HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIMING! =D

yayy i'm quite happy now cause i FULLY understand graphs now. i think my tutor is SO much more effective than mr khoo! i mean like. he took 2periods to get us to understand graphs with his stupid programme (he called it!) and in the end we all didn't get it.

but anw YAYYY. i'm starting to like maths cause it's always happier when you understand.

AND. i'll hand in zuowen tmrw after school and i'm lugging my english-chinese dictionary to school so that i can write a VERY nice zuowen. then again, i've to say that the topic sucks. i hate to write about CNY cause haven't we been writing that since primary school?

sighsigh. can't the give us more interesting topics? like i'd rather write. ok anything but festivals. =/

can't wait for chem tomorrow. although i only TRUELY listen to her lessons randomly, i think she's very cute and i like her alot! (: she's super OK with everything like if sweets can wake the class up she says its ok. and we can be very friendly with her and ask her funny funny questions and she will answer us that kind. (:

and so i like her and so i like chem and so i'll still die for chem test no matter what.

haha i'll try to study luh. though low confidence.

don't feel like going to school nowadays. don't feel like explaining why either cause there's no particular reason. haha randomness.

i really didn't want tuition at first cause bestfriend was here and we were talking alot. and not really gossiping. we're quite intellectual these days, we talk about news and current affairs, and share our thoughts and reflections on the article.

haha! i'm serious though, we're really reading newspapers.

went to the library after celebrating qi's bday and borrowed more books! after i finished reading my other books i realise there's nothing interesting anymore. but i found them already!

i'm going to read tonnes of chinese books to improve on my chinese ok! and anw wulaoshi said that my chinese the shui ping man gao de, and i should go for the 1mth china trip.

ehhh i don't want to go though. it's SO long seriously! and 1whole month of chinese is enough to kill me. imagine speaking it every single day and what's more i'll have so much difficulties expressing myself that i might go consider learning sign language from weixian. ok hannah.

i'd better hurry go bathe and sleep already! cause i've decided to wake up to a fresh new start and day and everything tomorrow. (:

tomorrow shall be a great day!

(that sounded like bestfriend. haha! no luh nothing happen to me also.)


YAYY YAYY!

GraceNgS. keeping the fire in me.. -kw, you'll never fail to make me smile (: - looking for SHENG LING said:
hello!!!!!!

kw(: said:
GRACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

GraceNgS. keeping the fire in me.. -kw, you'll never fail to make me smile (: - looking for SHENG LING says:
haha!

GraceNgS. keeping the fire in me.. -kw, you'll never fail to make me smile (: - looking for SHENG LING says:
thanks for the lollipop and the note (:

kw(: says:
OMG I LOVE YOUR NICK!! (:

kw(: says:
YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!



haha can't help it luh. someone just loves me a little too much. (:

TO: ALL THE CEDARIANS THAT ARE DOWN WITH GASTRIC FLU

GET WELL SOON! (:

it's quite sad to see so many people sick! ): basketballers, dancers, classmates, everyone.
planned to get it from merilyn by eating her porridge today but guess i'm quite lucky. i'm still up and about with no signs of stomach flu. (:

which means i'll be going to school tomorrow feeling healthy! (: haha i was trying to get myself sick cause they said that ms nair said that everyone who has gastric flu are supposed to go back home.

but i'm quite happy i didn't get it. they're like so poor thing. AND. if i went home today i would have missed out on SO many fun fun things! (:

ss test was screwed up. i'm quite dead. i only wrote like. 2 paras for my second question? sighsigh.

lessons passed really quickly today and it was quite fun (:

jogging was ok, just that during recess we got scolded by ms poon and we had to run extra 2 rounds. ):

BUT IT'S OK! (: everyone lets all make sure that we don't drop anymore equipment ok? and don't get upset by each other too! haha must have camaraderie. =D (see i did my research and found out the CORRECT spelling! )

then the other lessons passed quickly too!

tm2 didn't come today, and we had alot of fun during free period! we all used peishi's rubberband to tie all our fringes up and walked all the way to 3S toilet. SUPER FUNNY!

and when mr khoo came in he got a shock to see 3P with weird hair. (:

haha i'm starting to like 3P alot. well not that i didn't before. (:

we'll see what other retarded stuff they can come out with!

oh and i remember laughing very hard at chantel (it's CHAN-TELL)cause her hair was SUPER funny! her bangs were in a weird shape when she took her rubberband out. and caroline's hair looked like coconut tree! and charlotte tied many many funny ponytails all around her head.

=D

dance was fun! (:

went late with nura cause we had meeting with ms poon and i think the butt dance is VERY weird. =/

dance explosion coming up! kinda afraid that it'll affect SYF, so i'd better go talk to ms chua about it first. (:

but i still want friday to come quickly! and i'll make sure that dancers don't bully me anymore. ALL OF YOU SUPER MEAN TO ME! ):

went cafe cartel with my mum and now we're both bloated like i don't know what.

lesson learnt: don't drink their thingy cause it will never be as good as coffee bean's vanilla. and don't let your friends influence you! drink it whenever you want to. (:

HAHA!

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY JOSHUA! (:

i guess things are fine between all of us now?

AND,

THANKS TO YOGABOY! (:
for helping me in my ss. at least i know what is actually going on now. though i still think i'll flunk tomorrow's ss test, i guess it won't be THAT bad.

see what stress has done to me:

death said ; SICK ): says:

haha i got a few more moffats song

death said ; SICK ): says:

quite nice

death said ; SICK ): says:

if you want la

death said ; SICK ): says:

i eat then i send you

kw(: says:

you eat then send me?

kw(: says:

WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!

death said ; SICK ): says:

I EAT THEN I SEND YOU THE SONG LAR

death said ; SICK ): says:

pangsai

kw(: says:

ORH!

kw(: says:

haha i thought you meant that you eat up the song then send it to me

kw(: says:

I'M NOT FUNCTIONING PROPERLY NOW!!!

damn it.

don't make me scream at you. i'm trying my best to control my temper already.

you know what, there are cute children singing TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE START downstairs. (:

ok i'm much happier already.

sighsigh, if only we could turn back time, where we spend our Sunday afternoons at the playground downstairs, thinking that the slide is the greatest invention ever.

it seems like there's a thousand and one things that i want to say- both happy and sad.

then again i don't know where do i start.

ss test is tomorrow, yet i don't know what to study, and i've no motivation to study too.

sighsigh.

i don't want tests at all. ):

past results that i got for ss is like crap. cause i don't know what exactly are links, until the lesson on friday. and tomorrow is the test already!

byj was supposed to be handed in ages ago too. ):

oh no. this is bad. someone give me the determination to get everything back order please?
kinda need it pretty badly.

ohyes. my room is "new" again. the com is in the room and the position of the bed is changed too. (:

before i start typing more and more random stuff, i shall be off.

shall blog when i've finally decided what to talk about.

give me back the feeling that i once felt, before i start to give you up.

