Monday, April 30
10:49 PM
firstly, i'm sorry dancers, for making such a sucky speech today. ):
man i hate it when i can't control my tears.
hahah seems like me and xinya are the ones that always tear.
i love laoshi alot, until i don't know how to express them in words. and when she said she knows it, and that she can feel it too, i really want to just sit down and cry non-stop.
ohmy how will life be like without dance now? grown so attached to dancers, dance, laoshi, even the hall and as1 that they're already a part of me.
let's dance forever then. (:
dancers&laoshi. <3
10:46 PM
to everyone who needs to be strong! like wp (:
Delta Goodrem -Be Strong
Are you swimming upstream in oceans of blue?
Do you feel like your sinking?
Are you sick of the rain after all you've been through?
Well I know what you're thinking
When you can't take it Y
ou can make it
Sometime soon I know you'll see
'cause when your in you're darkest hour
And all of the light just fades away
When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray
Well hang on and be strong
Where taking each step one day at a time
You can't loose your spirit
Let live and let live forget and forgive
It's all how you see it
And just remember keep it together
Don't you know you're never alone
'cause when you're in your darkest hour
And all of the light just fades away
When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray
Well hang on, and be strong
No you're not defeated
And soon you'll be smiling once again
Then you won't have to feel it
Let it go with the wind
Time passes us by
And know that you're aloud to cry
'cause when you're in your darkest hour
And all of the light just fades away
When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray
Well hang on and be strong
Saturday, April 28
7:01 PM
HIGH SCHOOL NEVER ENDS- Bowling for Soup
Four years you think for sure
That's all you've got to endure
All the total dicks
All the stuck up chicks
So superficial, so immature
Then when you graduate
You take a look around and you say HEY WAIT
This is the same as where I just came from
I thought it was over
Aw that's just great
The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex,
Who's got the money, who gets the honeys,
Who's kinda cute and who's just a mess
And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
Nothing changes but the faces, the names, and the trends
High school never ends
Check out the popular kids
You'll never guess what Jessica did
How did Mary Kate lose all that weight
And Katie had a baby so I guess Tom's straight
And the only thing that matters
Is climbing up that social ladder
Still care about your hair and the car you drive
Doesn't matter if you're sixteen or thirty-five
Reese Witherspoon,
She's the prom queen
Bill Gates,
Captain of the chess team
Jack Black, the clown
Brad Pitt, the quarterback
I've seen it all before
I want my money back
The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex,
Who's in the clubs and who's on the drugs,
Who's throwing up before they digest
And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
And you're still listen to the same shit you did back then
High school never ends
High school never ends
The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex,
Who's got the money, who gets the honeys,
Who's kinda cute and who's just a mess
And I still don't have the right look
And I still have the same three friends
And I'm pretty much the same as I was back then
High school never ends
High school never ends
High school never ends
Here we go again
6:55 PM
GO GO GO GO GOLD WITH HONOURS! =Dwe thought we would get silver,
we dreamed of getting gold.
gold with honours was something that felt so impossible, so far away.
BUT DANCERS, WE DID IT! i'm loving my life.
then again, i'll really miss dancers.
can we perform for ballet under the stars, 50th aniversary, and most importantly,
SFY OPENING! (:
will secfours please dance?
talked to eileen that night and cried. i'll really miss her. ):
ohwells,
can't wait for mid years to end so that we can have our celebration dinner!
and i'm loving bollywood now. stunts are so cool man. (:
ok off to PL's SYF concert.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:
Wednesday, April 25
10:12 PM
walau stupid
LM.
):
WHO WANTS TO PAMPER ME!haha sounds so retarded!
9:40 PM
ok i've decided that i shall remain neutral towards everything now.
no hate no love.
quite boring, but who cares?
