haha i go camp then everyone's like so sweet to me.

=D

i shall go more next time!

(ok actually not.)

promised to blog before i leave, so here's a very short one.

rushing like mad now to get all the emails sorted out and i'm not done with packing! i'm so going to need tonnes of energy to get through tomorrow.

to everyone who's not in camp: take care of yourselves!

and please miss me, cause i'll be missing you!

see everyone on sunday! =D

WITH LOVE,
KORWOONG.

who's mia-ing for even longer now.

(:

TAG REPLIES!

partner:
hello dearest partner! (: i HAVE secret admirer while you have, NOT! and let's sing more songs during class(:

sophia:
sophia i miss you all! ):

yogaboy:
haha yes i like it alot. the scent is niceeeeeeeeee. (:

caleb:
haha hello! you know what, i always thought your real name was saleb. =/ so sorry! and where did cs go on cny? and yes queen's my bro. (:

yj:
haha i don't play anymore. (:

eugenia:
hello! you must jiayou for your SYF too alright? seems like you're suffering more than us! come back soon! (:

cs:
you sick shit! haha. change blog skin i bet you damn upset. and i'm so sorry! i forgot to call her. but she went in the end right? =D

ahmad:
haha i know why! cause he make you puke so much right!

yuting:
ex-table partner! are you actually looking forward to OAC? i'm quite scared now. ):

bestfriend:
ok promise, no more mia-ing already. you stupid ass never call me! it's not like as if i mia means i won't use phone right! ): and well, i bet you were talking to me all the while. or maybe you're a weirdo who talks to tagboards.

bubbly tea bestfriend weiping:
haha i don't care you all love me. (: and yes bubbly tea i'm bia. (: BACK in action.

carrot:
i'll be seeing you for 5days! (: thank god i have you in my group. you must make my life a better one ok! (: and you know what? i didn't buy that pair of heels with the hearts one! ): SADDDD.

jedidahtan:
yea man i got your name right. (: hello! haha thanks for always letting me bother you about homework! (:

DONE!

my first attempt to stop being MIA.

appearing online after ages.

=D

(not forgetting camwhore)

hey friends.

even though i'm like mia-ing and haven't been seeing you all much for a really long time, just know that i'm alive. (: might not be able to see you all probably until next week when i come back from OAC so take care alright? i'll still love all of you no matter what.

you're all loved by me. (:

dieeeeeeeee.

i feel like mia-ing again.

ARGHHHHHHH.

you know what,
i really want a love like yours.

(:

ok i know i've been disappearing quite alot these few days.

i'll come back soon, don't worry. (:

anw i shall blog about what i've been doing for the past few days, since i haven't quite talked to anyone.

(and i realise i don't know alot after reading bf's blog!)

so sorry guys. ):

and yes i shall start blogging.


OMGZ.

i went to visit this FREAKING rich person (my dad's friend) and i've decided that i must jia ge you qian ren. (:

HAHHAHAHA.

the house is HUUUUUGE i swear. it's like four times of our house and four stories high and OMGDX. i love their attic.

i should have accepted their invitation to stay there manx.

haha!

and their house is so huge they don't know what to do with the 4th floor, so they're leaving it empty until they decide what to do with it.

wth?!

and mann. their eldest son has haircuts in japan that costs 300bucks.

-faints.

and he's only 17!

oh yes and they had the whole dragon and lion dance troupe and their garden and all the neighbours around came to watch. =/

ok i must be a realistic person and set my own goals.
(though you can really start planning how to jia ge you qian ren. =D )

went out with aisha and weixian the hannah loke today to get all the STUPID bowls and stuffs needed for OAC.

mann. we went to SO many places. thank god queen drove us around today. and he even carried all the things for us.

=D

we went to like army market, where it rained and we couldn't find the bowls cause they close on sundays, then we went to ikea cause alot of people say that they have it there, to find out that it's like kids kind. with FROGS.

and finally. i suggested going to amk where i CLEARLY remember this shop that sells such stuff.

and FINALLY. we found it.

BUTTTTT.

they don't have enough stock.

ARGH.

i needed 39 and it wasn't enough! and so we've placed an order and we're supposed to go back and collect the rest of the bowls tomorrow.

how very troublesome.

ok done enough blogging.

random: i feel like sleeping.

so i'm gone.