The Kung Fu Girls - Thinking Of You

I'm thinking of you tonight
if this is wrong then I don't know what's right
your thinking of me
I'm thinking of you
you're driving me crazy with these things you do

if you only knew
I'm thinking of you

you're always on my mind
a love like ours is hard to find
I'll always be with you
it's true
I'm thinking of you

the way that you smile and sing
kills all my pain and all the suffering
words cannot describe the way you make me feel
you make my life real

if you only knew
I'm thinking of you

you're always on my mind
a love like ours is hard to find
I'll always be with you
it's true
I'm thinking of you

if you only knew the way you changed my life
its so much better
if you only knew the way I feel inside when we're together

if you only knew,
I'm thinking of you

you're always on my mind
a love like ours is hard to find
I'll always be with you
it's true
I'm thinking of you

you're always on my mind
a love like ours is hard to find
I'll always be with you
it's true
I'm thinking of you

S Club &- Someday Someway

Some-someday,some-someway,
I'll understand.

I cant stand to see you sad,
I can't bear to hear you cry,
You can't tell me what you mean.
All I can do is wonder why

Someday, someway (with some need to cry)
Someday, someway, ('coz I wonder why)
Someday, someway, maybe I'll understand you!

After all you've done for me,
All I really want to do,
Is take the love you brought my way,
And give it all right back to you.

Someday, someway (with some need to cry)
Someday, someway, ('coz I wonder why)
Someday, someway, maybe you'll understand me!

You've taken it away from me,
I 've taken it away from you,
I love you and out of all I'm true

After all you've done for me,
All I really want to do,
Is take the love you brought my way,
And give it all right back to you.

Someday, someway (with some need to cry)
Someday, someway, ('coz I wonder why)
Someday, someway, maybe I'll understand you!

You've taken it away from me,
I 've taken it away from you,
I love you and out of all I'm true

I cant stand to see you sad,
I can't bear to hear you cry,
You can't tell me what you mean.
All I can do is wonder why

After all you've done for me,
All I really want to do,
Is take the love you brought my way,
And give it all right back to you.

Someday, someway (with some need to cry)
Someday, someway, ('coz I wonder why)
Someday, someway, maybe I'll understand you!

S Club & - Never Had A Dream Come True

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though i pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one i think about each day
And i know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
Oh this i know but still i can't find ways to let you go


I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though i pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one i think about each day
And i know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one i know i'll never forget
There's no use looking back wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how i try and try i just can't say goodbye
No no no no


I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though i pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one i think about each day
And i know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you

and at last i'm not really in a mad rush anymore and i've to time to happily blog about things that i haven't blogged for the past few days.

i shall talk about today first!

i thought that lessons were REALLY enjoyable today! esp CHEM lesson! gosh i swear chantel is SUPER funny! i caught her doing some FUNNY dance on her chair and me and haoyee laughed so hard! so hard i teared! (:

and because of dionne, the whole class is in the xxxzzzz thing now!

AND THAT INCLUDES MR KHOO, WHO TAUGHT US IN THE XXXXXXZZZZZ ENGLISH TODAY.

and apparently they enjoyed torturing me with that language.

AND JOEY ALSO!

so we had mAtHz LeSsOn ToDay LiKe ThAt WorX.

i can't believe mr khoo.

oh and i think this phrase is quite funny: ouchy ouchy pain pain worx.

get dionne to say it out loud. (:

haha and i kinda like mrs kwek alot alot. i think ALL mrs kwek's are nice! (: she's super interesting and she makes chem interesting!

F&N was ok, and the food is quite nice. i was the fastest to finish cooking today! (: and my pancakes are FLAT AND NICE ok! which is good good good!

but was in a mad rush cause ms chua wanted to speak to us and i was thinking maybe i could finish washing all the stuffs before going but mschua rushed me to hurry go. and so i left joey there, AGAIN. ):

joey i feel damn mean. i'm so sorry. =/

i'll make it a point to wash everything the next lesson!

and was rushing like crazy when i met dancers at the IT portal there and stuffed my food and apron to someone- i couldn't remember who, and ran all the way back to class to pack my stuff, and then when i reached the class i suddenly realised that i left my pencil case and wksht in F&N lab! ):

and so i grabbed my bag and rushed all the way down again, TO REALISE I LEFT MY LEOTARD UPSTAIRS! ):

i was super stressed and upset and i don't know what and i went to AS1 first and when i was going to rush back to get it again huiyi made me look for sec3 dancers who wasn't there.

i swear i was going to cry soon. ok it was just the rush and the stress and everything that wasn't going right.

but then i got nice nice serena and libing to look for them cause they were going to look for other sec2s also. (: YAY.

and then i came back down hot and flushed and tired and the best thing is, i still had to dance. (:

but things got A LITTLE BETTER cause at the start of dance it was quite enjoyable. and i saw merilyn charlotte and joey too! (:

but then again, laoshi was in a VERRRRRY bad mood today and she kept scolding us! ): and she was so fierce for once and she said something like she don't want to choreograph already and want to go back now or something like that. =/

and i can't stand us always discussing the steps after she teach us.

sighsigh. she's really in a bad mood today.

HOWHOW. seems like our SYF won't get gold, i mean that's what we feel luhhh.

then again, with time and hardwork, WE CAN DO IT! (:

i MUSTMUSTMUST remember what laoshi said today and change! (:

oh no i'm getting tired.

byebye(:

my final post before i get my long-awaited sleep.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SIGNIFICANT. (:

oh yes! i must blog about today's match!

i know i'm like having yet another mad rush but whatever, i'm ALWAYS in a mad rush nowadays.

and so we rushed off to CCAB after school today. i swear i was dying during the talk! i hated it. maybe it's becaues i was too tired to concentrate.

and the taxi that yizhen flagged was supposed to wait for us! we ran all the way from our class to foyer like super unglamly and when we reached there the cab just left without us! ):

and we ended up walking out CP to take a cab. =/

reached there and went upstairs to stick the board that they made together!
everyone! i must say that i helped to taped it ok! i know it's little but i did! haha!

and yep. i thought the board that they made was really nice. (:

and the match was SO interesting! it's like scary and you'll randomly gasp when something happens.

BUTBUT

the sad part is that i was super confused there! i really wanted to cheer but i completely didn't understand what the person was doing and what who foul who and whatever that is going on. and i find myself clapping and the wrong time cause i can't get everything right!

and they were super violent. ESP when they're snatching the ball from each other.

MEL YOU'RE SO AGRESSIVE. i never knew. haha!!

but it was exciting! and i made random observations.

like how scared i am of number 12 cause she looked super fierce after the match.

it's like EVERYONE (including cedar) looked so dejected and all and we had to walk past queensway(or was it queenstown?!) to go back. and mer said that she thinks that they would gladly murder all cedarians.

and when i walked past 12 was like sitting with her legs stretched out and HALFWAY when we were walking through their coach started talking then we were like caught in the middle!

i didn't like that feeling at all. i bet they all hated us. =/

THEN AGAIN. CEDAR WON WHAT. (:

yayyyy.

you all must jiayou for ALL the matches ok!

and promised! i'll be there on FRIDAY! (:

and we went to see netball after that! i kinda miss netball. shall hurry hurry go back kcp to train the new netball team! (:

oh yes. mer never knew that netball was so gentle. too much of violence already!

was saying that maybe i should go netball in JC. then again, i want to dance. =/

i'll think about it then.

and bestfriend wants to go VJ. so farrrrrr.

oh no.

korwoong's the busiest person on Earth now.

sad sad sad.

i don't get why i'm still here blogging when i've SO much to do, but i need to blog before i scream too much inside my head and all my organs start bursting or whatever.

ok thank EVERYONE for caring again, cause it's no longer juts 2. (:

and you know what, can you people please pray for me that it'll rain tomorrow! i guess morning reflections at classroom block will be much better. ):

sigh sigh.

