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Thursday, August 31
7:00 PM
oh, invasion without permission!
sorry but i cant help it.
can i say, i want to let you know of a song.

friends, everybody needs friends. someone to share your day with me, to cheer up when you're feeling blue.
friends, would you like to be friends? would you like to share the day with me, to be who you want that you wanna be.
WE ALL NEED EACH OTHER, THATS WHATS FRIENDS ARE FOR. SO IF YOU SEE SOMEONE, WITHOUT A SMILE, GIVE EM ONE OF YOUR-OR-OR-ORS.
friends, would you like to be friends? would you like to share the day with me? to be who you want that you wanna be.
friends, would you like to be friends? because, your friends are my friends, and my friends are your friends, and your friends are MY FRIENDS TOOO.

-bibteen.




Wednesday, August 30
9:50 PM
omg yuck!!!!!!!
this sucks alot. so alot alot. ALOT A DAMN LOT.
you see, someone insane or unfair just ruined my day. argh, i dont wish to talk about it, i just want to vent my anger. its so unfair, its so embarrassing, and its so, ARGH. i went to apologise, and then when i saw sipei i couldnt control and started to well. when i saw jeanette merilyn melissa and me i started to burst out ccrying. ah. what a day. nevermind. red carpet. middle. wth.
i think sec 4s graduating is like a super depressing thing to talk about. the sec 3s this year like, not special and not cool. i think the sec 4s are still cooler, gernerally i mean. leaders thingy was so . urgh because the new leaders are so sian. they arent cool. why! why why! sigh, we will miss the sec 4s i guess. very much.

i think today sucked totally. when we ran, i kicked the pebble away and didnt realise it belongs to the ncc people. i thought the sec 1s put pebble in the middle of the corridor for fun. so i kicked it away. oops lah. but seriosuly, plants i still can understand. they give out oxygen and beautify the enviroment, but A PEBBLE IS A ROCK. :D

then cup noodles was worst. i dropped the hot water filled cup onto the table. everything spilled, stained worksheets and ahnius melon chupa chups and wallet. ): sorry. then, HEAVY DOWNPOUR MAN. the sky was so black like as if i was in hell or something, everything was in black and white.hmm, now my brother just pissed me off. ):

btw, the stich is not here.
bibteen.


9:34 PM
i realised im starting to get used to being embarrassed in front of everything.

today's cca leaders thing was a LITTLE bad. they didn't call dance! how sad is that!

and my disgusting sec one photo was like up there! so gross!

oh no. i suddenly realised that im so tired that i dont feel like blogging.

shall blog more after i go back to kcp tmrw!!

byebye.

-sleeps.

Tuesday, August 29
9:48 PM
THAT FREAKING STALKER!

and if you havent noticed, it's in green.

i hate him i hate him i hate him I HATE HIM!

that piece of disgusting rubbish!!

i shall blog about him. that disgusting scavenger!

so today was kfc day, so me 3 and zhiyun cabbed out to pp to meet 4 before cabbing to tpy kfc to eat. then halfway zhiyun had to go cause of her 5 banyueji and ballet at night.

so we were 3 happy little kids eating our food, when this disgusting guy had to appear. i didn't know that he was there untill 4 whispered to tell me that that guy was there the week before.

cant really explain to you how we were sitting, but 3 was sitting on my left and 4 was sitting in front of me. then this green stalker sat beside 3, on her left.

i didnt really bother about him, so i ate my zinger. but when i leaned back on the chair i saw him leaning back and looking at me. (like wth?) felt kinda weird so i leaned forward, to find him leaning forward also! that disgusting dont know what.

well we thought that he was just a hungry beggar wanting food cause he actually went to eat some of the other leftovers. i think the people there know about him already cause they immediately keep all the trays before he can even reach it. and they kept spraying some cleaning thing on the table that he's sitting at to try to chase him away.

but we realised that it might not be the food that he wants or whatever that is.

dont know la.

we then decided to leave that place cause i couldn't stand it anymore, his presence and everything. we left and when we were outside kfc we looked in and saw him smiling to us. freak.

but whatever, we thought we were safe from him so we wanted to go 7-11. but the worse thing that can ever happen is for me to turn around to see him standing right behind me. gosh, you wont know how freaked out i was.

so we rushed in to 7-11 and hoping that some adult will come to our rescue and that idiot will not come in. well he did, and i was so scared me and 3 ran out. and 4 was still whining about her food! HAHA.

