Swing Swing by The All American Rejects

Days swiftly come and go.
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone.
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall.

Did you think that I would cry,
on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,
being alone?
I'll find someone new

[Chorus]
(Swing) Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again.

Wish cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old,
They bend, they fold
and so do I to a new love.

Did you think that I would cry,
on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,
being alone?
I'll find someone new

(Swing) Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again

Bury me
(you thought your problems were gone)
Carry me
(away. away, away...)

[Chorus fades till end]
(Swing) Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again

Take Me Away by Plain White T's

I know we just got here
but i think it's time to go
I didn't want to believe it but now i know
you know who just walked in
and she didn't come alone
I can't stand to see this get me home

Take me away
I'm gonna hurt somebody
take me away right now
how could she say
she wanted more you better
take me away right now

I thought she was perfect
she thought I was perfect too
perfect until she found someone new
now I'm stuck here watching her
I can't take this abuse
what does this guy do
that I can't do?

Take me away
I'm gonna hurt somebody
take me away right now
how could she say
she wanted more you better
take me away right now

Take me away

Cinderella Story by Plain White T's

i heard that you've been asking about me.
least that's the word on the street
i just don't know what to believe
why was i dumb enough to leave?
i saw you with him today.
the boy who took my place.
you seemed so much happier with me.
but maybe that's just the way i want it to be.

but it's just another one of those days
the way you made it all feel so right
the way you fit into my arms at night
i'll remember that feeling for the rest of my life

but it's just another one of those days
i can't help but feel a little bit sad
about the things you and i never had
i had the world, but instead threw it out of the way.

now, it's just another one of those days.

so, tell me what happens next?
its out of my hands, i guess.
i just don't know what to believe.
why don't you tell me to believe.
why did you let me leave?
it's not the way it's gotta be.
what's wrong with me?
why don't you tell me to believe?
why did you let me leave?
is that the way this has to be?

but it's just another one of those days
the way you made it all feel so right
the way you fit into my arms at night
i'll remember that feeling for the rest of my life

but it's just another one of those days
i can't help but feel a little bit sad
about the things you and i never had
i had the world, but instead threw it out of the way.

now, it's just another one of those days.

Revenge by Plain White T's

By now you should know everything you say
and it will be used against you someday
I got the micrphone so dont go too far
cuz im gonna tell the whole world how you really are

I dont even care how your gonna feel
cuz I've allready tried to give you something real
so go ahead and get mad, never talk to me again
I dont even care cuz I've got my revenge
revenge, revenge, got my revenge

one night your beggin me to stay
the next night you push me away
I dont need your promise to give it up
it's too late cuz now im giving up
revenge, revenge, got my revenge

by now you should know everything you say
and it will be used against you someday
I got the micrphone so dont go too far
cuz im gonna tell the whole world how you really are

so go ahead and get mad, never talk to me again
I don't even care cuz I got my revenge
revenge, got my revenge, revenge, revenge

Swing Swing by The All American Rejects

Days swiftly come and go
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall

Did you think that I would cry
On the phone?
Do you know what it feels like
Being alone?
I'll find someone new

Swing, swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed By a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again?

Dreams cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old
They bend, they fold
And so do I to a new love

Did you think that I would cry
On the phone?
Do you know what it feels like
Being alone?
I'll find someone new

Swing, swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed
By a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again?

Bury me
(You thought your problems were gone)
Carry me
(Away, away, away)

Swing, swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed
By a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again?

My Paper Heart by The All American Rejects

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me, please, I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can

Tears fall, down your face
The taste, is something new
Something that I know
Moving on is easiest when I'm around you

So bottle up old love, and throw it out to sea
Watch it away as you cry
a year has passed
The seasons go

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me, please, I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can


Waiting, day to day it goes through
My lips are sealed for her
My tongue is tied to a dream of being with you
To settle for less is not what I prefer

So bottle up old love, and throw it out to sea
Watch it away as you cry
Now a year has passed
The seasons go

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me, please, I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can

(Fa Fa Fa la la la Fa Fa Fa la la la Fa Fa Fa La La La)



Summertime, the nights are so long
The leaves fall down, and so do I into the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me

Summertime, the nights are so long
The leaves fall down, and so do I into the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you...
To me

and so at the end of the day, i learned even more things about this world- that jerks like you do exist and there's nothing i can do but to accept the fact that you're created to disrupt the peace that i have in my life.

then again, you're just this asshole that i don't bother listening to.

so bye(:



and guys, i just want to say "WHATEVER." go eat some worms(:





i'm again the happiest kid on Earth(:

jerks.

i feel damn cheated.

all you assholes.



and now i'm too numbed to do anything. suckers.

seriously.