FREAKING STRESSED.

i need better time management seriously. ):

but anw, i'm fine already. thanks to those who cared! (:

ok actually only 2, but still. =D


time to make myself happy. (or more like getting into mad rush again.)

BYE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHMAD! =D

and so today we celebrated ahmad's birthday! i reached home SUPER early. at like 2.02pm. i can clearly remember that. (:

prepared all the stuff that's needed and went off to meet camwhore bestfriend and my supposedly BROTHER. haha! and went off to opposite kcp.

as usual, had our normal MAD RUSH before birthdays and stuffed stupid balloons again. the other time was letters and now it was kisses! (:

and i swear the balloons were damn ugly. BUT, IT'S THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS! haha!

ahmad you HAVE to like the song that we all composed for you ok! it's like nice! and the cookies, where we all had a hard time baking them on Sunday night! we all sacrificed alot for you alright! (:

i shall blog the lyrics that we composed! have been wanting to do that since Sunday night but couldn't cause we all had to make it seem as if no one's celebrating his birthday with him. (:

TITLE-LESS SONG.
by waiteng, weiping and korwoong.

Cause someday all of us will have to grow up

And we might just lose our simple and happy faces

But why, why, why, why

Why do we have to be afraid

When all we have to do is stick and stay together

And all we say

Is that we’ll be there for you forever

And ever, and ever

For you, forever

Cause someday all of us will have to grow up

And we’ll have to leave our childhood dreams behind us

And why, why, why, why

Why does it have to end right here

[chorus]

Cause someday all of us will have to grow up

And our Peter Pan just don’t belong here right beside us

And why, why, why

Why do our heroes have to be left behind

Now all we have to do is keep our hearts together

With all our dreams

We’ll make a happy future

For you and me

Our friendship just gets stronger

And you’re fifteen

We’ll love you till forever

We love you

haha yayy. i hope you liked the song. i think when EVERYONE sang the song together it was really really nice. and the peterpan part didn't quite fit but whatever, it's still nice. right? =D

and so we left for J8 for dinner and i met alot of people! like jialing they all and beishan! (:

sorry guys i have to leave early for my math tuition! wanted to skip but but i promised myself NO MATTER WHAT i'll still attend this lesson cause MATH TUITION IS IMPORTANT! (:

yea man i'm being such a GOOD girl nowadays, so you all better shut up alright! (:

and another birthday is coming up! oh my January is such a birthday month!!

a year has passed,
yet i still can't get over the fact that you're already gone.
tell me, how do i even forget you?
not that i want to..



MERILYN GET WELL SOON ALRIGHT?! ):

TAG REPLIES

yj:
haha now we're both online so that's good. (:

grace the NOT-SO-GENEROUS:
you anyhow ok! today you scared me luh. SHOUT SO LOUD! ): haha! you refresh the page so many times for what! LOL. i don't care. people read my blog. haha! and STOP kiddy korwong-ing me ok! before i snatch your chicken rice away from you! =D haha can't wait to see you in school again! (: and everyone thinks you're hyper btw!

nette:
haha you anyhow luh! must enjoy OAC ok!? =D and you should stop trying to imitate cartoon characters!

wp:
haha nothing's on my troubled mind! ming tian jian worxx.

hongsheng:
haha hello! (:

MADDY melissa:
SHUTUP LUH. ): omg all of you damn mean luh. every recess i go down and you all start to say me. ): it was just an innocent whine! i didn't FORCE grace to exchange with me! THEN AGAIN, that bowl was really unappetising. =/ but grace said she didn't mind what! ):

celesta:
haha yesyes! i like both of them alot! (: haha for some instructor stuff! super early! and anw, come back soon ok? and you can see our SYF dance! neo they all came back already! =D

YAYYYY.

today's a fairly fun day. or maybe a really fun day. ok no. it's not. it's just FAIRLY fun.

i don't know why but somehow today's jogging was somewhat eventful. it all started with a very funny&cute yuting who jogged past us and wanted to whack my butt but ended up hitting dionne! and she was super shocked cause she didn't know who yuting was! =D haha it was quite funny.

during recess time we heard some REALLY shocking news.. =/

on the way back me and jeanette tried to imitate all the characters of spongebob square pants and she did something SUPER embarrassing! she tried to imitate and some really really weird sound came out instead! HAHA! (: malu luhhhh jeanette!

for the rest of the day, 1 word: SUCKS. ):

3P was just SUPER restless! like everyone in class! all of us were like falling asleep and that's BAAAAAAAAAD. mdm faridah's lesson was bad cause the whole class kinda hates her for what she said the last time- she REALLY offended all of us. she didn't have to be so mean.

and during chem lesson it was MUCH worse cause it was all about atoms atoms and more atoms joined together. i can't even remember what we actually learned today cause the whole time i was singing my songs, drawing the shape of my hand and drawing my THOUSAND LEGGED worm on my notebook. =/

CONCENTRATE MORE!

F&N was quite alright though. cause nice nice mschua allowed us to do whatever we want for the next half of the lesson! and so instead of lectures, i slept. (: YAY. kinda caught up on A LITTLE TINY WEENY bit of sleep before going for bio lesson. the whole world was going home and there we are, going for bio practical! ):

and dance dance dance!!

was SUPER tired by the time i got there, and laoshi choregraphed alot for our group today! and everyone agrees that the new dance is nice! =D

we all must improve ok! and tell ourselves that GOLD is achieve-able! =D

went home with chewy today! and i took a bus for the SECOND time since school started. =/

i'd better start saving up all my cab fare and take more buses!!

wo hen qi dai ming tian! =DDD

S Club 7 - Have You Ever

Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Can't you see, (ohhh) that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, (I should know) cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go

OK.

so mel mer and line just left my house, and we were doing SUPER stupid stuff!! haha! (:

then again, i'm too tired to blog, so go check out their blog for pictures!!

sleeps.

i'm so tired now i'm going to die.

dance was quite horrible, but fun at the same time. had more choreography today and it's kinda fun! (: but then again, was super tiring.

laoshi's favourite phrase:

zai lai.
zai lai.
zai lai.
zai lai.
zai lai.

i swear i hate this phrase luh. ):

i badly need a break cause i needed water and i was SUPER tired and i really needed a rest.

and now i've bruises on my feet and it hurts alot, and my back is SOOOOOOOOOO tired. ):

tonnes of homework to do, but i've decided already. i'll wake up early tomorrow and do it before going to school! and i've counted. 9hours of sleep will be enough to replenish my energy! =D

then again, in 2weeks time we all have to reach school by 630. ):

my BEAUTY SLEEP! i normally wake at like 615! ):

but then again if i sleep early, then it'll be ok already.

ok really tired.

byebye(:

i'm thinking so much that i'm giving myself unnecessary pressure.

but i'm fine now so it's ok. (:

school's fun. i like to go to school. cause there are nice nice people. =D

dance auditions were like OK. but some sec ones are like A.P. and melo and eileen were like fierce fierce! so scary ok! haha! can't believe that they can get so fierce.