=D

(i think i'm still a little weird.)

nyeh.

my bathrobe smells like the sun.

):

OMGZ.

I'M OFF NOW.

CAUSE MY MUM JUST CALLED TO SAY WE'RE OFF TO EAT DINNER!

AND QUEEN'S DRIVING US EVERYWHERE TODAY.

AND WE'RE GOING TO GIVE CHERYL A SURPRISE AT HER HOUSE CAUSE SHE DOESN'T KNOW THAT QUEEN TOOK HIS EXAM TODAY.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

=D

haha i'm damn happy.

off to bathe!

i don't think i'll die so early right? esp not involved in a car accident. (:

ohno. she says he's driving very quickly. =/

YAYY.
many things to YAYY about today!

firstly.

QUEEN GOT HIS DRIVING LISCENSE!

like it's the first test and he got it already. WHOOOOO!
THIS MEANS THAT HE IS TO FETCH ME FROM SCHOOL WHENEVER HE'S FREE FROM NOW ON.

ok provided he can use the car.

=D

and so, to celebrate the fact that more people can drive me around now (which means i save on cab fare),

I COOKED A DISH TODAY!

it's not like SUPER nice, but it's nice still. =D
it's cola chicken!

so you kinda. cook the chicken with coke and everything. (:

but it's kinda salty. stupid butter. ):

ANW. it's for him.
though he's like going out for dinner today and everything but i've saved it for him!

(:

recently all that i can think of (other than tests) is like OAC OAC OAC.
sigh.
everyone agrees that we're unprepared.

HOW.

but still, looking forward to it.

YOU KNOW WHAT.
my mum wants to go help out luh. SO STUPID. ):
i don't want.

and i just saw the comment that aisha wrote on my friendster.
omg so embarassing!
and how come i didn't see it before?

nyeh. did anyone use my account again? OWN UP AR.
if history repeats i'll cry manx.

ok off to learning chords for amazing!
i know i said i'll not touch the guitar cause it gives me rough fingers but i can't help it.

=/

BYE!

YAYY.
many things to YAYY about today!

firstly.

QUEEN GOT HIS DRIVING LISCENSE!

like it's the first test and he got it already. WHOOOOO!
THIS MEANS THAT HE IS TO FETCH ME FROM SCHOOL WHENEVER HE'S FREE FROM NOW ON.

ok provided he can use the car.

=D

and so, to celebrate the fact that more people can drive me around now (which means i save on cab fare),

I COOKED A DISH TODAY!

it's not like SUPER nice, but it's nice still. =D
it's cola chicken!

so you kinda. cook the chicken with coke and everything. (:

but it's kinda salty. stupid butter. ):

ANW. it's for him.
though he's like going out for dinner today and everything but i've saved it for him!

(:

recently all that i can think of (other than tests) is like OAC OAC OAC.
sigh.
everyone agrees that we're unprepared.

HOW.

but still, looking forward to it.

YOU KNOW WHAT.
my mum wants to go help out luh. SO STUPID. ):
i don't want.

and i just saw the comment that aisha wrote on my friendster.
omg so embarassing!
and how come i didn't see it before?

nyeh. did anyone use my account again? OWN UP AR.
if history repeats i'll cry manx.

ok off to learning chords for amazing!
i know i said i'll not touch the guitar cause it gives me rough fingers but i can't help it.

=/

BYE!

i studied like mad for the past one hour.

spending my time walking all around the house talking to my self, hoping that saying all the facts out loud will help me remember all the bio facts better.

and i'm quite contented now so i'm giving myself a short break before continuing my speech about cells and animal nutrients.

my mum says i'll get a sore throat if i use this method for EYE.

i hope i won't fail bio, really.

so many things happened before it was all over.
it's just that you don't know anything.

The Rose - Bette Midler

Some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razer
that leaves your soul to blead

Some say love it is a hunger
an endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
and you it's only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
that never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
who cannot seem to give
and the soul afraid of dying
that never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter
far beneath the bitter snows
lies the seed
that with the sun's love
in the spring
becomes the rose

Amazed - Lonestar

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time, every time
I want to spend the whole night in your eyes

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

Eternal Flame - The Bangles

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming?
Is this burning an eternal flame?

I believe it's meant to be, darling
I watch when you are sleeping, you belong to me
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame?