so he went after us and he actually walked to close that he was right behind 4. seriously RIGHT BEHIND kind.

we walked pass macs and that was when our lifesaver (4's friend. whoever that is, thanks alot!) she saved us really! she brought us into macs and help us keep that green stalker away. and i met jamien and jasmine over there. didnt really have much time to talk to them, all i know is how much im freaked out by that green stalker.

so we rushed to the toilet and stayed there for awhile, and asked this aunite where the nearest police station is so that we can run there. but poor 3 has a scab on her knee and she cant run! haha.

oh wells. then lifesavior came down to look for us again.

she's so brave alright! she actually followed him all the way and told us how he actually searched for us.

AHHHH. i just hate everything green alright!

this sucks alot. im getting scared of everything. how stupid can that get.

i walked to the toilet and actually got so freaked out by this little girl. wth?

i dont know how to explain me feelings now and i dont want to.

i can still remember he sick smile.

this sucks alot. i shall never go there again.

fcking green stalker.

Monday, August 28
9:24 PM
I am going to write 'I miss you's on every brick of your house. I'll go on and pray that all the bricks will fall on you every now and then. I want you to know how much it hurts to miss you.

I am asked to blog for this girl who falls sick so often that I've officially lost count on how many times she has actually fallen sick. Furthermore, she wishes to throw her nose away each time she is sick. Imagine, how many noses she needs to sustain her for her whole life? I truly believe that she is going to be angry when she is reading this. However she has to admit that she is smiling deep down within (Its inner inner self that I'm talking about now).

Her smile is too contagious. Sometimes you will actually lose control of yourself after getting an overdosage of her smiles, and end up getting 'HIGH'. (Tsk, TKW. Look what you have done.)

She is very contented with her life now. Nothing can bring her down anymore (Lets not bring dance into the picture for now). She has Ryan, Bones, Mr M, 3, 4, her ever-so-wonderful classmates and a lot more. However she has not been spending time with me (which is absolutely upsetting).

I'm happy that she is happy. Well, I'll be back. Stay tuned (though half the time you will be seeing the same entry each time you visit this place).

8:55 PM
it's been such a long time sinced i blogged!

im sorry. i dont have a com that's why! cant blame me.

haven't been updating, and there've been quite a few major changed in my life.

my room is empty. literally empty. just 4 walls and a few boxes that's all i have. room's renovating at last! and it's going to be PURPLE! and white. =D

i hope it'll turn out nice, will it?

i shall invite everyone to my house soon, when it's done alright?? must come! (:

dance was great today, i liked it alot. me and char only went there around 3.30 or so cause of the cca leaders meeting and laoshi talked to us after that.

i was really demoralised when sh said i deproved the other time, but now i shall use the whatever potential im supposed to have and dance my best!

that is if i can. (:

hmm. today's lessons were enjoyable, just that i know i embarrassed myself during music today. such unglam events. let's not talk about it.

and the leaders things too! gosh we're supposed to dance in if our costume isn't good enough. i hope they're not serious.. everything's just so weird. =/ have to pray really hard that the photos on the slides wont be too unglam, or else it'll be yet another embarrassing moment! ):

it's 9 already. and im not really prepared for tmrw's ss test. someone help me! i've started studying since last week you know! doesn't seem like anything is getting into my senseless mind though. =/

i guess it must have been the o lvl chinese papers that're killing my brain cells. but that also shows that im smart! x)

i hope tmrw will be a good day, will it? supposed to have piano tmrw, but it's supposedly our kfc day! so. well. most prolly i'll just change the lesson again, like always.

wish me good luck for my tests tmrw?

if it's going to turn out like disgusting literature test, then i think i'll just skip the whole lesson, like run away from it or something.

lit test is so disgusting i dont want to talk about it anymore.

i realised im quite upset over my results actually.

whatever. hate lit.

Thursday, August 24
1:59 PM
i did NOT pon school ok. ):

you people are mean people. no one believe me. )':

firstly, there's english test today. im going to get only 80% of the results know! why would i pon school like today?!

and then there's dance. im already slower already, and now it's going to be worse.

so i wont pon right!

and most importantly, THERE'S PE!

but it's better that i skip pe anyway, yesterday was SO embarrassing, it was as bad as national day. CAROLINE! i no more face already larrrr. ):

somemore in front of mr chan. WALAU.

im feeling random now actually.

off to eat my pasta!