i'm currently having random thoughts in my mind now and i can't concentrate. i'd better stop blogging.

byebye.

kw you must stop thinking so much! (:

congrats to all who made it to be instructor! =D

ok you know what. i'm sad. i'm in a MAD RUSH now! i'm currently printing all the photos that we're supposed to bring tomorrow (though i highly think i'm the only idiot printing) and i just finished math tuition which killed most of my brain cells, and i've to rush my math homework which was handed up when i was absent, and many MANY things! ):

ok rush rush!

ok i think the dance is like cool(:

i mean the last one where the four of them danced together =D

I'm waiting
For the perfect time to call you back
Cause i remember saying
Don't wanna know the truth can't handle that

And i try to ( and i try to )
Just forget you ( just forget you )
But i don't know how
If only I knew

It's written all over your face
Such a painful thing to waste
Tell me now where do we go
Now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
Where's the world that doesn't care
Maybe i could meet you there

Yeah

I'm sorry
If i slagged you down i meant no harm
When i heard the stories
Said things i didn't mean
Should have stayed calm

But sadly
You got angry
And it breaks my heart
You're so mad at me

It's written all over your face
Such a painful thing to waste
Tell me now where do we go
Now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
Where's the world that doesn't care
Maybe i could meet you there

Maybe i could meet you there
Maybe i could meet you there

It's written all over your face
Such a painful thing to waste
Tell me now where do we go
Now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
Where's the world that doesn't care
Maybe i could meet you there

Maybe i could meet you there
Maybe i should meet you there

i've got a very strong urge to blog lyrics (:

anw i'm really happy to see ex-dancers today! (: YAYYY. wonder when's the next time i'm going to see them again.

i'll remember them when i flip to the page with all their eyecandies doodled there for memory! (:

i'm tired like i don't know what now. like yawning and yawning and feeling tired and all that. ):

-sleeps. i'll sleep soon.

but bestfriend is coming soon to teach me math. TIRED. i don't feel like doing anymore. =/

ok sleep soon. byebye.

TAG REPLIES

yj:
haha i am already! i mean nowadays! you're the one who's not online. (: and i'm not dying anymore! ate my medicine! (:

celesta:
yep i am! joyce tan! ): i don't know why it's her but i like mrs woo and ms chua like alot alot! (:

jedidahtan:
haha ok i got your name right already! anw is your books like wet too! we're all super upset! ): i'll see it tomorrow..

bin:
haha maybe? you can shout here then(:

dionne:
the past few dance rehersals were BAAAAD. ok stop pyiig and iidiiiotiiii me already ok. i'm going to pounce on you again if you say that to me! and look at your name! (: just as you wanted(: haha!

huiyi:
haha thanks alot! (:

haoyee:
i hope my books are fine!! ): and thanks for updating me about class stuff! shall see you tmrw! (: and i'm fine already. thanks!! sweet sweet 1/2 table partner!

wy:
yep it is(:

cs:
haha okayyy.

cherise:
ok link you ASAP(:

the bballers:
DONE LUH! (: and spas head sounds so weird! ):

crys:
YAYYY! haha! (: see you around in school!

carrot:
YAY CARROT! bet you missed me! i'll water you tomorrow!! (:

jul:
haha!! then i'll remind myself not to ask you that! and i'm eating! you take care of your lips ok! ): bad bad base here.

lorraine:
haha you can ask what. just don't start with that question! imagine if no one asks me anything. i'll be sad sad sad.

leoku's:
sigh i'll see tmrw. ):

ok i just got a shock cause i logged into friendster and saw testimonials that isn't mine. camwhore you didn't log out luhh.

anw i've deleted that ugly tag(:

so therefore my tagboard's pure and innocent? haha!

ohwells just came back from a really fun dinner with my mum and queen. YAYY.

shall start blogging from the day!

went for ballet and i thought today was pretty tough. oh yes and advance looks kinda scary. the senior girls spent like half an hour learning one exercise. =/ scary....

ok anw, met up with bestfriend ahmad and camwhore after ballet. nothing much luh. just went around and didn't study! cause i forgot to bring my textbook along. ):

so went for dinner at paradiz centre today. never been there before but it's somewhere in town. ate at this hokkaido called JU JU. it's NICEEEEEEEEEEE AND FUNNNNNN!

it's like hot pot, and you order a main course and cook stuff there. but it's like HUGE. my mum ordered seafood and it came with all the seafood on this wooden ship thingy. i've photos! can upload them soon. (:

enjoyed dinner though we all are like full to the max already. took quite a few photos also. (:

and when we were going back queen drove! i think it's quite cool! though it's like scary cause. you know. and throughout the ride my legs have this stupid tingling feeling, those that you get when you're like scared.

oh but it's only in the mulitstory carpark that we're in until past the barrier.

crapped alot on the way home and our topics were like EW that kind! like talk about. -AHEM. holes. and my bro suggested DOG luh.

ok sorry i don't know how our topic got there. ok i think it was because of the gossips of maids and employers and something like that..

but anw, talked about super embarrassing stuff that happened to me! like the few times when i couldn't brake my bike and slammed into trees, and coming out with mud all over or ant bites cause i crashed into the tree and the ants fell off. ): i was crying like mad ok!

and others but NO, i've my image and i'm not going to spoil it. -hides face. ):

ohwells. quite fun luh. but then again, all my homework, and the stuff that i missed on friday.

kinda hate missing lessons cause you'll then have twice of what others have to do. what's more i don't have a weekend to complete them!

-sighsigh.

then again, DANCE AUDITS TOMORROW!! happy happy me! =D

ohno poor eileen can't go. ):

and there's morning reflections soon!!

why don't i like the idea of speaking in front of the schooooooool? but like as if anyone will listen to those boring stuff so it's ok. (:

i'm feeling random. byebye!

gosh i realise that alot of people have been asking me the same question these few days:

can i ask you something?

i think it's scary.

YAYYY.

must thank all those people who cared for me! (: lalalala. people always make me feel so loved! haha!

anw, i'm wearing a yellow shirt for dance. ohno. i very much rather wear red or orange but whatever. since the teachers are so ___ about our costume and it's like gross already so anything will do luh. (:

actually what's wrong with our countdown one? we're ok with wearing black racer inside already know. -sigh.

ok i've a random hateness for you so don't talk to me ok? (: thankyou!

omg i'm even sadder.

i heard from haoyee that someone messed up our stuff in class and books and files got wet. ):

my poor math files..

and irdayu and aisha told me yesterday that my chem text and fnn wksht is soaked cause the shifted the table out. ): but they didn't mean it, so it's ok la. (:

but i don't like my stuff being wet. -sigh.

i'm bored. ):

i bloghopped and friendster-ed and i'm still bored. and i don't like bloghopping and friendstering cause i see things that i don't like to see. and i can't help my raise my eyebrows at certain people and pictures and posts.

it's wayyyy past the time that i'm supposed to take my medicine, and i can feel my fever coming back already. my head is like even heavier than before.

someone chase the fever away!! and i'm having aches everywhere!!

wanted bestfriend to come over but she's already on her way home. -cries.

how do i survive tomorrow!!! ):

and there were supposed to have jamming tomorrow-i don't know if it's still on, but my mummy says that she'll call a cab to pick me from school right after my performance and i'm supposed come home to sleep.

i'm upset.