YOU ALL ARE JERKS, AND I MEAN IT.

random:

i REALLY hope that me and grace will be alright next year..

but still, my TOP is..

RADIOS IN HEAVEN!

Your time has already come and I don't know why
The last thing that I had heard
you were doin' just fine
It seems like just yesterday
I was laughing with you
Playing games at Grandma's house
well you taught me well, didn't you?
I hope I'm just like you

Do they have radios in heaven?
I hope they do
'Cause they're playing my song on the radio
And I'm singing it to you

You left before I had a chance to say goodbye
But that's the way life usually is
it just passes you by
But you can't hold on to regrets and you can't look back
So I'll just be thankful for the times that I had with you
I hope I'm just like you

Do they have radios in heaven?
I hope they do
'Cause they're playing my song on the radio
And I'm singing it to you
If they don't have radios in heaven
here's what I'll do
I can bring my guitar when my time is up and I'll play it for you

Tell me can you hear me now
if not, then I can try to sing real loud
What's it like up on the other side of the clouds?
I hope I'm just like you
I hope I turn out to be as good as you



ok i said that if anyone sings this to me i'll fall in love with them. so now i'm in love with bestfriend and boyfriend cause they played the guitar and sang it to me(:

A Lonely September by Plain White T's

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration goneit's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

i fell in love with this song this afternoon(:

OK!

it's time i blogged about the past few days!! (:

ok here i am back at waiteng's house. realised that we've been spending ALOT of our time at her house!

shall blog randomly about events that happened cause i can't sort my messy mind up now! =/

first was jamming.
we went to racing with juliet's jamming session and i think they sounded MUCH better in the jam room. not that it's bad during the performance, but just better. and waiteng's memory was GREAT! met linyu and jolin there. (:

after jamming session linyu and jolin left and the rest of us (7 of us) squashed ourselves into marcus' mum's car and i swear i was squashed inside. and stupid camwhore cs kept doing retarded things inside trying to squash ahmad.

and we ended that day at waiteng's houes playing retarded stuff and eating FRUIT SALAD! we're like SUPER healthy people nowadays.

we gossiped yesterday night after reaching home from i forgot where and talked all the way till 4. i was dying, stupid flu came back and was really tired.

BUT I WAS THE FIRST TO WAKE UP TODAY MORNING! well maybe not camwhore cs but earlier than everyone else ok!

ahmad was supposed to be the first to wake then we call one by one to wake each other up but when boyfriend called me i was up since long time ago. (: cheers to kw!

then met bestfriend and went to coffee bean to meet boyfriend and camwhore cs to study! stupid ahmad stayed at home to watch his you got served.

today was so supposed to be a study day but in the end we went to cine and watched curse of the golden flower. i swear the show's damn gross la. so much blood shed and the ending was a really sad one. ): ok i shall not talk about it anymore.

anw we're back here again, at waiteng's house. rented a video from the video shop near S11 and bought dinner and fruits chips and went home! ok all of them are like outside watching LOVE WRECKED while i'm like alone here in the room blogging. can't blame me! i can't use my com at home! still to lazy to plug it. better do it soon.

ok the music from the video's like blasting. i shall go join them now!! (:

BYE EVERYONE!

tags will be replied ASAP! (:

oh gosh i so think i'm dying now.

my flu's killing me, and the rest are making ALOT of noise behind me.

we're having some random party where we're supposed to make our own dinner and just spend christmas at her house and now i don't know wth they're doing but i'm playing radios in heaven and they must just play on the guitar.

(they're choosing random people to count some luck thing..)


ok i should be gone by now.

blog when i get the chance to.

BYE! AND MERRY CHRISTMAS! (:

-loves to all!

I'M CURRENTLY SOOO FREAKED OUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY, AND MY MOUTH JUST DOESN'T WANT TO STOP CHEWING ON THAT STUPID TOWEL.