1:11 PM
i realised i haven't blogged since monday, and now im blogging at home!

didnt go to school. (:

im not ponning school ok, i was really sick today morning, though im better now. had to see two doctors in a row. =/

(btw it's my 300th post already!)

oh wells. im eating pasta for lunch, jealous anyone?

i can let you have my medicine though.

-sigh. i shall go sleep soon, the stupid feeling is coming back already.

reply tags tonight maybe.

byebye!

Monday, August 21
7:30 PM
im emotion-less.

bestfriend! smarterchild is an idiot. he's noisy. get him to shutup please? how can he replace you la. i'll throw him away. throw him out of my world. he's not smart AT ALL.

oh wells. the day went quite well for me, was ON THE VERGE of ruining myself during science practical, i didnt read the instructions properly and carried on with the 2nd experiment. =/

dance was bad. it was VERY bad. i couldnt wait for 5.30 to come and my performance was like SHIT. i didnt learn the dance, obviously i cant dance well right. chewy looked like she was going to cry. thank god you were there, or i wont know what to do either. melo was being really sweet to me too. (: laoshi said i tui4bu4 alrd. i better start practising really really hard. bestfriend! practise with me!

(i realised i mentioned bestfriend alot today.)

UGH. i dont want to blog alrd lah.

byebye people.

Sunday, August 20
9:36 PM
now playing: baby dui bu qi

it's such a sad song know. i very much want to blog the lyrics, but it's in chinese. and i shall not affect whoever who might come across me blog to get emo too.

im super happy today, cause i love jeanette's house like crazy! esp her QUEEN sized bed. i think milo's cute actually. and i saved mel mer and caroline cause they were super scared of it. IM THE BRAVE ONE ALRIGHT. =D

i think her family is so funny lah. we watched the toilet thing together with joanne and her brother. SUPER funny. (: i love today.

and we went to play badminton outside her house.

cabbed back with mer and caroline and i met my mum to eat dinner. saw jia and cheryl koh at j8. when we walked back i suddenly felt really happy, though i dont know why.

i think im going mad. it's going to be the 4th time im listening to baby dui bu qi. i think im weird.

anw, waiteng's saving my blog. im too lazy to even do it lah. stupid template. cant be bothered.

im thinking of ponning school on tuesday. should i? getting super sick of teachers and lessons, dont think i can take it anymore. ):

dont worry, im still this happy little kid. =D

1:16 PM
i've this really strong feeling that in the end i wont be going for ballet afterall.

firstly, i've nothing new to learn, it's just repeating the steps to improve, and if im not taking the exam i somehow feel like there's no need for me to be there. =/

and, im too lazy i guess. my knee's still hurting, so i cant exactly dance even if im there. most prolly i'll just have to sit down.

i dont mind going for dance tmrw, i kinda want to. before i cant catch up with what the others have been learning. i think i can dance if i want to. (:

hmm. my plan for today (without including ballet)

i'll get changed and maybe go out with waiteng? then i'll bring her to somewhere. (:
when she goes for piano i'll go jin's house to do IPW,
then i'll go home after that and maybe bug my mum till she allows me to eat pizza for dinner (highly impossible, it's going to be the 3d time this month)
and if i cant then i'll eat my BEN&JERRYS VANILA. -yumyum.
then i'll get all my practical books and notes and MUG.

and at least finish my overdued banyueji. (: if i can that is.

i hope i can stick to this plan, though i think i cant.

(now playing: lifehouse - you&me)

ok that's quite random. i just heard it that's why. and i remember blogging the lyrics. (:

oh yes, before i forget, im sorry to everyone! i lost track of who i replied their tags and who i didnt. so, i shall reply the next time anyone else tags alright? (: and i've decided to go blog hopping soon! i realised that i only visit 4 blogs. including myself. that seems quite little? =/

im trying hard alrd, and it seems like things are getting a little better.
(:

im a really happy kid.