HELLO PEOPLE! (:

yay yay YAY. i'm much much better now!!

was kinda dying today morning and i very much rather die when i went to the doctor's in the morning. but i'm fine now! (:

ate ALOT of disgusting medicine and went to sleep.

but when i woke up i felt much much better. which is GOOOOOOOOOOOOD. =D

and so i spent the rest of the day gossiping with dona and we baked coooookies! and now i'm waiting for her to buy some ingredients for dinner and for the teriyaki chicken wings to be baked! i'm happy happy now.

and queen said that cookies are nice. (:

but then again we threw away one WHOLE batch of cookies cause we left it at the bottom of the oven which we realised is a big mistake cause it's too hot over there. and like within 10 mins it was burnt. ):

but well, the rest of it is nice!

i shall blog about yesterday, since i've time to kill. (:

the day was bad. like bad bad BAD. cause we had pe, and we had to do stuffs even though it was raining. and suicides in the tennis court with the floor like super wet. and the whole class didn't even want to run properly.

and the inclined pullups with the floor and the bars being SUPER WET. i thought the whole thing was gross. and it was raining already.

then it was jogging, IN THE RAIN.

SEE! that's how i got sick ok. blame them for putting be through this. ):

had dance after school and i was still quite alright at the start. like i was able to dance and randomly crap with dancers though i was like super tired.

but when we were supposed to have the real rehersal in the hall i was dying already. like the fever was catching up on me and i was FREEEEEEEEEEEEZING cold and the jacket wasn't enough to keep me warm even though i was wearing both fbts and track pants.

but i made my way though the rehersal la. so it's OK. (:

had to wait SUPER long to get out of school cause it was raining and the foyer was packed. but THANK GOD that chewy's dad was able to fetch me all the way home. THANKS ALOT CHEWY! (: or else i'll probably faint on the way.

i nearly puked in her car. but i guess it was because i didn't eat alot so there wasn't much for me to puke either. was feeling like crap throughout the ride and finally i reached home.

when i came into the house i immediately went to change and i didn't even have energy left to bathe and i plonked right down onto my bed and pulled all the blankets that i had over me. and at that time my temperature was only 38.8. i couldn't talk properly and i know i sounded very much like a retard. my hands were numb- i don't know why, and i couldn't take my contacts out cause i couldn't feel my eye. gosh how disgusting is that. i was like poking my eyes with my fingers cause i couldn't feel the contacts. =/

fell asleep after that and i could kinda feel myself wheezing. like theres some weird sound coming out of me when i breathe.

then dona woke me up after what seemed like years. i thought it was like the next morning already. but it was like only 10pm. and that was when my fever was 39.9 and it shocked her like mad. and i got to use to cooling thingy. the one that sticks to your forehead. my mum bought a pack for me the other time when my fever was like 40. one day i'm going to have a fever so high that it cooks my brains. =/

i guess the medicine helped cause my fever dropped to 38something and now i just have a very heavy head that's all. (: which is good!

and i hope that i'll be well enough to dance tomorrow, cause i still feel kinda weak now.

ok, back to cooking!

finally, i'm feeling a LITTLE better.

thanks to EVERYTHING that happened yesterday, i came home with a fever of 38.8 degrees.

and when i woke up later at night, my fever shot up to 39.9 degrees. for a moment i thought i was dying.

my head hurts alot. shall blog when i've more energy.

i'm bored ):

oh my oh my.

i'm so disappointed by myself!

went bloghopping and friendster-ing after a REALLY long time, and i realised that there's ALOT of people that i don't know!! ):

i don't dare to say it out cause i think it's very mean. i'd better start remembering people's faces and names! like after the school holidays i came back to school to realise i forgot alot of people already.

):

i'm a goody goody GOODY girl today! (:

school was fine(: slept quite late yesterday but amazingly i've got enough energy to get my thru the day! like i wasn't feeling VERY sleepy and all. ok maybe until TOP period in the hall.

after school me and dionne were lonely souls and we went for a "3P bonding session". YAYYY. apparently there was only the 2 of us luh.

but made more new friends today! (: so i like. haha!

anw walked out with dionne and her seniors and cabbed home, which is bad bad BAD. i don't know why but i can't stop myself! it's so tiring to take a bus home cause i'm like carrying BOTH my bio and chem textbook. ):

reached home like super early. (: goody GOOD.

was supposed to meet bestfriend they all but was super tired so i thought i could like sleep until they finish eating lunch then i meet them. but i don't know what happened to me i fell asleep and like didn't hear my phone and all.

so in the end i woke up at like 5pm. ): i'm sorry guys.

went down like SUPER sleepy and met bestfriend susu and ahmad. ended up like studying at my block downstairs. =/

then vivian and germaine came. i hope i got the spelling right. it was quite fun luh. (:


huh suddenly my day looks so boring.

but i still like it.

(:

(oh no i still can't sing and play a lonely september together! ): I CAN DO IT!)

HEY PEOPLE YOU KNOW WHAT?

i'm so happy now i don't care about anything else anymore.

i'll let FATE decide my FATE. (oh no is it like that? or destiny. OH WHATEVER)

since OAL interview is over, i shall forget all about it! and since that wrecked dance is over, i shall forget all about it! although i can't forget about julynn's lips, i'll put that behind me and make sure that i'll become a stronger and more stable base! (:

and you all can just lie to me luh. somehow i don't care already. (: cause i have a guitar as my companion!

oh my i sound like some old man with an old guitar.

i'm sitting here trying to entertain myself with this old guitar..

i'll be able to sing and play it at the same time VERY soon! and i'm supposed to play it with weiping so i'll promise to get it well by jamming on saturday and it won't be like radios in heaven ok! (:

ok i'll make saturday my motivation to get through the week!

yes say i'm good. it's not very very nice but at least i got all the chords right already ok. and that's a great improvement. (:

gosh i'm like self-praising now.

to all people online:
i'm sorry for not replying! as you can see, was busy with my guitar! (:

and again, the day ends with kw being the happiest kid on earth!

whee! i'm looking forward to tomorrow! (:

which i can bet will be a better day.

-lalala.

i'll probably smile myself to sleep.

I FINISHED LEARNING A LONELY SEPTEMBER! (:

in reply to your email..

i don't exactly know how to react to everything that's happening now. i know you might be feeling upset and maybe even angry with us, but sometimes some things just can't be changed.

and even if i'm able to accept you back, i'm not too sure about the others, and how everything will turn out to be like.

but no matter what i just want you to know that i still do cherish all the times that we had spent together in the past.

hope that you're doing ok now. good luck for the rest of the year then?

goodbye.

(this sounds so much like a goodbye letter.)

sigh sigh sigh sigh.

someone tell me how am i supposed to react to EVERYTHINGGGGG!

i kinda need the guitar BADLY.

but it's stuck in queen's room.

and i just missed spongebob square pants.

someone help me get through the remaining 3hours of the day?

sigh sigh sigh.

oh yes.

no matter how upset i am,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN(:

i saw things that i shouldn't have seen.

heard stories that i shouldn't have heard.

said things that i didn't mean to say.

did things that was against my own will.


i'm not going to try to change the way things are. cause maybe that's the best solution to everything.

just shutup, and hope that things will be OK.

and i just said that school was great yesterday.