TAG REPLIES

joshua:
have fun in korea! we'll see you after christmas! (:

significant:
you're so far the only one who likes eragon as much as i do! (: and i'm sorry for not replying.. i will the next time alright? (:

monster:
alright! (:

cs:
maybe that's what bored people do? haha! it's fun ok! and i typed it all out! anw, see you on the performance/jamming on saturday?

grace:
i enjoyed that day! the show was nice! we should've taken more photos. haha! blog on clique blog ok? (: miss you!

mrs ku:
haha yep. fun blogging ok! and now everyone shall blog there!

wy:
haha i had nothing to do! (:

huiyi:
(: i shall see you in dance tomorrow! fellow slow partner.

tiara:
hey i'm sorry for not being able to go. ): tell me earlier next time? i'll promise to go! ):

mel:
haha you! loved the show! (:

yj:
yep! baaaack!

regina:
sure! (:

YES FINALLY. i'm here and able to use to com. (:

past week was like dance dance dance and random outings with random people after dance. TIRED! ):

no dance today, but there's going to be prac tomorrow! though i think i'll be super tired again, i shall face it with a smile. (or rather a pair of tired/swollen eyes.)

anw, shall blog about today! (:

so there's no dance today, so was able to go out the WHOLE day!! (:

was supposed to go out with my mum the whole day but couldn't cause of some sudden situation that popped up...

went out with bestfriend and gang and we went to play badminton! haha! so random i know, but it was quite enjoyable actually. (: other than the fact that i still don't get why i'll always hit the air. CAN SOMEONE JUST TELL ME! i look so retarded trying to whack the air so hard. =/

went j8 for breakfast and nic mommie entertained everyone with his VERY interesting stories. haha! and how he used a pair of chopsticks to pick up a cockroach and throw it away.. REALLY gross.

went home to change and spent half our time at bestfriend's house watching goong interviews and some "HOW TO TELL YOUR PARENTS U R GAY" thing. SO FUNNY! go youtube and search and watch! (:

(not going to start paragraph with "went" anymore.)

we were supposed to get candy canes for christmas and candy empire but it was SOLD OUT! ): quite upsetting, but it's OK. we'll buy it from somewhere else.

i really want to get a dustbin and throw all the sweets in andbring it around for christmas. BESTFRIEND CAN WE DO THAT PLEASE PLEASE! then everyone else who have extra sweets to spare can dontate it to us!! (: and we'll give it to anyone who wants it. strangers i mean. don't think about eating it for yourself. (highly think i'll be the one who'll eat it..)

met with nic mommie again and we gossiped about stuffs before looking for my mum at marina! (: instead of christmas shopping we went to kbox instead. a really random place to go. but i enjoyed myself! cause there weren't enough rooms, the THREE of us went to a room enough to hold 20-30 PEOPLE! (: so cool! but it felt really weird cause the room's like HUUUUUGE and. yeah. just weird!

ate dinner and the yuki yaki or whatever place and i smelt bad after coming out! all the smoke and everything. ):

but all in all, I ENJOYED TODAY. (:

having a REALLY strong urge to blog more and more lyrics but no. i shall learn to control myself. (:

i shall try to remember what i've been doing for the past few days.

WEDNESDAY
had dance(SUPER slack) and went shopping with dancers to get our costume! ok nothing much actually happened. it was just shopping. maybe the person who bought clothes from chewy?

anw met mum queen and cheryl for dinner at night. i swear queen's retarded. and the auntie (she's called ah boey) working at crystal jade is kinda cute. haha!

THURSDAY
it was raining in the afternoon so bestfriend brought the christmas gifts to my house and we were supposed to complete it on that day but aparently we didn't. so we did the cards and gorged like i don't know what, eating cornflakes non stop. we finished half of the HUGE box that i bought from marks and spencer. =/ that's VERY bad. so much for all the dieting and no snacks and burp and fart theories. -shakes head.

anw, I CANNONT BELIEVE THE SCANDALOUS BESTFRIEND! i swear i completely didn't know about all her mini and not so mini scandals that she ever had ok! it was so bad that i had goosebumps everywhere and couldn't stop screaming and so the two of us ended up screaming like crazy in my room. i thought i was quite bad already but she's definitely TEN TIMES of me ok! HAHA! don't know how many CSL's have she ever done!

enjoyed that day alot. and we saw mer mel and caroline at j8 when we went there to eat dinner. (: will be seeing them in a few hours time!

FRIDAY
the four of us went out to watch open season. FUNNY! liked that show alot alot alot! (: i think the rabbits are SUPER cute! but they're kinda poor thing also. qi was like our mummy for the day. -laughs. and we had so many cold jokes and it was super retarded.

saw gladys at yoshi when we went to look for cs. i think he looks so guai with his uniform on. haha!

watched eragon. NICE! i love that show and i'm going to watch it again. anyone interested? (: it's nice. i don't care if it's like lord of the rings. i stil think it's nice. and i'm going to catch the next movie! can't wait!

ok i want to blog more but i'm late for pilates class! going to watch la slyphide and magic show with clique later! and my house is done and my study table's going to be here in awhile!