Say my name, sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely, and then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling

Say my name, sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely, and then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling

Close your eyes and give me your hand
Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame?

Is this burning an eternal flame?

An eternal flame?

(Close your eyes and give me your hand
Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame?)

i shall talk about what happened in school today! (:

i think school was quite enjoyable today.
though i didn't make full use of the new rule to use my phone outside the foyer. HAHA(:

anw i LOVED belay school today cause FINALLY. i got to climb the rockwall again! =DDDDDD

OMGZ. it's like so funnnnnn!

(i'm going to burst soon. cause too much happiness inside me.)

ok i think i'm a little weird. but it was damn fun cause i FINALLY got to climb after being tortured for weeks cause i can't do all the stuffs.

so therefore, if i can get to do high e during OAC i'll love OAC. =D

countdown: 4days.

omg everyone's so unprepared luhhh.

didn't get to have recess today cause we were all supposed to meet for instructors item, but there was like no one there! so i waited and waited and there's like no one seriously. (ok YES. dionne and layeng and all the other guides people ARE people) but the rest disappeared!

so finally, after school we managed to get some things done. like we practiced all the stuffs in the script and all that. =D

and me and nura are like in the bimbo group! MANX damn embarassing.
BUT
we're going to do it well tomorrow. (:

although it's really DAMN throw face luhhh.

-hannah montana sign.

YAYY i like instructors!
they're like really funny people. (:

dance was GREAT. though we were sticky and sweaty and damn gross.
at first it was quite frustrating cause i couldn't understand the complicating formation that laoshi was saying but after we got it was really fun.

=D

but i've got HUGE blisters on my big toe and plus all the different different blisters all around my feet i conclude that my feet looks like shit now.

(haha that reminds me of the shit colour that some groups had. as in really. like brownish.)
mel you're damn poor thing(:

ours is like so nice ok. IT'S PINK MANX. like baby pink.
WOOHOO!

omg.
suddenly think of bio.

-WAILS.

ok bye. back to my dearest bio.

wish me good luck manx.

To The Moon and Back - Savage Garden

She's taking her time making up the reasons
To justify all the hurt inside
Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes
Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one
They're saying, "Mama never loved her much"
And, "Daddy never keeps in touch
That's why she shies away from human affection"
But somewhere in a private place
She packs her bags for outer space
And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come
And she'll say to him
She's sayin

Chorus
I would fly up to the moon and back if you'll be...
If you'll be my baby
I've got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby?

She can't remember a time when she felt needed
If love was red then she was color blind
All her friends, well they've been trialed for treason
And crimes that were never defined
She's saying, "Love is like a barren place,
And reaching out for human faith
It's like a journey I just don't have a map for"
So baby's gonna take a dive and
Push the shift to overdrive
Send a signal that she's hanging
All her hopes on the stars
What a pleasant dream
She's sayin

I would fly up to the moon and back if you'll be...
If you'll be my baby
I've got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby?

Hold on, hold on ...

Mama never loved her much
And, Daddy never keeps in touch
That's why she shies away from human affection
But somewhere in a private place
She packs her bags for outer space
And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come
And she'll say to him
She's sayin

I would fly up to the moon and back if you'll be...
If you'll be my baby
I've got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby?

I would fly up to the moon and back if you'll be...
If you'll be my baby
I've got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby?

I would fly up to the moon and back if you'll be...
If you'll be my baby
I've got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby?
yeaaaah ...

Angels and Girlfriends - Five for Fighting

I met her down at a Pineapple Parking lot
She said I love you more
I said I love you not
And all the while I stood in line at the paint shop

She said I'll take you where you'll never go again
I'll be your only love
You'll be my only friend
And for your time I'll let you dine at my office

Angels never come for free
If you know what I know you know what I mean
You can love em now - you can love em later

Girlfriends never fall for fun
They can tie you up make you come undone
You can learn to fly - But you can't create her

She led me down though a forest of wooden chairs
As she ate my lunch I looked out for bears
And in a sense you could say she snared my attention

She said I am your perfect finality
And as I got her off she got off her knees
And for my grind I got honorable mention

Everybody needs one
Everybody's bound
Everybody swings upon the Marry-Go-Around

Girlfriends never fall for fun
They can tear you up make you come undone...