(:
9:17 PM
emo emo dancers.
i'll miss singing with you all on the bus. ):
FAMOUS LAST WORDS - My Chemical RomanceI am not afraid to walk this world aloneI am not afraid to keep on livingI get weakAnd all their souls are demandingWhile men completeIs it hard understandingAnd I'm so weakHotel mirrorOf the jet blackOn the other sideCause I'm out hereMy eyes are shining brightCan you seeNothing you can say can stop me going homeHoney if you stay, I'll be forgivingI am not afraid to walk this world aloneI am not afraid to keep on livingI can't speakAnd all their souls are burningI get so weakA life's that so demandingwhile men completeWell is it hard understandingBut can I speak?Bright lights that cast a shadowSo manyTo change...To change that partTo change that partThere's nothing I can sayI knowBut where's yourBut where's your heartBut where's your heartThat I can make you stayNow I knowHoney if you stayI'll be forgivingNothing you can say can stop me going homeI am not afraid to keep on livingI am not afraid to walk this world aloneHoney if you stayI'll be forgivingNothing you can say can stop me going homeThese bright lights areglowing bright at meThese bright lights areglowing bright at meI saidI see you lying next to meWith words I thought I'd never speakAwake and unfraidAsleep or deadI am not afraid to keep on livingI am not afraid to walk this world aloneHoney if you stayI'll be forgivenNothing you can say can stop me going home
8:55 PM
CEDAR DANCE GOLD/GO!ok don't be mistaken, results are not out yet.
whatever the results will be tomorrow,
DANCERS!i think we did our best so it doesn't matter! =Di love you people.
ok though the 8people dance was quite screwed, but it's ok! i think our shua ya will help!
suspension is killing me. stupid dialoge session! how am i supposed to concentrate during bio mock spa tomorrow! feel like crying. AND CHEM. haha, i die also don't want to take it tomorrow. (:
YES!
THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO ENCOURAGED US! =D loves loves loves!
and everyone who came to look for me today! so sweet of you all! and letters, chocolates, rose blah blah. (:
THANKYOU!and i love 3p alot! though i can't remember who came down today, but i saw almost all of you all! thankyou! =D
surprisingly i cry very little nowadays, cause i didn't cry before/after both dance and cheer. (:
i'm a strong girl.
must start my resolutions!
no more retard/unglamno more kampong girlno more not concentrating in dance=D
i can do it man. and yes, sleep earlier.
i hope everyone liked the DANCE that i did for them! ok credits to partner, melo, chewy, charmaine, for helping me cut out the words and staying up to wait for me to complete it! (:
suddenly i'm so free. came home today with nothing to do. stonned in the room, played some songs and like stone again. so, i called jeanette! (: talked about stuffs for quite long. hahahahahha.
i bet there's like a long queue of people waiting to date me now since i'm so damn free. hahahaha!
then again i've decided to study hard. priorities! have been slacking too much! i need to buck up on my chem! fail like mad. ): and at least complete chinese homework!
AND. i've to go manhunt with yuanli. HAHAHHA. (:
haha alot of people say that they'll think of bougae when they hear GIRLFRIEND. i'm happy. (:
random.
ok i NEED to study for SPA now. die already. i've 30mins more. and tomorrow morning.
DANCERS WE SHALL BE STRONG STRONG STRONG AND NOT CRY TOMORROW!(haha impossible.)
and dynamic i'll miss you all. ):
charmaine our wonderful captain!
eileen the "my only flaw is that i'm too perfect"!
chewy the curv!
zhiyun the "tkw!"
jul the KOFU!
melo the bougae!
arica the sensitive!
huiyi the aiaiaiaiaiaiaaiaiaia non-stop
xiping the tallllllllest dancer!
i'll cry my eyes out lah.
Tuesday, April 24
10:54 PM
I'm intruding into tan korwoong's blog! (:
Tmr's SYF & everyone's kinda nervous. Haha and she's like getting her hair straightened at chewy's house. Everyone's getting so excited over the straightening hair thing. Esp Char, hahhaaha. Ok, I doubt anyone knows that this is me.
Please wish all of us luck for SYF tomorrow and pray for us! :D :D :D
Monday, April 23
10:24 PM
finale! i love jedi and soak teng AND MYSELF. and les mate for drawing this out. (:
10:12 PM
let's talk about sports day!
I LOVE BOUGAE!
i smiled my face off that day and we got 2nd! =D yayyy.
at least it's what we expected.
wheeeeee. see the video again and again and i LOVE LOVE LOVE it.