AND. i'm going to plug my com so i can use my own at last.

RUSHING. bye!

OK MY FINGERS ARE TIRED NOW FROM ALL THE TYPINGS.

i typed out everything ok! though a did copy paste a few.

and you know what? I'M HAPPY(:

On the (first) day of christmas my true love sent to me

Twelve lords leaping

Eleven ladies dancing

Ten pipers piping

Nine drummers drumming

Eight maids milking

Seven swans swimming

Six geese laying

Five gold rings

Four colly birds

Three french hens

Two turtle doves and

A partridge in a pear tree

(bestfriend! are you going to love me for this? HAHA!)

Jingle bell, jingle bell

Jingle bell rock

Jingle bell swing

And jingle bells ring

Snowin' and blowin'Up bushels of fun

Now the jingle hop has begun

i must've done something good

go listen to

LeeHom- Love in our Hearts.

When you're down and troubled
And you need a helping hand
And nothing, whoa nothing is going right
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon i will be there
To brighten up even your darkest night

You just call out my name
And you know wherever i am
I'll come running oh yeah baby
To see you again

Winter Spring Summer or Fall
All you have to do is call
And i'll be there yeah yeah yeah
You've got a friend

If the sky above you
Should turn dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together and call my name out loud
And soon i will be knocking upon your door
You just call out my name
And you know wherever i am
I'll come running oh yes i will
To see you again

Winter Spring Summer or Fall
All you've got to do is call
And i'll be there yeah yeah yeah

Hey ain't it good to know that you've got a friend?
People can be so cold
They'll hurt you and desert you
Well they'll take your soul if you let them
Oh yeah but you don't let them

You just call out my name and you know wherever i am
I'll come running to see you again
Oh baby dont you know that
Winter Spring Summer or Fall
Hey now all you've got to do is call
Lord i'll be there, yes i will
You've got a friend
You've got a friend
Ain't it good to know you've got a friend
Ain't it good to know you've got a friend

You've got a friend.

Saying I love you
Is not the words i want to ear from you
It's not that i want you
Not t say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos i'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
That your love for me is real
What would you say if i took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying i love you
More than words
Now i've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close and don't ever let me go
More than words is all i ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More that words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if i took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words.

RICHARD SANDERSON - REALITY

Met you by surprise I didn't realize that my life would change forever

Saw you standing there didn't know I care there was something special in the air

Dreams are my reality the only kind of real fantasy illusions are a common thing

I try to live in dreams it seems as if it's meant to be.

Dreams are my reality a different kind of reality

I dream of loving in the night and loving seems all right althought it's only fantasy.

If you do exsist, honey don't resist show me a new way of loving

Tell me that it's true, show me what to do I feel something special about you.

Dreams are my reality, the only kind of reality

Maybe my foolishness is past and maybe now at last I'll see how the real thing can be

Dreams are my reality, a wondrous world where I like to be

I dream of holding you all night and holding you seems right perhaps that's my reality.

(i LOVE this song!)

Labels: ric

BEACH BOYS- WOULDN'T IT BE NICE

Wouldnt it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldnt have to wait so long
And wouldnt it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldnt it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldnt it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldnt be a single thing we couldnt do
We could be married
And then wed be happy
Wouldnt it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldnt it be nice

i'm practically blogging all the songs that i'm listening to now.

anw i'm happy already, cause me and dona just sang TRUE together(:

i think i'm weird..

Every body Pauses and stares at me
These two teeth are gone as you can see
I don't know just who to blame for this catastrophe!
But my one wish on Christmas Eve is as plain as it can be!

All I want for Christmasis my two front teeth,
my two front teeth,
see my two front teeth!
Gee, if I could only
have my two front teeth,
then I could wish you"Merry Christmas."

It seems so long since I could say,
"Sister Susie sitting on a thistle!"
Gosh oh gee, how happy I'd be,
if I could only whistle (thhhh, thhhh)

All I want for Christmasis my two front teeth,
my two front teeth,
see my two front teeth.
Gee, if I could only
have my two front teeth,
then I could wish you"Merry Christmas!"