[harmonica]

So now I'm stuck in this pineapple parking lot
I had what I was now I'm what I got
And if I may... may I lend you some kind of direction

If you go you may never come back again
She's my only love
She my only friend
And for that there is no kind of protection

Everybody needs one...
Everybody's bound
Everybody swings and meanwhile Mary Goes Around

Angels never come for free
If you know what I know you know what I mean
1st you hate to love and then you love to hate her

Girlfriends never fall alone
Now you know what I know you know what I've known
I'll see you now...and I'll see you later
I'll see you later
I think I can save her
I wish I could date her

with credits to weiping! (:

YAYY.
tuition over, and i'm smarter. as always. (:

quite excited for OAC, now that it's like just EXACTLY a week later. and with ella with me i probably won't be THAT scared to handle a whole class alone.

i hope 3P will be enthu. i kinda want to be with them. ):

and i REALLY want to do high elements!! like omg we only got to do 1 the other time due to rain. ): i think challenge pole was like FUN! =D

will we get to do also? i really do hope so. SO FUNNN. (:

suddenly can't wait for school tomorrow! (:

don't exactly know how am i going to pass bio.

anw, have the suddenly urge to camwhore. HAHA. (:

and btw, i'm going to be stuck with ella. she says we'll become twins by the end of camp cause i'll see her from morning till night for 5days straight?

=D

OMGZ damn tired.

i've been sleeping about 10hrs each day but i'm still so very tired.
W-H-Y.

have been really busy these few days and my thing are piling up!

DANCE, OAC, instructors item, tests.

manymanymany things to do!

):

TIME MANAGEMENT.

and yes i'm in a very bad mood now (and a loner mood so don't attempt to talk to me please) and suffering from post-peterpan effects so i certainly am in no mood for memorising BIO and all that crap stuff.

and i failed chem badly, though i got GOOD grades for chinese. (:
how extreme luhh.

nyeh i'd better snap out of my loner and nyeh mood soon.

(:

i really want you.

can i MIA again?

now tell me that i'm the one that you love.
cause i promise that i'll be there with you.

so why don't you come for me.
right now.
cause i've been waiting for you.

for days,
you left me,
sitting here,
all alone.

leaving my tears to fall.

i miss LTC. seems like i don't see many of you around in school. like even though we're the same level. ):

i want roses(:

omg.

tuition drains all the last bits of energy that i've left from the long day.

(something's wrong with my phrasing)

whatever, can't be bothered to think anymore.

i need a break!
like a long one.

i'm screwing so many things up, like planning to have 2tuitions overlapping each other.

mann i felt so bad to suddenly cancel it.

don't feel like blogging anymore.

byebye.

shall call qi to gossip!

HAHAH. (:

SHOPPING WAS GRRRRRREAT.

can't exactly blog alot, there's F&N test tomorrow and the thing is that i don't quite know how to study. feel like giving up already. ):

anw, bought alot of clothes and i'm happy. (:
didn't get shoes though. ):

saw zr(:

haha anw. my favourite out of the 1 and a quart day of shopping is my new handbag and MNG top.
it's like really nice.
BESTFRIEND. i'll show you the next time you come!

bought a few random tops that i'm quite convinced that i wouldn't wear them after CNY, but it's quite nice also luhh.

ok i just went to cut my hair after a LOOOOOOOOONG time just now and i'm SAAAAD.

cause there goes my fringe!
damn it's like short yet not short and long yet not long. and my ponytail shrunk.

oh my i didn't know it'll turn out like that seriously.
dieeee.
i'll pin my hair and try to tie and bun so laoshi wouldn't see a difference.

it's not a very big difference also actually.
hah it's just that it's like shorter!

(ok my dad's flaunting his new maroon shirt.)

ok have to go study!
dieeee. so many undone homework.
sigh.

and i haven't been playing audition with ahmad for the past few days!
so sorry! i know i promised but tuesday ok? i'll TRY.

haha audition is quite fun know, though i seriously suck at it.

you know what,

tomorrow will be a better day!

and i believe i'll enjoy myself during OAC!
and i'll go talk to wenxun soon too!

and one by one, i'll spread all my thoughts out on a blank piece of paper and cross them all out.