GIRLFRIEND!(:
i'm glad that it worked!
ok i shall post photos and video soon ok! it's freaking late now (i'm tired) and i'm blogging after years cause i promised partner to. (: she thinks i'm mad.
have been FREAKING unglam these days i don't know why. can't believe i imitated a penguin and it was caught on video and i did some stupid tumbling thing on sat during dance to pick up my rolling bottle.
HAHA.
and i can't stop patting my dreadful BAAAAAAAANGS and twirling my hair so jedi and kiat you both and shut up about it. (:
haha! i love everyone in my life!!
life's a little ... without cheer, but a little more relaxing too.
wed's SYF. ):
LET'S WORK HARD EVERYONE!
i'm damn scared actually. but i'll stay strong.
CHARMAINE ALSO. don't keep crying ok? we'll get through it together!
GO GO GO! (:
(ok let me reply msn first, i can't get used to appearing online you know..)
ahhh freak. i hate going online. i'm going to be gone soon. ):
i don't know whether to stayover at chewy's tomorrow cause eileen didn't reply me!
ARGHHH.
i shall decide again after dance tomorrow. haha!
oh no. tomorrow's going to be the last official prac with sec4s.
WHINES.
i don't want. ):
ok i must not let myself be so upset.
shall blog till here!
till the next time i on my com..
LOVES!
Thursday, April 19
2:07 PM
omg i damn freaking stressed now.
i'm stuck with coursework and not allowed to leave until we all finish this piece of shit and like deadline is 5pm today.
and mschua says that i cannot go to dance but some of them went home lah.
omg. this sucks like shit.
i want to die now.
we shall all slash our wrists and hand in bloody coursework, and use house tee to print out.
Monday, April 9
10:19 PM
MUHAHAHAHA.I'M DAMN HAPPY TODAY.hey! hey! you! you! i know that you LOVE me!haha that makes me sound like i'm in love but no luh. i'm just damn happy. because?the day went quite well for me? (:les mate i want to see you. =D
9:13 PM
haha i burst out laughing when i heard all the versions of this song, esp the chinese one. (:
AND I SO DO NOT WANT TO SING THIS TO ANYONE OK. (:
GIRLFRIEND - Avril LavigneHey! Hey! You! You!I don't like your girlfriend!No way! No way!I think you need a new oneHey! Hey! You! You!I could be your girlfriendHey! Hey! You! You!I know that you like meNo way! No way!No it's not a secretHey! Hey! You! You!I want to be your girlfriendYou're so fineI want you mineYou're so deliciousI think about ya all the timeYou're so addictiveDon't you know what I could do to make you feel alright?(alright alright alright alright)Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn preciousAnd hell yeahI'm the ****** ******' princessI can tell you like me too and you know I'm right(I'm right I'm right I'm right)She's like so whateverYou could do so much betterI think we should get together nowAnd that's what everyone's talking about!Hey! Hey! You! You!I don't like your girlfriend!No way! No way!I think you need a new oneHey! Hey! You! You!I could be your girlfriendHey! Hey! You! You!I know that you like meNo way! No way!No it's not a secretHey! Hey! You! You!I want to be your girlfriendI can see the way, I see the way you look at meAnd even when you look away I know you think of meI know you talk about me all the time again and again(and again and again and again)So come over here, tell me what I want to hearBetter yet make your girlfriend disappearI don't want to hear you say her name ever again(And again and again and again!)She's like so whateverYou could do so much betterI think we should get together nowAnd that's what everyone's talking about!Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriendHey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriendIn a second you'll be wrapped around my fingerCause I can, cause I can do it betterThere's no otherSo when's it gonna sink inShe's so stupidWhat the hell were you thinking?In a second you'll be wrapped around my fingerCause I can, cause I can do it betterThere's no otherSo when's it gonna sink inShe's so stupidWhat the hell were you thinking?Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriendHey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriendWay No Way...Hey! Hey! You! You!I don't like your girlfriend!No way! No way!I think you need a new oneHey! Hey! You! You!I could be your girlfriendNo Way No Way...Hey! Hey! You! You!I know that you like meNo way! No way!No it's not a secretHey! Hey! You! You!I want to be your girlfriendNo Way No Way Hey Hey...haha so bitchy.