LAST CHRISTMAS

Last christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me
Well
It's been a year
It doesn't surprise me
Happy Christmas
I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying I love you
I meant it
Now i know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again

Last christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My God i thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me?
I guess i was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A girl under cover but you tore me apart
Now i've found a real love you'll never fool me again

Last christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true

Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?

SAVAGE GARDEN- I KNEW I LOVED YOU

Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend

I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

we have joy we have fun we have seasons in the sun.

it's not a big big thing if you leave me..

you know what?

I LOVE MY NEW BLOG SKIN!

haha you know what?

chelsea's -Blue is the colour song just cheered me up.

i think it's funny somehow.

(:

BLUE IS THE COLOUR

Blue is the colour, football is the game
We're all together and winning is our aim
So cheer us on through the sun and rain
Cos Chelsea, Chelsea is our name.

Here at the Bridge, whether rain or fine
We can shine all the time
Home or away, come and see us play
You're welcome any day

Blue is the colour, football is the game
We're all together and winning is our aim
So cheer us on through the sun and rain
Cos Chelsea, Chelsea is our name

Come to the Shed and we'll welcome you
Wear your blue and see us through
Sing loud and clear until the game is done
Sing Chelsea everyone

Blue is the colour, football is the game
We're all together and winning is our aim
So cheer us on through the sun and rain
Cos Chelsea, Chelsea is our name.

Blue is the colour, football is the game
We're all together and winning is our aim
So cheer us on through the sun and rain
Cos Chelsea, Chelsea is our name.

anyway, if there's someone out there who wants to play boardgames with me, call me right now ok?

(:

home sweet home(:

i come back to see more and more changes everyday. anw, i think that the black floor tiles are quite cool. thank god my mum didn't change them. (:

using quueeeeeen's laptop now. he comma key isn't working very well.

the reason as to why i don't friendster or bloghop:
you'll see things that you don't really want to see or that you want to know. and sometimes it can make you really happy but i found out that mostly i'll get upset over things that people blog.

ok i'm saying it as if the whole world blogged negative stuffs about me. it's just one person, but it's enough to make me feel upset already.

ESP the language that people will use. it makes my blood boil.(ok it doesn't. i just want to use that phrase that's all.)

this post seems a little upset and angsty maybe.

i highly think it's the emo songs that are playing on iTunes now that affected my mood so much. maybe i should listen to something like no worries.

THEN AGAIN, i kinda want this feeling to stay. what for chase it away? i'll be happy while i emo at the same time? HAHA!

ok la. face it. i'm not exactly THAT happy. but it's just for today. (:

blech. just received another bad news. not bad news. but. you know.

OMG WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!

ways to make tkw a happy kid:
1. bathe! that's what bestfriend always make me do when i'm sick. then she'll dry my hair and tie it up neatly. and the next thing, i'll be up and we'll go out. (:

2. read some funny funny books. (:

3. listen to nice nice songs! and go crazy.

4. daydream. trust me, i can dream far far away until when i come back to the real world it doesn't feel so real anymore. (:

5. dance alone?

actually i can make myself happy if i want to. so i don't want to know.

gosh my post is like super contradicting. i think i'm mad.

(my mind's filled with so many thoughts now if i continue to blog it'll probably last for pages. so i shall stop.)

byebye people. see you tomorrow! cause i'll have a big big smile by then. (:

my paper heart.

theWHOS

Who is in the house with you?:

bestfriend! (:

Whose house did you last go to?:

currently IN bestfriend's house.

Whose birthday is next?:

christ? on 25th?

Who was the LAST person you loved but not anymore now?:

i'm still loving everyone(:

Who do you hope will take this survey?:

anyone?

Who do you last texted?:

can't be bothered to check my phone. most probably my tuition teacher?

theWHATs

What was the last thing you ate?:

SUPER HOT seafood ramen noodles.

What was the last thing you drank?:

mos apple soda. or maybe it was water.

What is the closest item near you that is blue?:

bestfriend's moshimaro alarm clock.

What instant messaging service do you use?:

Windows Live Messenger

What is your favorite color? (1 only):

WHITE!!

What is your most used away message?:

i'll just appear offline.

What is yourfavorite website?:

my own blog. haha!

What is your favorite shoe brand?:

anything that's comfortable.

What are you wearing now?:

paul frank lime green shirt and fbt's(the new one that dancers claim is fake!)

What song are you currently hearing?:

some song playing on MTV outside but i can't figure out what.

What are you looking at now?:

the screen?

What's your msn nick?:

kw(:

Where do you live?:

singapore.