KW'S SCREWED UP DAY.

it's really really bad. so bad that all i want to do is to stay home and camp on my bed. i'm feeling so lost that i don't know what to do now.

suddenly it seems like i can't remember all the good things that happened today- or rather, i don't feel like remembering them.

but i've to say that i really like 3PowerfulPolkadots. small class, yet we're united. right? (: i came up with the polkadots thing! and our classroom is going to be polkadotty. =D

things after school was the part that was SUPER screwed up. first it was SOMETHING(which i can't bring myself to mention anymore) and then it was storytelling. my mood was like bad enough already and i just had to bring myself to listen to all that stuff. it was quite alright, but because right after that was OAL interview i really couldn't keep myself calm.

everyone there waiting for the interview was like super nervous and everyone of them who finished the interview just came out saying that they screwed it up.

maybe then didn't but just that if all feels that way.

ok maybe it's just me that screwed it up.

so that was screwup number 2.

and for screwup number 3, when we were getting ready for rehersal at backstage, we tried wolfwall and because eileen wasn't there, julynn couldn't balance herself and she fell and bit my finger and arica's arm and her own lips.

gosh i was feeling SO SUPER guilty that i thought i was going to cry. her lower li[ was like bleeding and all.

i'm SO sorry julynn. ):

sigh.

and then i don't know why but we screwed up the dance rehersal too. i couldn't bring myself into the mood to dance cause of ALL the events that happened before that and i can't even do the simple-est steps. like i was so unstable while on my toes which is retarded. =/

sigh sigh.

and so i couldn't take it anymore and cabbed home after everything ended.





sometimes it's good to just stick to yourself and stay home and be a full time loner. (i think i'll try that out soon.)

that way, you wouldn't get to hear things that you don't want to hear, see things you don't want to see, and do things that you don't want to do.

the world's too complicated for me to handle. ):

but then again, the ONE and ONLY thing that i'm looking forward now is tomorrow. cause i'll get to see 3P people, who are nice nice NICEEE. (:

i guess they're the only ones who can give me what i want.
when you get to know people TOO well, things start to get complicated.

see, that's why i said that my boyfriend MUST be simple and sweet. (:

YAYYY.

today's a great day.

like at least i enjoyed school more more MORE. (:

we had a weird combi at recess today. it was like.

me, grace, mer, nette, mel, line.

TOGETHER WITH

jediddah, dionne and xinying (i hope i spelled it the correct way.)

but i think it was quite fun! and caroline was damn retarded with her stupid armpit shit. =/ GROSS.

and dionne's getting influenced by line and mer! and that's REALLY bad. and she's starting to talk to me in that spas way that caroline and mer always do! ):

i had TWO whole years of that. and now, another 2 years, PLUS dionne learning a new word everyday.

they're like some spas dictionary seriously.

and i think that F&N lesson was quite retarded yet it was fun too! like we learned about what. tablespoons? haha! and ms chua kept giving us trick questions and making everyone feel stupid ok! but i liked it alot. (:

then again, was dreading dance cause it was supposed to start at like 230 but it was ok cause laoshi came around 330 and i don't know. we learned new stuff and it was fun fun fun! and i'm already getting used to that cloth thingy so it's much easier to dance- somehow. like at the start i kept falling down cause i can't stand up without support from my hands.

but i'm QIANG. (:

thanks to chewy for the ride home or else i'll be like SUPER late for my tuition. and what's more she came early! ): so i was bathing halfway and she came already and had a mad rush.

was SUPER sleepy during the lesson but we gossiped alot. so it was quite ok(:

YOU KNOW WHAT. i think i'm becoming a nerd. i studied after tuition just now ok! i went through my ss notes and wrote it nicely on another piece of paper. (: whoa i'm like so proud of myself now. HAHA!

and there's LTC interview tomorrow. many different feelings and thoughts about it.

well, everything will be the way it's supposed to be. (:

and i'm going to be like busy!

today i had school, then went for dance, then immediately dance.

and then tomorrow, i have school, then after school is rehersal, then AT THE SAME TIME there's the story telling thing, and IN BETWEEN i have LTC interview.

omg i'm like busy busy. how to meet them tomorrow? ): sigh.

guys, unless we have dinner together tomorrow? but bestfriend won't be able to make it!

(oh and i just the the arena thing on television.)

ok you know what? the really good girl is off to get some rest so that she won't be too tired tomorrow!

(:

oh yes. before i forget to reply tags.

haoyee:
haha that's good! cause i've linked you already. (: shall see you in school tomorrow half table partner! (:

jediddah:
haha i think so too! (: or rather she has something against all of us! but we'll all pull through this year!! i REALLY want mrs woo to be our form teacher though! and you're the ss rep right? haha!

dionne:
haha hello full table partner! we shall go there soon!! and get all the things we want for the back of our classroom! (: you sure you'll behave? and you're getting influenced by caroline and mer! that's bad bad BAD.

ahmad:
ehhhhhh. (haha!) don't be so mean luh. i did alot also ok. (:

cs:
haha yes you owe me one BIG one. (:

boyfriend:
haha you're retarded. i copy and paste everything here already! shall see you all later! (:

anw i think i'm REALLY happy today.

i woke up after a niceeee looong goood sleep since yesterday's madness and the first thing i saw was my camera on my table.

and so i went through the whole memory stick and saw all the funny funny photos which brings back all the memories.

and that also means that it's time for me to upload my pictures cause it's like from the time that me kiat belle susu bestfriend, to dance chalet, to sentosa i think and to yesterday's party.

which is bad! my memory stick's bursting.

ok went through all the vidoes of whacko with dancers at the chalet and vidoes taken yesterday and some were REALLY funny.

and i had niceeee breakfast too!

and when i turned on the tv i saw.....

PETERPAN: RETURN TO NEVERLAND

ON DISNEY CHANEL.

whooooo!!!!!

ok i'm really happy now.

and there's ballet today(like finally) and we're meeting up for dinner again tonight!

we're spending so much time together it's getting difficult for me to get used to school life. but then again, i'm like super good girl now. i've finished most of my homework on friday afternoon itself and there's only like a few questions left for me to complete. (:

and once more, happy birthday weiping!! (:

and i've decided to just copy and paste whatever i blogged for cs here. (:

HELLO EVERYONE.

ok first of all i'm not him.

i'm kw(: and the only reason i'm blogging for him at 1:47am is because that ass is too tired to do so. i wanted to just copy and paste what i had on my blog but he wants a detailed one...