Saturday, August 19
11:45 PM
oh i cant believe it's happening to me
some people wait a lifetime
for a moment
like this.

im feeling random now, and a moment like this is currently playing in my head -i dont know why either.

quite tired, i shall sleep soon?

my knee is hurting again, and today was quite a sick day for me. puked my breakfast out and had to see a doctor for me knee. by the time i was reaching marina i thought i was going to die, and i couldnt really walk straight, i thought i was going to faint anytime.

well i didnt, and managed to get myself water and panadol. (: my mummy made me do it, she kept bugging me thru sms. i know she wasnt really happy about me going out when i was really sick and wanted them to come over to my house to study. obviously that's not a very good idea. =/

but i survived it, and felt really ok after that. didnt really study much cause i was tired and couldnt concentrate. ): i shall study tmrw! definitely will and have to, im having science practical on monday! pray for me that it'll go well? my science haven't been good, i've to go for remedials you see.

im quite happy now. (:

but tired though.

oh wells, i shall go bathe and sleep! and i shall wake up tmrw feeling happy, though i still think i wont be going for ballet. ):

18 shall be my lucky number. (: love it.

maybe someday i'll grow to regret it.
but at least i know that i'll treasure every single minute of it.
please dont be like that,
i thought you would be the one,
the one who will understand me the most.

maybe it's true.
those who stay behind are people that you should really treasure.

(:

Friday, August 18
10:46 AM
IM IN SCHOOL NOW (:

and for once we're all allowed to blog.

just completed some weird school suvey, and i think i gave SUPER negative comments. =/

anw, im feeling quite alright actually, school isn't as bad as i thought. (:

we're watching the day after tommorrow during geog later?

everyone else is having mass dance in the MPH but people like us are like doing stupid surveys. they should use other lessons!

HAHA OKAY INVASION! HEY ALL I LOVE TANKORWOONG SHE'S THE CUTEST THING ON EARTH. HAHA GUESS WHAT YOU KNOW STUPID MDM GOH CHIW MOY THINKS THAT SHE'S IN BBALL! SO UNBELIEVABLE OKAY AND YES I'M VERYVERY SURE THAT KW HATES HER RIGHT. HAHAHAHA. WE'RE FEELING VERY HUNGRY NOW AND WE CANT WAIT TO EAT. YAY WE CAN GO ALR HOORAY! :DD oooooooood here we come!
BYE WHILE WE ALL FEAST ON OUR FOOD HEH.

10:46 AM
IM IN SCHOOL NOW (:

and for once we're all allowed to blog.

just completed some weird school suvey, and i think i gave SUPER negative comments. =/

anw, im feeling quite alright actually, school isn't as bad as i thought. (:

we're watching the day after tommorrow during geog later?

everyone else is having mass dance in the MPH but people like us are like doing stupid surveys. they should use other lessons!

HAHA OKAY INVASION! HEY ALL I LOVE TANKORWOONG SHE'S THE CUTEST THING ON EARTH. HAHA GUESS WHAT YOU KNOW STUPID MDM GOH CHIW MOY THINKS THAT SHE'S IN BBALL! SO UNBELIEVABLE OKAY AND YES I'M VERYVERY SURE THAT KW HATES HER RIGHT. HAHAHAHA. WE'RE FEELING VERY HUNGRY NOW AND WE CANT WAIT TO EAT. YAY WE CAN GO ALR HOORAY! :DD oooooooood here we come!
BYE WHILE WE ALL FEAST ON OUR FOOD HEH.

Thursday, August 17
10:54 PM
today's a good and a bad day.

was in a rush, and had disgusting science remedial.

GCM kinda scolded us for not handing in all the zuowen and everything. i thought it was VERY obvious that she was reffering to me. she might as well just say my name? whatever larr.

in quite a bad mood now actually. random headaches today, and it's getting worse. super tired now, im going to sleep soon.

and i can feel myself getting sick already. and jeanette! it's thanks to people like you who spread sore throats to me ok. i dont get sick like every two weeks?! haha you're super funny.

i will make myself happy to prevent myself from getting sick already.

wells, tmrw is a bad day, i've kinda predicted it already. lessons are boring, and most prolly i'll find out that i failed my geog test or something and jogging session will be lousy. and maybe when i reach home i'll realise that i've completely lost touch with all my piano pieces and my teacher will scream at me for not practising since 2 months ago.

please dont ask me why im like that. i just need to rant. and there's no reason why im doing this, just LEAVE ME ALONE.

i feel tired to explain all my emotions to everyone. it's not like as if you're that close to me right? i know you care, thanks, but please dont force it out of me. it wont make me feel better.

like it or not, i'll still have to live past tmrw. why do i have a feeling im going to cry? -shrugs. i dont wanna think about it anymore.

maybe i shall have a secret blog! where i can rant all i want. (:

Wednesday, August 16
9:08 PM
i know i know.

im suddenly blogging like crazy. the 3rd post is less than an hour. or is it more than that?

anw, i was thinking if it's time i changed to another blog skin. -random

oh yes. i remember now, i was going to blog about my late homework!!

i havent done maths exercise, which was handed in on monday, zuowen, monday too and banyueji, tmrw.

at least i still have 1 more that isn't handed in late, so it isn't too bad i guess? and i wrote 1 and a half paragraph of zuowen and 1 line for banyueji.

claps for me?