Where is your phone?:

somewhere in the living room.

Where do you sleep?

my pretty huge bed(:

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?:

flash and splash. is it?

Where did you get this survey?:

caroline's email.

theWHEN'S

When is your birthday?:

160992

When did you last burn a candle?:

yesterday when i lit my scented candles.

When did you last see your dad?:

yesterday night.

When did you last ate something?:

just now.

theWHYs

Why does basically half the world have a Friendster?:

because everyone's bored?

Why do we have to go to school?:

study and make many nice friends! (:

Why are you taking this survey?:

because i'm bored and bestfriend is currently sleeping on her sleeping bag on the floor behind me left behind when suqian stayed over BEFORE her camp.

PRESENT

01. is your hair wet?

nope.

02. is your cell phone right beside you?

somewhere in the living room.

03. do you miss someone?

LIL JAVIER!

04. are you wearing gel:

nope

05.are you wearing chapstick:

nope

06. are you cold:

a lil warm actually.

07. are you tired:

nope! energetic.

08. are you excited:

masquerade party! YAY! (:

09. are you watching t.v:

listening to.

10. are you wearing pajamas:

nope! but i have it at home!

PAST

01. recently done anything you regret:

i don't think so..

02. ever lied:

everyone will what.

03. ever stuck gum under a desk:

i don't like gum.

04. ever kick someone:

maybe?

05. ever trip over your own feet?:

haha sometimes when i dance.

06. ever cried so hard you almost threw up:

yep.

TODAY

01. have you cursed:

nope(:

02. have you yelled at someone:

haha no one for me to yell at.

03. have you gotten mad at someone:

yep.

04. have you cried:

nope.

05. have you called more than 3people:

called only 2.

06. have you im'd more than 3 people:

haven't been online.

01: is there a person who is on your mind right now?

A 01: i guess not.

Q 02: where is the last place you went?

A 02: j8.

Q 03: who is the last person you called?

A 03. joshua. he missed called me and he didn't pick up!

Q4: who do you like more, your mom or dad?

A 04: i LOVE my family. which includes dona(:

Q 05: do you have any siblings?

A 05: QUUUUUUUUUEEEEEEEN. who was so poor thing that day cause he only had about 1 bucket of water to bathe with.

Q 06: do you smile often?

A 06: i think so? (:

Q 07: do you think that someone is thinking about you right now

A 07: i bet EVERYONE'S thinking about me! (:

Q 08: do you wish on stars?

A 08: sometimes? ok yes.

Q 09: when did you last cry?

A 09: I REMEMBER TELLING 3&4 THAT I'VE STOPPED CRYING SO OFTEN!

Q 10: do you like your handwriting?

A 10: my handwriting change.

Q 11: are you a friendly person?

A 11: yesyesyes! i don't care. yes!

Q 12: who's bed did you sleep in last night?

A 12: my parent's room.

Q 13: what color shirt are you wearing?

A 13: lime green

Q 14: do you have any pets?

A 14: one hamster!

Q 15: what is the color of your bed sheets?

A 15. pink!

Q 16: what were you doing at 9 last night?

A 16: wrapping christmas presents!

Q 18: i can't wait...

A 18: masquerade!

Q 19: is tom on your friends list?

A 19: yes! together with jerry!

Q 20: look to your right. what's there?

A 20: wall? and the book that i asked waiteng to read! MEGAB MEADES GUIDE TO THE MACGOWAN BOYS!

Q 21: ever cried yourself to sleep?

A 21: haha yep.

Q 22: ever cried on your friend's shoulder?

A 22: many.

Q 23: song that makes you cry?

A 23: yep, a few.

Q 24: are you normally a happy person?

A 24: YESYESYES!

Q 25: has anyone ever said 'i loveyou' to you?

A 25: i bet the whole world can't wait to. (:

Q 26: is your self-esteem extremely low?

A 26: haha i guess not!

OK COMPLETED CAROLINE'S EMAIL!