(:

listening to yuan you hui now.

suddenly realise that i do miss wenxun alot.
(highly think you wouldn't read this anw)

):

all the times that we had.




i'd better snap out of this mood like soon.

was thinking about what's going to happen during OAC.

it feels like it's not really OAC that's coming.
like i can still remember the very first time when i was in sec one i heard about how eileen had to go to LTC and how she hates it and all that and all the scary stories about leaders scolding and all that. i got really scared and i swore never to go for LTC.

but obviously in the end when it was like my turn to go i went, and came back enjoying myself alot alot.

and now OAC is like coming, and i've been looking forward to it since end of LTC cause it was really fun then and i've been trying to convert people from anti-OAC to pro-OAC and try to explain that it isn't THAT no-civilisation.

we won't get bossed around in camp seriously! and the bond that you share within each group and all the friendship you'll have is like really fun.

but i don't know why but suddenly i just don't look forward to it anymore.

even until now i still don't know all the instructors names, which is bad. ok actually only 1 or 2 which i don't know why but i just can't remember. (i know who they are though.)

anw, was thinking that at least with gryphon they are all very nice to me. (ok this sounds like as if instructors not nice to me but nono, everyone's very nice to me just that it's a different kind of feeling)

well maybe after we come back from camp it'll be completely different and i can feel that when i come back i'll probably go crazy like after LTC the other time, where i was super happy about everything that happened in the camp.

but pure 6days (or maybe 5) of camp.

sigh.

i can so remember how i used to be completely anti-camp and anti-UG.
cause i don't know how to survive if you cannot talk to seniors.

see! i'm glad i'm in dance with so many NICEEEEEE seniors.
(:


don't know how things will turn out to be like then, but i do hope that i'll be able to talk to someone. i mean like at least let me whine a little little bit? or else i'll probably burst and die by end of camp.

ARGH.

YAYY.

still at bestfriend's house, and we've new steps!

but it's like bimbo.

=/

yesyes i forgot to blog about what our SYF costume will be like!

it's FLOW-WEEEEEEEE.

and i hope we won't end up looking ghostly. like float around the stage.
ok i know we're supposed to look more like villages.

so i'll SHUTUP LAH.

hahhaha.

we're wearing white tube and jazz pants. (which is quite cool! like white jazz pantssssssss.)
but i don't know the length of the tube! later all the teachers have issues with dancers again!
nyeh. laoshi chose the costume ok!

and the sarong will most probably be chiffon! YAYY.

i'm like super scared for the starting part. cause the last time we danced today i had alot of trouble with my sarong! stupid thing. so long for what. i keep stepping on it! and i'm SUPER unsure about my starting cause it's like. i walk and walk until i've to time to do 3sets already!

so end up i just walk and try HARD to pick up the ends of my sarong and do 1set before letting go of the sarong.

):

i was supposed to do 3 luh.

ANDAND. because of the tug-of-war with the sarong i can't concentrate and get into the mood! i think our feelings last time was much much better.

i think the dance is like NICEEEE.
BUT.
we all really must put in more effort for the feelings part.

i think everyone should like take a look at the WHOLE dance, then they'll like understand more.

(i know i watched it a million times but i don't know if i've ENOUGH feeling in the dance or not.)

sighsigh.
why are we so bad at acting! ):

later laoshi say her RGS and RJC mood again.

sadsad.

so everyone must JIAYOU! (:
and we'll do much better!

OMG KW'S LIKE THE SMARTEST DON'T YOU THINK SO?

sighsigh. dancers, don't be so jealous ok? probably one day you all will be as productive as me!


HAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAA.

i'm the smart one who came up with the title for this SYF 07' ok! =D

YAYYY. i'm like super proud of myself!

haha but actually it isn't my idea also luh..

ok it's

SING TO THE DAWN.

ok i know i got it from the book! but but BUTTTTTTTTTT.
it's still good ok. cause it's like we had to think for such a long time until we finally got one that laoshi's fine with it.

and now i'm waiting for arica to call me so that i'll know what's the song lyrics! then must hurry email laoshi for the synopsis. get this feeling that she's going to like use that part of the story (where dawan sings with her brother every morning) for our dance? or maybe not. i can't remember what she said also.

anw on the phone with arica now and she has nice nice things to write for the synopsis! i'm going to like send them all to laoshi and let her decide which one she likes. (:

oh and there's another thing i'm proud of! i did a very smart translation today. like xiping was saying realm and i explained it in chinese. it's JING4 JIE4. omg smart right?

