmm. i feel like keeping the flowers for myself now. they are so darn PRETTY!! ((:

i just dont want to face up to this harsh reality.

i dont want to know that you have already left me.

but everytime i think of you...

studying is a NEED. its not a MUST.

so please stop thinking that i will die just because im not studying. cause i will be more than happy not to study.

and if you dont even know whats going on. then PLEASE. shutup. i dont need you to keep going on about how angry you are at me.

just leave me alone.

my wound will heal.

what made you do this to me. how could you leave me without even a goodbye? i couldnt even see you for a last time. and now you're gone. i feel lost..

i know that you have become an angel guarding over me. but i dont know how am i going to live without you. i dont look forward to anything anymore. other than to see you again.

I DONT WANT DANCE WITHOUT SENIORS! ): oh no.. im really going to miss them.. but nvm. i'll see them on thursdays! but it will be so quiet without those crazy people. like some SMALL but significant people. then there will not be anymore 5-year-olds in dance. and no one to sabo for stretching! (although in the end i also became one of them) but i love the sec twos anyway. (: but i want sec threes and fours and five year olds!! once a week is not enough for me!! ): I WANT MY SENIORS!

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