=/

maybe not.

8:13 PM
error:
spider webs are forming on my blog. (i think?)

and i've decided to blog again cause it seems interesting and i remember i was supposed to post some song lyrics. (:

i've a very strong urge to post OBVIOUSLY by mcfly again but no, i shall not. =/

Rihana - Unfaithful

Story of my life
searching for the right
but it keeps avoiding me
sorrow in my soul
cause it seems that wrong
really loves me company

he's more than a man
and this is more than love
the reason that the sky is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because im gone again
and to him i just cant be true

and i know that he knows im unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that im happy with some other guy
i can see him dying

i dont wanna do this anymore
i dont wanna be the reason why
everytime i walk out the door
i see him dying a little more inside
i dont wanna hurt him anymore
i dont wanna take away his live
i dont wanna be
a murderer

i feel it in the air
as im doing my hair
preparing for another date
a kiss upon my cheek
as he reluctantly
asks if im gonna be out late
i say i wont be long
just hanging with the girls
a lie i didnt have to tell
because we both know
where im about to go
and we know it very well

and i know that he knows im unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that im happy with some other guy
i can see him dying

i dont wanna do this anymore
i dont wanna be the reason why
everytime i walk out the door
i see him dying a little more inside
i dont wanna hurt him anymore
i dont wanna take away his live
i dont wanna be
a murderer

our love, his trust
i might as well take a gun and out it to his head
get it over with
i dont wanna do this
anymore
anymore

i dont wanna do this anymore
i dont wanna be the reason why
everytime i walk out the door
i see him dying a little more inside
i dont wanna hurt him anymore
i dont wanna take away his live
i dont wanna be


to my lookalike: DONT GET EMO. (:
a murderer

7:56 PM
spider webs are forming at my blog.

soon i guess.

i havent been using the com much, that's pretty obvious i guess.

and my msn inbox is going to explode really soon. ENOUGH OF CHAIN MAILS LARR.

oh wells.

shall blog about my life! after a really long time.

let's see. what happened today?

well, went to school, just like normal. im not dreading early morning reading anymore, i dont know why.

i studied like crazy for lit. seriously. CRAZY. i kept reading the stupid book over and over again. i hope it paid off during the test. my words are kinda small you know, and it actually filled up two WHOLE pages. (: acomplishment.

please let me get good grades?

notice im not going to talk about maths TA. i failed it, quite confirmed. my mind was somewhere else throughout the whole paper and this is the first ever time that i did not complete a maths paper. sucks alot actually, but well. i dont care. at the most i'll have to spend more time in school for what, remedial?

and science remedial is disgusting. caroline, we've promised that we're going to talk alot alot to let time pass quickly, remember! or else im so going to die. but luckily there's only like 2 lessons, so it isn't that bad actually. -grins. all thanks to holidays and teachers day.

anw, went for the leaders thing today with charmaine. didnt actually know the reason what i was doing there. felt quite weird, was the only sec 2. =/

oh wells. wanted to go out with bestfriend but she has to do her project and 3 has to go for tuition, so i went out with 4 instead.

came back a little too late, met my tution teacher downstairs? was really very tired cause of all the tests so i had my tuition to end a little earlier, that's why im here! =D

i actually gave myself FOUR days to make a decision. and now there's 3 till saturday night. im kinda scared. or rather. im REALLY scared. how?

i've been waiting since forever. my peterpan isn't going to come. is he? im getting impatient. -frowns.

it's amazing how you can see right through my heart.
the connection that we share,
unbelievable.

let me make the right decision, please?

selfish thinking - i dont want to get hurt.

how?