YAYYY.

vday's near and everyone's like shopping and shopping and everyone's getting ready too except for M.E.

HOW.

going to go shop on saturday for EVERYTHING. from ballet stuffs to clothes to shoes to everything to birthday's to valentines day!

saturday's going to be a busy busy shopping day for me.

suddenly realise that i haven't shopped for ages. ):
nyeh i want the holidays back..

but then again,
without school reopening i wouldn't have met a class filled with LOVE. (:

the whiteboard is like plastered with love cause everyone's dedicating their love EVERYWHERE!

but the best thing is that the whole class loves ME! hahahaha. (:
and in return for their sweet sweet love for me, i'm getting the class vday presents too! good that 3P is like smallsmall or else i'll go BROKE within a day!

maybe i shall go for BUDGET valentine this year.
say...
i'll give away my hugs?

HAHAH they're going to be like cheap! x)

ok i'm not so mean luh. each gift comes with a hug.

YAY.

our poor poor mcfly has flown away and 3P's sad.
whoever that STUPID THEIF is who practically STOLE our whole calendar better return it to us ok! before you get your karma. and stealing is WRONG. it's so obvious that it's stolen luh.

and what's more annette bought the last one and that poor girl is super upset. ):
and it's dougie this month!

and before the months even reached danny it's like gone already. wth luh. ):

i've only touched that calender twice or thrice and it's gone. we're all supposed to stare at them every lesson you know. and the space we saved SPECIALLY for them is like blank. empty. sad.

i shall take photos of all the love dedication to MEMEME! (: and then i'll post them on my blog.

esp for partner and charlotte! it's like pasted on my desk with much LOVE!


i'll blog photos soon! if i've the time.
(stupid camwhore session we had yesterday and the day bballers came to my house!)





YAYY I'M LOVING DANCE AND 3p LIKE MAD(:

i'm REALLY sorry that there's no sound there but enjoy ok?

and the fact that it's half cut.

meeting bballers now! will try to fix it when i come back.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEE!

not alot of pictures here.

anw, i'm still considering putting up the video on my blog cause there's completely no dance! it's like a silent dance. =/

shall i?

maybe i shall.

(:

Dishwalla- Angels or Devils

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in - give it up
- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

pretty pretty wolfwall!
jul(:
arica doesn't want to stand with me!
eileen(:
arica(:

DYNAMIC(:
BESTFRIEND!

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
i completed my banyueji.

BE PROUD OF ME MAN!

and i wrote about dynamic. it was quite an emo essay actually. but the ending was niceeeeeeeeee. (:

and now for more pictures of dynamic.

COUNTDOWN PHOTOS! (:

i think the chem test was quite alright. it isn't like VERY difficult that kind but i made quite a few careless mistakes. ):

i hope i'll at least get a pass(:

and for math too.

WHY AM I JUST HOPING FOR A PASS?!

ok luh start with lower aims first. (:

i have another 12mins to mug and i'll have to go to school already! ):

i'm scared. how?

someone save me from chem test! i think math SHOULD BE pretty alright but i'm not so sure about chem! i still can't remember some of the facts. sighsigh. stupid atoms.

man i don't want to fail anymore tests PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. i just failed ss test by HALF A MARK the other day. sucks.

):

MUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUMMY!

stupid tuition just drained me of all my energy and now i'm having a really bad headache.

sigh. hope that i won't die for chem test tomorrow. ):

Truly Madly Deeply - Savage Garden

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.
Chorus

I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...
Verse 2

And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish
Send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...
Bridge

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do...
Chorus

haha bestfriend abd bubbly tea's like so jealous cause i got 2days mc.

SEE. this proves that i'm really sick or else the doctor wouldn't give me 2days ok!

BUT. i'm going tomorrow cause there's chem and emath test! ):

highly think i'll flunk chem but i'll TRY!

=D

haha i think haoyee's like missing me cause she's all alone today. (:

I'LL BE BACK TOMORROW!