(i'm blogging in my point of view alright.)

met up with cs and ahmad in the morning at NTUC to get all the ingredients needed for weiping's birthday and cs went to play drums instead. so me and ahmad went to get the stuff and headed back to my house to bake! (:

and something in my racial harmony day costume attracted cs...

so we baked the things, and i don't know why that two idiots kept shouting at me. i wasn't that bad in everything ok. so basically i don't remember doing anything, but ahmad was the speed 5 mixer and cs cooked vegetarian noodles. i thought it was gross so he finished my share.

have to say his batch of cookies quite failure ok. my tray was like seperated and edible. his was fat and joined up and BURNT! so see, i'm not so bad at it after all.

trying really hard to play radios in heaven while the two of them prepared the deco for my room and seriously. cs your art sucks. (:

then they left for ps. ahmad had to get the rest of the things needed for wp while cs went on his HOT DATE, as always.

qi came to my house followed by waiteng ahmad and weiping. had to stall time by talking to wp outside my house while it was a mad rush inside the room. scraps of paper everywhere and the balloons kept bursting and we had to stuff the alphabets into the balloon before blowing it and we also have to write letters on the balloon itself. then we had to arrange in order and paste the WEIPING word on my wall.

and also everyone had to change into their white shirt. (oh yes the dress code is made in a way that weiping will stand out, but it doesn't seem to be quite sucessful.)

and so finally weiping got to go into the room and i gave him my VERY first toy that i won from the machine in funland. it meant quite alot to me ok, esp when my score is REALLY high. and ok have to thank cs for introducing that game to me. (:

the rest of the people came and we played uno attack and random masking tape game. all was fun, esp masking tape! cs you missed the whole thing luh. but it's ok. (: random intervals between everything and at the end we gave wp his drums drum stick and chicken drumstick. (: to think of it cs and me were kinda lame to think of that.

but the guys were like gross cause they were all over my bed and each trying to get a bite from that huge drumstick. freaking unglam-ness caught on camera! (: blackmail all of you ok.

then i was supposed to play radios in heaven for weiping but i swear it sucked like alot and we totally skipped this part out cause me and waiteng didn't know how to play it. =/

when cs and ahmad played meet you there by busted for weiping i had another mad rush trying to look for bday candles for the cake but when i couldn't find it i just had to use the one i use candlelights.

and the entrance was at the end of the song. don't quite know if i came in on time, but i hope i did. we sang bday song twice. like once in the room and one with waiteng on the piano and with weird lyrics.

had dinner! and you guys didn't drink that stupid soup. =/

and there was this part where it was REALLY lame. like we wanted sparkling juice so we had weiping to pop it open. and as usual we couldn't decide where to point to bottle to cause we were afraid that we might crash something. and after much discussion we agreed to just open that stupid cork. and there was NO gas at all and the cork just came out. like that. no sound no nothing. retarded. =/

hmm have to say that the catch of the day was blind mice in my room. we switched the lights to the colourful dark dark kind and started playing. they're CRAZY. the climbed on my bed frame, my table, hid beneath layers of pillows and stuffed toys, and climbed up the part between my wall and the wardrobe.

ANYTHING to get away from the catcher. imagine the scene where ahmad climbed up to the ceiling and jumped over cs' head. (i think)

and because waiteng was like the slowest of us all she had to do a forfeit. i don't know why but after that i was involved in it too and it's like freaking unfair.

she was supposed to kiss someone that she points to and cause we're all such nice people they made her point to me(by making me stand right in front of her). and they started getting GROSS LIKE I DON'T KNOW WHAT cause they wanted her to french me, then what kiss my neck and give me a lovebite all that stuff. ASSHOLES ok. ):

but in the end she just kissed me on my cheek. and they had to just take a video of it. and stupid nic kept saying things like he can imagine the two of us doing don't know what. GROSS!

ok i don't know what got over me but i was kinda upset so i hid myself inder stuffed toys at the corner of my bed. until cs made some stupid welcome kw back clap.

and so we went to swensens to have our ice cream but we didn't make it in time, so we ended up in macs, but macs was freaking hot and so we ended up drinking coffee bean. PUREEEE VANILLAAA. (:

went to library and sat for awhile. had random visits from that idiotic cockroach.

played truth or dare but it soon became truth and truth cause it was more fun that way. have to say it's one of the best game that i ever had. like everyone was really comfortable in saying the truth.

had to leave a little before 12 cause wp can't miss his bus. cs left his scary movie 4 video at my house so cs ahmad waiteng me walked back together and cs came up to get the movie. he actually drank like 3 bottles of water in one shot. madness.

i think you're really sick. you should just go rest. (:

and so we all ended the day happily. (: know so much more about each other's lives and i think that made all of us even closer. AGREED? ok yes.

and we all love each other and we're one big family.

AND. no more questions about choosing you guys or my family. i'll still say both. (:

FINALLY. DONE WITH YOUR FREAKING LONG POST!

you'd better thank me.



additional stuff:
my maid says that she thinks that cs is a joker cause he sings SUPER loudly although we all tell him to shut up. she thinks he's funny. and ahmad too. =/

i can't believe i just spent 27mins blogging for cs.

i'm freaking tired now!! ):

and i don't want pilates tomorrow. ballet neither.

i want sleep.

oh read that post on his blog please. it's like talking about the WHOLE day.

buhbye.

random post(since it's wp's bday today):

disappointed thou shalt not be
reasons maybe not that you see
but truth thee have yet sought
harbour not the sadness and emo thoughts

this was what he said when i told him that everyone ignored me when i asked if we were going to meet the next day.

?!

haha he's a retarded 15year old.

and i'm freaking tired but i'm going to finish blogging for camwhore before plonking onto my CLEAN bed!

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY WEIPING! (:

well i hope you enjoyed everything that we did for you today, though it was kinda last minute. but we all really put in our best to do everything that we could alright! (:

and i enjoyed today like alot, from the baking of cake and cookies till the rushing of decorating my room till dragging time outside my house, spending time learning radios in heaven and having quite a failure performance after that, the entrace of the cake, birthday song with piano, playing blind mice with the funny lights, coffee bean and truth or truth outside bishan library.

anything will do for me, so long as i spend time with all you people.

have to say that today's confessions was one of the most comfortable ones i've ever had. like if it was in the past i wouldn't confess everything like how i did today. though it wasn't ALOT of confess also.

i think the questions we asked today brough us even closer. did it?

(:

i love all of you luh.

random sadness ):

and so here i am chewing on mint plus(:

woke up quite early in the morning and used the com for a little while before meeting ahmad and cs at NTUC to get the stuff needed.

our cookies and cake are kinda screwed up, and that two idiots kept shouting at me cause i don't know how to use all those stuff..

well it's not my fault. and i WILL pass my F&N ok. i'm quite good at cooking. just that sometimes i screw up. (:

and now they're gone to PS to get the other things that we need and i'm waiting here for bestfriend who seems to be taking a long time to get here.

my room's in a mess now cause of the two of them, and me, and the tips of my fingers hurt like crazy cause i was practising RADIOS IN HEAVEN for later on. and i can't play anymore cause it hurts too much but i can still can blog(:

so we're supposed to cook dinner. and what do we cook? don't worry we'll have FRUIT SALAD! everyone's all time favourite i bet. (:

and i don't know what else is there for us to cook! i hope everything goes well later. it's not alot that we're planning here, but i hope that wp will like it. well he'd better. i put in quite alot of effort for this thing ok.

right. back to playing the guitar.

-sulks.

the cookies smell niceeee.

HELLO PEOPLEEEEE!!!

ok this is my new blog add and my new msn add is :

vanillaaa-@hotmail.com

ok i don't know why i chose all to end with aaa's eee's and bbb's but yep! it's due to my current affection for coffee bean's pure vanilla ice blend! (:

ok i'm dying to blog about first day of school and everything now but that stupid chinese reflection is like staring right at me bugging me to hurry finish that last few sentences so i can't blog cause once i start i cannot stop but just want to say that although first day sucked alot and me and mer cried but everything's alright now i think and grace should cheer up cause i'm HERE and i like 3p cause the people are niceeee and i can't wait to go to ikea and see the class board done.