Sunday, August 13
9:41 PM
oh yes, im blogging at last.

shall reply the tags first! (:

alynna: thanks. (: and i'll see you people dancing again really soon?
ella: yes i love this song too!! and yes i heard hanging by a momment! =D
my eyes are brown: ??? who are you?
cs: yes im updating already, and it's over. im a happy kid now. (:
grace: NO MORE KORGIE. ): and yes i had ALOT of fun! (:
josh: yes yes, i like that song. (:
ahmad: nah, forget it.
wy: yesyes, old people.
fellow penguin: there's dance tmrw! (: and penguin's shall dance again!
3: THAT'S BAD. dance tmrw! =D

felt as if i drifted from many many people.
but it's all alright now! (:

to BEST FRIEND:
everything's over, and things will still be the same. (:

dance tmrw. will see all the dancer's again! i feel so far away for my SIR. ): shall talk to her alot alot. and penguin too! =D

i realised i dont really know how to blog nowadays, i feel like there's no need to say much about anything. =/ i think i must have gotten some weird online disease.

shall blog lyrics. (:

Friday, August 11
12:01 AM
YOU AND ME

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive

Thursday, August 10
11:26 PM
fck.

i screwed up everything.

please dont go away.
I WILL.
i'd rather leave first.
i dont want to see you go.
it'll hurt too much.

10:58 PM
im trying very hard already.

please understand?

i dont know what to say now.

im really lost.

peterpan is taking a really long time to appear.

HURRY.

or i'll die even before i reach neverland.

10:13 PM
i noticed that i've been blogging only when im unhappy these few days.

dont worry people, im happy. (:

it's just sometimes.

replies to tags! =D

josh: haha yesyes. i look like a lil boy! =/
cs: oh no, watch what?
3: I AM TOO! (:
stitch: thanks for cheering for me!! though i didnt hear it, but at least you people did! (:
yamm: i've decided to not remember that day already! ahahah. cant wait for tmrw!
wy: haha they didnt watch us dance, they danced with us. (:
queen: im ok, really. just that i only blog about sad stuff. (: and im VERY full now.
4: haha! then im lil boy no more too! =D
huixin: HELLO! (: haha thanks! i told grace to say hello to you the other day!
rose: WHO ARE YOU. gosh i still dont know. =/

i've got so many things to tell you, yet i dont know where to start.
wo men yi hou hui bian zen yang.

Wednesday, August 9
12:06 AM
really late now.

SO many things have happened, it felt like as if i MIA'ed for a really long time.

drifted from alot of people. =/

well, shall just reply tags for now. (:

5monthslater: oh well. im replying this tag like so many days late. im fine now. (:
cy: YESYES. freaky person! dont really like him. =/
huiyi: EH. i think i remember you telling me about him actually. did you?
mel: yes im fine! thanks! <3 though we were really moody that day. sorry yea?
ahmad: saw you today. (: fireworks were nice right!
wy: haha yes. i'll smile and smile and SMILE non stop!
josh: haha hello. saw you today. (:
3: IM SORRY. i didnt mean to be upset really. im always the only one crying ok! dont like. =/ really enjoyed today with you. =D
wp: i guess so? send it over to me!! ((:
****: waiteng says that you're from CHS and you know cs and wp. do you? cause i dont seem to know you. =/
4;: hahaha. =D really like going out with your. like alot alot.
layeng: EEYUR LAH. i thought it was super embarrasing, i wanted to dig a hole and rot inside. ):
alynna: nononono. =/ i had weird expressions i know. i was trying very hard to hide my emotions actually. i was going to die. die of public humiliation!
jerine:yes the elderly were cute. (:
stoopid boy: nonononoono.

WAIT.

make myself clear first.

TODAY, IS THE DAY THAT I FELT THE MOST. eeyur feeling. the dance was so. so. so. OLD FOLKS. -slaps forehead.

i've decided not to talk about such things anymore. UNGLAM.

and im lil boy today. anyone jealous? x) but im like lil boy with ponytail. HAHA.
3's MACHO MAN. i dont know why. she just wants to be.
and 4's lil GIRL. weird weird weird.

Friday, August 4
11:24 PM
I HATE THIS. I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE THIS.

wth did you take me for.

to think i cared,

i cared so much about you.

that's enough.

that's enough for today.

it's time for me to rest.