NEW SKIN! (:

ahniu:
when was the last time i saw you! ): anw i'm fine. just needed to rant that day! haha! (: thanks for caring anw. 16th december!

joshua:
YES SMILING! i'm fine, don't worry. (: and you're getting into the poetry mood too!

wp:
you're SUPER retarded! but thanks anw. and i can see that your poem DOES rhyme a little though somehow it doesn't make sense. (: and i haven't seen you in your mask, so how am i supposed to know if you look good? HAHA. (:

serena:
haha i don't hate the world! (: and YOU too! must stay happy no matter what ok? (:

SIR:
haha! not hating the world, not hating my SIR either! (:

mrs ku:
-whines. NO MORE PLEASE! i'll probably die!

melissa the GREAT:
that name sounds a little familier. haha! and without my braces, how to do the spastic smile? i shall try again. =D anw thanks! i'm fine now! and always!

chewy:
can't wait to go out with you two again! (: see you in dance tomorrow!

wy:
yea i'm chilled and relaxed. (:

cs:
NOTHING IS HAPPENING MAN. i'm fine. (:

d e x:
nothing? (: i'm fine. and happy, as always!

jul:
haha hello.(: SEE YOU IN DANCE TOMORROW. but no more freestyle pleaseeeeeeee. haha!

arica:
can't! you won't be around! come back from your camp soon alright? i have no more alien partner now! ):

Queen:
haha fine. you're MORE MORE MORE MORE poor thing than me ok? but at least you can go to cheryl's house! anw, you owe me a game of cluedo! NEXT WEEK. you said it(:

IT'S BEEN AGES SINCE I BLOGGED!

finally. i'm at bestfriend's house again. i nearly died. i'm serious.

RECENT CONDITION.
my house is renovating, so you can imgaine how dirty everything can get. but no worries, cause my room is still as fresh smelling as if can be. (:

anw, i've been in a very bad mood for the past few days cause of all the works that's going on at home, it's driving me crazy.

i'm fine with all the drillings and hammerings. it's bearable. but what i cannot stand is that THERE IS NO WATER TO USE! can you believe it!

my dad promised that we're only going to renovate one toilet at a time, so that we still can use the other. but NO. because he's too excited to get everything done, he told the workers to go fix the other toilet too.

SO. that morning i woke up, grabbed all my clothes and wanted to bathe for a FULL hour before meeting 3&4. i stepped out of my room and dona went like: "are you going to bathe? cause you can't." and i realised that all the water supply has been cut off.

i thought i could still like use to tap or something, to realise that the WHOLE SINK is gone. then i just turned to my dad and asked him how i'm supposed to wash up.

and he offered to send me to the SWIMMING POOL to shower there.

wth??!?!?

i was so upset i could cry. (don't ask me why. i just don't like being unclean. well, who can stand being all so dirty. AND WHAT'S MORE I WANTED TO BATHE FOR AN HOUR)

so in the end they said the most they could do was to give me like 3 buckets of water to bathe. and treat is like it's water rationing. (they laughed. i couldn't see the funny-ness in it.)

BUT. i made it(: i bathed with that 3 tubs of water and came out smelling clean. (:

so the day went on quite well. (:

met 3&4 at city hall and we went to eat. i finished my ss homework! (:

anw, saw library gang cause they came to look for 4 there. sorry for not picking up the phone call, i really didn't know. we ate cotton candy. (: like finally. and they were super retarded. they took our cotton candy and ran away, then pasted it back on. SUPER GROSS. (i highly think nellie suggested it.)

watched de javu. NICEEEEE.

ok can't remember what happened already. guess it was home sweet home?

that was one of the days. i cannot remember what else happened!

BESTFRIEND IS CURRENTLY PLAYING SOME SUPER FAST SONG THAT IS QUITE NICE BUT FROM MY VIEW IT LOOKS LIKE SOME KID ANYHOW PRESSING THE KEYS.

SATURDAY.

went for ballet christmas party but i left early. =/ went shopping around everywhere for our toilet stuff and went CHRISTMAS SHOPPING! had loads of fun at toys r'us and bought many many gifts for all my little cousins and a few other people. AND MYSELF! (:

then marks and spencers for our own food and for all the chocolates too! (but when we reached home everything became MINE! haha)

and at night i made my mum play board games with me! we played cluedo and articulate (i know we're supposed to have at least 3 players but it's OK.) had loads of fun and we laughed like CRAZY. everyone else just ignored us though we were making so much noise at 11pm. SORRY NEIGHBOURS.

but i was happy! (:

SUNDAY.
went out since morning and enjoyed pilates class alot. (: then me and my mum went to eat our breakfast and we started our whole shopping thing again. but this time round we went to alot of places. like here and there and everywhere.

then i received an mms from my aunt and it was little javier! couldn't withstand the cuteness in him so we decided to go down to visit them!

and he was SUPER cute. he grew bigger!

one HUGE turn off but yet still cute: I WITNESS THE WHOLE SHITTING PROCESS AND I SWEAR IT'S EWWWWWWWWWWW.

but i'll still love him(:

anw cause i was addicted to cluedo so my aunt uncle mum me sat down to play cluedo! (: haha i feel so FAMILY nowadays.(: but i like!

i only won once. ): AND THERE WAS ONE ROUND THAT WAS SO DISGUSTING I TELL YOU. i rolled the die 8 TIMES. AND EVERY SINGLE TIME I ONLY GET TO MOVE ONCE! so throughout the whole round i didn't get to make any suggestions.