OK STOP.

bye people(:

i'm kinda hyper today. (that sounded a LITTLE like mr khoo..)

i shall first reply tags(:

ok like finally..

significant:
haha does this mean that you've been missing me since that time you tagged? (:

monster:
haha ok i'll relink you!! great to see you in school anw(:

wy:
haha i was super bored(way back then) that's why i posted 7 in a day. but they're like all lyrics. (: and yes merry christmas to you. though it's long over.

huiyi:

ahmad:
by the time i reply this post so many things have happened and hols are like over. anw, can't wait to see everyone on thursday! just realised that today's like the first day that i never see ANYONE of you at all since like days ago.. and yes, you never rocked. (:

tiara:
I'M SO SORRY ABOUT NOT GOING FOR YOUR COSPLAY! but talking to you yesterday was good. (: and i miss seeing you in school! anw heard that you're meeting up with lorraine tomorrow. (:

mel:
i think your class is like fun! the people you've there are seriously CRAZY! (: ok you know what. i can't find the blog link. TAG HERE WITH THE LINK LUH! (:

regina:
haha ok! (:

jul:
haha i'm sorry for that typo! but then again, maybe you DO wear dungs(:

wp:
haha i'm not bothered about THAT thing anymore. (: feels like it never happened actually. and i'm never sick. (:

cs:
you camwhore racist. haha! fat pig sleep so early. anw see you this sat! (:

sipei:
feels like i haven't been seeing you around in school! what class are you in! i think it's time i go class hunting to look for everyone! (:

amanda:
haha when i was leaving fish&co i was trying to look for you but you left for somewhere! (:

arica:
the day's like over. I WANT EVERYTHING TO HAPPEN AGAIN! (: it's going to be our last dynamic dance soon.. like after sec one induction. ):

grace ng:
you haven't been yourself for the past few days! things will get better, so don't be too upset alright? and i think the sweets were really cute. (: STOP TEARING IN SCHOOL! i saw that ok. haha. play with your carrot ok? (: see you tomorrow!!

haoyee:
okok half my table partner! oh i love our really fun class sitting position. (: see you half beside me tomorrow! (:

joy:
haha it's like when i start i can't stop! (: so i'll blog blog BLOG! (: see you in school!!!



AND THE ALMIGHTY KW FINISHED REPLYING TAGS THAT LASTED SINCE A LONG WHILE AGO! (:

and now's like the last post of my holidays. ):

firstly i'm going to miss you guys like alot. and we forgot to have our back-to-school cheer just now before going home! ):

wait. i've to blog about the past few days with you people first. (:

countdown @boonlay was alright. dance was great too! (: felt kinda high. though i still can't figure out why i was so nervous when usually i'm not like that. but i like the feeling there. so dynamic. (:

and i got new pink dunks for that! (:

went to marina for countdown after that and MANY things happened. and i mean really really MANY. and it doesn't seem like good stuff to blog about so...

SKIP! (:

but the part at bestfriend's rooftop was kinda alright. things got better after we let go of the year's regrets and things that we want to let go of. so now, everything's fine! (:

YESTERDAY.

went to qi's house yesterday although i said that it was supposed to be hardcore studying day. =/ opps. but it was fun there ok. met bestfriend in the afternoon and was supposed to go to coffee bean for breakfast but apparently we had some time problems and it was already like 2plus 3 in the afternoon. met camwhore cs and did weird stuff at bbq pit cause we all had nothing to do. that day was no life day. (:

camwhore, as usual, camwhored with bestfriend's phone and had this SUPER retarded notebook where he used to update what he did each day. see, lousy memory. DRINK SOMEMORE!

bestfriend had to go to her grandma's house so me and cs was supposed to be on a "date" cause ahmad was somewhere at bedok. so the two of us went kfc and talked about weird topics. i don't know why it's weird but it just is.

then my stupid date went to meet his real hot date and left us there la. that ass. haha! so after he went off to his hot date me and ahmad was supposed to get fruit salad before going qi's house but we forgot and ended up gossiping at qi's house. SUCH A BAD ADDICTION PEOPLE. -shakes head.

watched da vinci code and throughout the whole show it was only me and qi watching cause rob bestfriend and ahmad missed the first part and started having some weird rhythm thingy. like teacher teacher teacher then bestfriend will be the drum beat and ahmad's the action thingy. SUPER RETARDED AND FUNNY.

me and qi are matured people ok. we go for DEEP stuff like understanding da vinci code. and they said that the show was boring lah. i was explaining the show and they didn't bother to listen. hmph.

the show was nice(: and it motivated qi to read the book. (: wp and cs came later like in the night, (11plus) and we left qi's house and went to his void deck to talk some rubbish before HOME SWEET HOME!

the day was quite no life but just the fact that i spent it with you guys was interesting enough. (:

TODAY.
studied till like 3plus 4 in the morning and completed most of the homework though there are still bits and pieces of homework undone. was super tired but since we all promised to play bball at 10 in the morning i woke up at 9plus to get ready.

waited for bestfriend and as usual, we were late. like half an hour late. it was ok already alright! the rest came at like 11plus! and qi waited for everyone there. wp stayed over at cs' house and i don't know why but it was like as if we had a dress code or something. me and cs wore green while everyone else wore red and we looked like we were still in the christmas mood. haha! (: bball was enjoyable but i was freaking hungry i don't know why.

ended up at subway and me cs bestfriend shared a 6inch. how pathetic. like cut into 3. -.- but drank pure vanilla and it was nice nice NICE! oh no, having cravings again. ): been having weird cravings for vanilla the past few days! and i'm going to drink it tomorrow! (: if i have the time to...

went to cs' house to watch jackass 2. i don't know how to discribe the show and i don't want to discribe the show either. some parts were funny but most were like gross and EW kind. i'm having that stupid puking feeling again. argh.

after the show we were all tired and so me cs wp slept on the floor while others did their own stuff. and sudd cs' relatives came and i got a shock. but his cousins are like cute. (: but the little girl doesn't smile. and stupid cs kept making the lil boy poke me. he doesn't listen to me when i ask him to poke him back! ): so much for them being cousins.

went with cs to cut his hair and met qi and susu. cs looked SUPER good boy now. haha! everyone's like getting ready to go back to school now.

was kinda upset about the whole back to school thing while having dinner. i know wp was also upset. but it's ok. we'll all jiayou and strive hard for the new year in our new class and new environment! don't know if we'll still hang out at each other's house but i know we'll still hang out together. right? you guys promised me ok. don't lie.

and if we can, we're meeting tomorrow!

ok anw i'm so not looking forward to tomorrow but i think that everything's going to be alright so yes! guys don't worry i'll be strong and i'll live past tomorrow like how i always do.

but tomorrow is so not a new year cause normally i'll do those typical stuff like buy new school shoes and bag but now it's like i don't even care to get a new bag (i'm just gonna use my white one though i very much want that blue gym bag cause it's so easy to dump everything in) and new shoes. my shoes are at chewy's house so i'll wear stupid shoes.

whatever, it's going to be fine. (:

ok guys i love you all and we're going to go jamming soon again this sat right?

and last of all good luck to EVERYONE in the world who's also going to have their first day of school tomorrow. (:

LOVES!

(oh i'll update all the dance and retarded photos soon!)

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