10:09 PM
ohwells.

im not in a blogging mood actually, but ALOT of things happened during the past two days and i kind of dont know where to start with.

ms chng left today. hope she likes the card, though i thought that it was filled with nothing but rubbish. dont think she'll remember me though. i shall remember her. (:

I SAW STEVEN LIM. you know. that disgusting guy who stripped on singapore idol. he's super ego, he said things like he's the cutest guy in singapore. and i was very very freaked out when he came over to us you know. i dont like. ): and he wanted to trim eyebrows?! i thought MR M acted super calm. so i left MR M to deal with him. x) i was super mean. BUT I AM VERY SCARED OF HIM. you should hear how fast he speaks.

i think joyce tan mei mei is weird? she took wugui's pyigg and haigui away today in class, along with dozens of geog textbook. i cant wait to see what she'll say when she sees the report we wrote. you think she'll see it? i kinda really want to see jeanette and her quarrel though. she looks like she's scared of jeanette. x) seriously i havent seen 2p so united and rebelious before. it was that bad everyone had to stay back and i know i saw ouyang outside our class. i was super angry when mdm goh was like siding her so i just stood up and got her out of the class. i mean, by saying we had a geog test, though throughout the whole thing i kept thinking about the incident. forget about her. cant wait for monday. (:

napfa is killing me. muscle aches everywhere. i thought that super painful knock on the head with sharlene was very bad, it affected my sit ups alot. i did a freaking 46. yuck. ): im very upset about it you know. although it's A but i thought i could do better than sitting down there and being blur cause my head really did hurt alot. it knocked out all the happiness i had that day.

i dont really know why but during home econs everything went wrong and i was really going to cry after that. luckily MR M was there. and R too. it made me feel better. alot better. (: so i didnt cry afterall.

(actually im trying hard to recall what has happened.)

i dont want to.

oh well. the end. cant be bothered to think so hard. brain cells are dying.

do you know that you're really impt to me?
i do hope so.
past few days have been great,
was it for you?
i'll never regret this,
though i know i'd be upset in the end.
but at least i've much happy memories.
you know how i feel about you,
do you?
(:

Wednesday, August 2
10:00 PM
LOADS of things to say today.

FIRSTLY. is the irritating guy at the talk today. 2m and 2p people should know!

well, or rather it's just the few of us?

i like the netballers and vballers alot. they're SUPER funny! made friends with them today as our class had a combined talk. (:

AND PLEASE LET ME TELL YOU HOW IRRITATING THAT GUY CAN GET ALRIGHT.

maybe we were that noisy, but he was VERY irritating! he just went like. "oh i know that group at the back there are talking about guys right?" somehow that made us REALLY angry. he kept picking on us alright! talking about him kills me cells. it's making me angry again.

oh and i like the 2m clap thing. super funny! (:

and something really GREAT happened today. i finished my 1 week and 3 days overdue banyuji and my yingyongwen too!! random someone was like making me finish it? =/

oh and thanks to shernice, she was the only one around me. the class was rather empty. didnt go out with fellow partner in crime, mok mok and tiffany today. =/

but at least i finished doing my homework.

went with random someone and talked alot. HAHA. enjoyed it alot alot.

oh well..

and now im in waiteng's house. (:

that explains it all?

Tuesday, August 1
10:48 PM

someone says that my posts are emo!

so i shall hereby prove to everyone that i am not upset!!

IM REALLY HAPPY. =D

oh well. i know this isnt very convincing, but i mean it!

i really am happy alright! show you a great big smile.

ok that was kinda random. waiteng drew that like years ago and it's supposed to look like me? =/

that someone shall not be named. x) you know who you are!

9:55 PM
WHEEE.

i dont really know what's with my actually. i've been really weird today!!

well, today's lessons were actually THAT boring that me and merilyn went round the sec 2 level between every period and camped in the toilet for i dont know how long! and during chinese we just left our work there and went outside to talk. i like that place. (: there's aircon! and after that was english, we just grabbed our worksheets, and of course LARGE haigui to the study table and copied. x)

cant imagine school without her. =/

anw, went out with 2 REALLY important people today again!! (: like them alot alot.

i thought i would be the one to sleep, but i studied the most alright! im such a good little girl! (: and i think i seriously went mad and started to imagine ALOT of things and i couldnt stop laughing! and those two mean people wanted to ignore me. HMPH. hahahaha. and i liked playing the palace game!

like them alot alot =D

then 3 had to leave already, so me and 4 were left alone. was that the start of emo talks?? haha. not really actually.

anw, can i say i really hate 156? i hope they have a road block next time and a movie screen will just pop out there! (: and we'll really have loads of fun.

kinda wanted to pon school, but since merilyn and 4's going, i shall go too. =/

I WILL LIVE PASS TMRW.

i just don't have the courage to say them all out.
HELP.


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