Leigh Nash- Ocean Size Love

I know what I'm doing may be dumb
I know I should not be staring at the sun
But the thought of it leads me to temptation
It's the same whatever side you're on
Separated we are delicate and small
And the space, between us, leads my retention
I see it right in front of me, as close as you can get
And the greater you will lead, as a daydream gets

And it might seem much too far, to get back to where you are
But it's close enough, with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me, send a sign across the sea
And I'll pick it up, with an ocean size love

I don't have to worry any more
If I really need you I'll go to the shore
And the thought that I'll be there is my protection
I see it right in front of me, a vision in my head
And I know this is as real, as a daydream gets

And it might seem much too far, to get back to where you are
But it's close enough, with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me, send a sign across the sea
And I'll pick it up, with an ocean size love

You make no sound, but I can hear you in the wind
I can see this never ends, like the sea, like you for me

And it's close enough, with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me, send a sign across the sea
And I'll pick it up, with an ocean size love
And it might seem much too far, to get back to where you are
But it's close enough, with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me, send a sign across the sea
And I'll pick it up, with an ocean size love

Oh, oh...

you know what.

i miss you all alot suddenly. ):

i want dynamic back.
(which includes TAYZHIYUN!)



sadsadsad.

• we all should start to treat each other more like humans.
• we should cherish each other and not regret when you loose them.
• NEVER neglect your friends.
• no lying please?

maybe one day i'll not be able to take it.

nyeh. i've so many thoughts now i can't sort them out! ):

firstly, i'm not going to school tomorrow, which is GOOD.

cause i need time to study for my test test test!
and it's not like i can concentrate very well in class wheezing.

so, i shall make good use of tomorrow! (:

and and. i need to get well REALLY soon, seriously! i've the strongest urge to dance now! and like today during dance i just ran a little and i'm feeling tired already. must hurry get well or i'll soon become a lump of lard sitting there.

and dance is niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. looking forward to the end of the whole dance!

AND SYF07'! =D

haha poor eileen is like on stage from the moment we start dancing! stamina!

eh actually we all also ok! it's like we run out and then run a square and then in we go again.
but ok lah, eileen's still the MOST poor thing one!

i must hurry catch up with them! or else later laoshi will scold me! ):

mustmust!

was kinda feeling upset but i'm ok now already.

YAYY.

super tired. shall hurry sleep! (:

byeeeeeeeeee happy world!
(well, exclude those that made me upset!)

maybe you'll never realise it.

the truth that has been forgotten.

i kinda really need to dance now. ):

my arm isn't fractured, thank god. (:

i didn't quite understand what the doctor was trying to say but basically i just have to keep it still for a little while. so i'll not wear that stupid sling to school tmrw. (:

then again i can only dance next week and there is no PE or ballet or dance! sadsadsad.

AND.

i'm down with flu! and so is queen.

sighsigh.

i'm feeling super random.
and bestfriend hasn't been talking to me.

in total for the past 3days, i slept for.
35hrs out of 72hrs?!

YAY PEOPLE ARE ALL BEING SO SWEET TO ME.

my arm hurts alot now, and i'm super upset.

there was this unseen/unknown pool of water at the back of the MPH today, and i ran past that area SO many times yet i nothing happened to me until i went past that pool of water. i slipped and fell on my elbow and it hurts so much that all i know was to sit down there and ouch ouch ouch and i didn't dare to move my arm. then charmaine helped me up i think, and laoshi came over to see what happened.

thank god no fracture, it was just that i fell hard on some part of my elbow. at first i thought it's that kind of normal dance injuries that will go away after resting for awhile, but apparently not. i couldn't exactly move my arm very well when dance was over.

and yuky was helping me put on my uniform which was super retarded. haha thanks anw! and eileen tied my shoelaces and charmaine carried my stuff and chewy cabbed home with me! (:

it was super unglam at the foyer when eileen's dad came cause i was on the phone with my mum and then i had so many stupid things to carry yet i only had 1 free hand. and i was like dragging myself to the car and i bet i looked stupid.

and then i cabbed back home and dropped chewy off at her house bustop and my dad brought me to the chinese sinseh to fix my arm.

omg i swear this time round it hurt the most as compared to ALL the other times that i've been there. i couldn't move my arm and he made my arm go round and round in those huge circles that you do for warm up and i was screaming like mad. ok not really that bad. there were people outside so i controlled. =/

and then he made me get a sling to put my arm into until saturday, cause he says that he wouldn't know what's with my arm until don't know what what what. and i've to pop panadols tonight cause it's going to hurt alot. ):

i'm sad. i could have danced properly today and learn that new thingy. oh yes and our dance is kinda nice now.

gold doesn't seem that impossible. (:

JIAYOU EVERYONE! (:

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