HOW UNFAIR! -rants about how unfair life can get.

ok i'm still happy and loving my life(:

TODAY.
woke up and was quite unhappy by the fact that i cannot use the water at home. but i'm quite alright now with bestfriend and now i'm waiting for her to bathe and we'll go out and EAT! i want MOS. it's been ages since i ate it. (:

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I'M CURRENTLY IN A VERY BAD SHOCK I THINK I'M DYING.

save me! -pleads.

something tells me it's time for me to get emo and go:

I HATE THE WORLD!

the point that i was trying to get across in the last post, is that

I'M FREAKING DISAPPOINTED IN ALL YOU PEOPLE.

-slaps forehead.

what a disgrace.

i'm freaking desperate now.

DESPERATE TO KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON WITH EVERYONE!!!!

*&^^$$#^&_)*(__+)(_)**(^%$%#$&*(

guess only bestfriend knows what i'm talking about and what i'm currently feeling.

BREATHE.

yoga doesn't help anymore.

i'm typing so hard the keyboard can just spoil or something.

GOSH SAVE ME FROM THIS, MESS?!

what's with all my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TAG REPLIES

i wanted to have a different colour but suddenly there isn't the THING there to change the colour.

whatever. i don't get what i'm trying to say. =/

chewy:
javier's DEFINITELY lucky! it's me ok! (: shall see you tomorrow!

amanda:
guess my tag reply is super late cause chalet is like long over. anw, jiayou for SYF! (:

huiyi:
that is SUPER mean! i'm young ok! ): haha!

roslyn:
i'll link you! (: and we'd better go out soon!

serena:
haha. jiayou for syf too! (:

peiwen:
hello peiwen! (: i haven't uploaded the gryphon photos.. x)

yuky:
hello pig! (:

cs:
yay i enjoyed sentosa like alot! (:

parveen:
alright, i'll link you soon! (:

joshua:
yep! sentosa too! (:

SIR:
no more POLE please?! ):

grace!:
haha okok! (: love you!

ahmad:
argh! haha!

bestfriend:
huh serious? what's her link?

mrs ku:
you got your results already?

dex:
mine's perfectly fine. maybe it's just you?

TIRED!

a little summary about whatever that's happening..

went to sentosa yesterday. GO READ BESTFRIEND'S BLOG! too lazy too already. anw, sun was GRRRREAT! met a few netballers there cause they were having their outing too!

i enjoyed myself like crazy with all of them.(: thanks everyone. ESP the last part where we started singing random songs and some campfire songs that bestfriend taught everyone else. (:

when can we have that again?

anw, I OFFICIALLY HATE ALL GAMES THAT INCLUDES THINKING. all the A,B,C,D, fuzzy wuzzy, and maa maa is SOOOOOOOOO disgusting.

met belle and kiat at vivo on the way home and bestfriend was SUPER irritating. she told them how to solve the A,B,C,D game but they three didn't want to tell me! but belle told me about fuzzu wuzzy. (:

called kiat after that and wanted to dig the answer out the two of them but she didn't pick up after all.

for awhile i was SUPER stressed about it that i decided i shall not be bothered by it anymore. but after awhile i sloved it, so it's ok. (:

went to newton circle to eat after that and bestfriend's dad went there to pick her up. ):

and then it was home sweet home, with a nicer tan?

anw, i just went to ps to meet char to dicuss about dance. FINALLY, all the plan and CIP and camp and whatever that we need to talk about is DONE! so yep. shall start my reseach on the places to do cip and talk to dancers tomorrow!

sad fact, i spent $17+ on pizza hut just now. so now i've to save up a little more for my shopping list items. but then again, i was the one who suggeted to eat there...

but the merry pizza thing is quite nice! (: i hope char remembers to take the pizza out of her bag!

and now. i'm tired, and i still need to go bathe. -sulks. can i don't? oh wells.

byebye people.

and my tummy hurts from today's pilates.

-rahh.

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